i just rlly wish i wasn't given the shit end of the stick that i wasnt born and raised in dumbville with nothing to do with unstable parents and a life full of traumatic events that have made me unstable and physical issues that make it hard to work as much as other people and mental problems

living with vens mom is getting so bad we are both miserable and i dont even feel comfortable doing anything with how she basically guilts us for using her stuff. why cant we just live our fucking life for Once im trying so hard to be optimistic but how the fuck do i do that in these conditions

being mostly purposefully / semi accidentally isolated for about 20 years of my life did so much good for my future social escapades !!!! totally fo not fuck up every interaction with my coworkers or anything and definitely dont feel like theres no point in trying anymore 😁😁😁😁