iilen 🔞
@bunsinspace.bsky.social
18+ | agender/aro-spec/pan/poly | they/them | '90 🌌 | SKZ NSFW author | 🐇/🐿️
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au tags: #asitwas 🪽😈 , #fromeden 🐾 , #betelgeuse ✨ , #80somegaverse 🐺 , #puddingau 🍮, #fics , #drabbles , #ficart, #iilen’swips
https://archiveofourown.org/users/iilen/works
au tags: #asitwas 🪽😈 , #fromeden 🐾 , #betelgeuse ✨ , #80somegaverse 🐺 , #puddingau 🍮, #fics , #drabbles , #ficart, #iilen’swips
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iilen 🔞
@bunsinspace.bsky.social
· Jan 2
// angels and demons, demon hunter Minho, found family, mild horror, happy ending
(as it was)(and all things end), E
93k words, COMPLETE
minsung, 2min, and 2minsung
#fics #asitwas #nsfwstay
archiveofourown.org/works/480207...
"Be careful, human… Some things cannot be undone."
(as it was)(and all things end), E
93k words, COMPLETE
minsung, 2min, and 2minsung
#fics #asitwas #nsfwstay
archiveofourown.org/works/480207...
"Be careful, human… Some things cannot be undone."
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was told today it was "bad timing" for me to have a 4 day migraine. have spent the last week being completely depressed and lonely. keep forgetting to eat/getting too overwhelmed by pain and Tasks to eat today.
i'm not letting anyone take minho being manhandled away from me--it's all i have /lh, hj
i'm not letting anyone take minho being manhandled away from me--it's all i have /lh, hj
February 16, 2026 at 10:55 PM
was told today it was "bad timing" for me to have a 4 day migraine. have spent the last week being completely depressed and lonely. keep forgetting to eat/getting too overwhelmed by pain and Tasks to eat today.
i'm not letting anyone take minho being manhandled away from me--it's all i have /lh, hj
i'm not letting anyone take minho being manhandled away from me--it's all i have /lh, hj
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THE GAME??? EnDED??? & THEY JUST??? KEPT??? GOING???
February 16, 2026 at 12:27 PM
THE GAME??? EnDED??? & THEY JUST??? KEPT??? GOING???
// gender swap fem minho #ficart
thank you to @sundiessoon.bsky.social for drawing my #Betelgeuse babies this weekend.
no one help him, he's exactly where he wants to be.
thank you to @sundiessoon.bsky.social for drawing my #Betelgeuse babies this weekend.
no one help him, he's exactly where he wants to be.
February 16, 2026 at 8:10 PM
// gender swap fem minho #ficart
thank you to @sundiessoon.bsky.social for drawing my #Betelgeuse babies this weekend.
no one help him, he's exactly where he wants to be.
thank you to @sundiessoon.bsky.social for drawing my #Betelgeuse babies this weekend.
no one help him, he's exactly where he wants to be.
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this video is so insane like what do you mean they instantly decided to do the challenge together without even talking!!! i hate them omg just kiss already
February 16, 2026 at 7:59 PM
this video is so insane like what do you mean they instantly decided to do the challenge together without even talking!!! i hate them omg just kiss already
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i could watch him be manhandled all fucking day. it is the single hottest thing i've seen all morning. by the fucking waist and hips, put back in place. oml.
Alpha x alpha, Chan fighting with Minho until submission 🙂↕️🙂↕️
February 16, 2026 at 4:50 PM
i could watch him be manhandled all fucking day. it is the single hottest thing i've seen all morning. by the fucking waist and hips, put back in place. oml.
called out and my boss still wants to have a zoom meeting today and has a list of things she would like me to do...
so that's work still trying to kill me. depression is still raging. how's the body pain? also p. bad.
oi...
so that's work still trying to kill me. depression is still raging. how's the body pain? also p. bad.
oi...
called out of work for tomorrow because lmao between work killing me, my depression trying to also kill me, and my chronic illnesses trying to kill me, i think i just need an extra day off...
February 16, 2026 at 4:33 PM
called out and my boss still wants to have a zoom meeting today and has a list of things she would like me to do...
so that's work still trying to kill me. depression is still raging. how's the body pain? also p. bad.
oi...
so that's work still trying to kill me. depression is still raging. how's the body pain? also p. bad.
oi...
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Alpha x alpha, Chan fighting with Minho until submission 🙂↕️🙂↕️
February 16, 2026 at 2:56 PM
Alpha x alpha, Chan fighting with Minho until submission 🙂↕️🙂↕️
ily ily ily and i miss you and you are amazing byeeeeee — <333 ily bb alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: ily ily ily and i miss you and you are amazing byeeeeee
<333 ily bb
alterspring.org
February 16, 2026 at 4:21 PM
ily ily ily and i miss you and you are amazing byeeeeee — <333 ily bb alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
(still the same person, i could sign with -🌟 maybe?) i get that people can be super mean, and that it's so easy to overthink… — i don't always get weighed down by the shitty anons, though collectively they get to me. but they're always good at catching… alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: (still the same person, i could sign with -🌟 maybe?)
i get that people can be super mean, and that it's so easy to overthink too :c sometimes the more we focus on it, the worst it gets...
i don't always get weighed down by the shitty anons, though collectively they get to me. but they're always good at catching me when i'm already down is what sucks.
but yes, it's a good mindset, thank...
alterspring.org
February 16, 2026 at 4:21 PM
(still the same person, i could sign with -🌟 maybe?) i get that people can be super mean, and that it's so easy to overthink… — i don't always get weighed down by the shitty anons, though collectively they get to me. but they're always good at catching… alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
(still the same person!)
i will fight all of those anons! people who have evil souls (like the ones who hate on others in a… — ;^; thank you again. you’re very sweet. I will try to internalize things while my brain & randos are being so mean. 💛💛💛 alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
i will fight all of those anons! people who have evil souls (like the ones who hate on others in a… — ;^; thank you again. you’re very sweet. I will try to internalize things while my brain & randos are being so mean. 💛💛💛 alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: (still the same person!)
i will fight all of those anons! people who have evil souls (like the ones who hate on others in anon) don't have valid opinions, after all. believe me. evil s...
;^; thank you again. you’re very sweet. I will try to internalize things while my brain & randos are being so mean. 💛💛💛
alterspring.org
February 16, 2026 at 3:12 AM
(still the same person!)
i will fight all of those anons! people who have evil souls (like the ones who hate on others in a… — ;^; thank you again. you’re very sweet. I will try to internalize things while my brain & randos are being so mean. 💛💛💛 alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
i will fight all of those anons! people who have evil souls (like the ones who hate on others in a… — ;^; thank you again. you’re very sweet. I will try to internalize things while my brain & randos are being so mean. 💛💛💛 alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
(still the same person as before)
i'm re-reading right now! you have a way with words that i barely get to see, it's always… — :< really thank you. this means a lot, especially after getting told the opposite in my anons tonight. i hope you enjoy it a… alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
i'm re-reading right now! you have a way with words that i barely get to see, it's always… — :< really thank you. this means a lot, especially after getting told the opposite in my anons tonight. i hope you enjoy it a… alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: (still the same person as before)
i'm re-reading right now! you have a way with words that i barely get to see, it's always a pleasure to read your fics <3
:< really thank you. this means a lot, especially after getting told the opposite in my anons tonight. i hope you enjoy it again. <333
alterspring.org
February 16, 2026 at 2:18 AM
(still the same person as before)
i'm re-reading right now! you have a way with words that i barely get to see, it's always… — :< really thank you. this means a lot, especially after getting told the opposite in my anons tonight. i hope you enjoy it a… alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
i'm re-reading right now! you have a way with words that i barely get to see, it's always… — :< really thank you. this means a lot, especially after getting told the opposite in my anons tonight. i hope you enjoy it a… alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
@ the last question yes! it popped up in my main timeline today :DD thank you for writing them! — ;^; oh that's really nice to hear. thank you so much for reading them. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: @ the last question
yes! it popped up in my main timeline today :DD thank *you* for writing them!
;^; oh that's really nice to hear thank you so much for reading them.
alterspring.org
February 16, 2026 at 2:05 AM
@ the last question yes! it popped up in my main timeline today :DD thank you for writing them! — ;^; oh that's really nice to hear. thank you so much for reading them. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
called out of work for tomorrow because lmao between work killing me, my depression trying to also kill me, and my chronic illnesses trying to kill me, i think i just need an extra day off...
February 16, 2026 at 2:04 AM
called out of work for tomorrow because lmao between work killing me, my depression trying to also kill me, and my chronic illnesses trying to kill me, i think i just need an extra day off...
i loved "as it was as all things ends" so much :DDD seeing it in the tl again made me want to reread it so i will probably … — oh did you see it somewhere? i'm so glad you like them--they mean a lot to me. thank you :< alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: i loved "as it was as all things ends" so much :DDD seeing it in the tl again made me want to reread it so i will probably do it today!! it's such a good fic, you're an amazing writer ...
oh did you see it somewhere? i'm so glad you like them--they mean a lot to me. thank you :<
alterspring.org
February 16, 2026 at 1:34 AM
i loved "as it was as all things ends" so much :DDD seeing it in the tl again made me want to reread it so i will probably … — oh did you see it somewhere? i'm so glad you like them--they mean a lot to me. thank you :< alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
one hug, one squeeze and one kiss on your cute lil cheek. miss seeing you on the skyline my dear — thank you for being really lovely and kind. hugging you back. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: one hug, one squeeze and one kiss on your cute lil cheek. miss seeing you on the skyline my dear
thank you for being really lovely and kind. hugging you back.
alterspring.org
February 16, 2026 at 1:33 AM
one hug, one squeeze and one kiss on your cute lil cheek. miss seeing you on the skyline my dear — thank you for being really lovely and kind. hugging you back. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
shout out to the mean person in my anons for kicking me while I’m down. guess I’m not coming back here idk.
February 15, 2026 at 10:17 PM
shout out to the mean person in my anons for kicking me while I’m down. guess I’m not coming back here idk.
if you could choose a skzcode theme, what would it be? — i would like an entire skz code with the skzoos. bring back the kids in their skzoo outfits, too. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: if you could choose a skzcode theme, what would it be?
i would like an entire skz code with the skzoos. bring back the kids in their skzoo outfits, too.
alterspring.org
February 15, 2026 at 2:02 AM
if you could choose a skzcode theme, what would it be? — i would like an entire skz code with the skzoos. bring back the kids in their skzoo outfits, too. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen hii love your writing so so much. i think we need to bring back everyone's obsession with minho in soft cardigans it … — thank you, i appreciate it. i do miss cardigan minho so much. we're missing a golden god: oral fixation minho. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: iilen hii love your writing so so much. i think we need to bring back everyone's obsession with minho in soft cardigans it feels like it's becoming a forgotten relic. so i have a quest...
thank you, i appreciate it. i do miss cardigan minho so much. we're missing a golden god: oral fixation minho.
alterspring.org
February 15, 2026 at 1:57 AM
iilen hii love your writing so so much. i think we need to bring back everyone's obsession with minho in soft cardigans it … — thank you, i appreciate it. i do miss cardigan minho so much. we're missing a golden god: oral fixation minho. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
we miss you. hope you're okay <3 — thank you. idk what there is to miss, but thanks. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
iilen answered: we miss you. hope you're okay <3
thank you. idk what there is to miss, but thanks.
alterspring.org
February 15, 2026 at 1:56 AM
we miss you. hope you're okay <3 — thank you. idk what there is to miss, but thanks. alterspring.org/@iilen/a/116...
they just can’t help themselves
February 13, 2026 at 10:06 PM
they just can’t help themselves
what if I delete everything and never write again
February 9, 2026 at 4:41 PM
what if I delete everything and never write again
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February 9, 2026 at 1:39 AM