Bubbly Manguwu
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Chaos. 27. Unhinged and confused. Artsy. Daily Mentally juggling my sanity but trying my best. She/Her. There are multiple people in my brain yelling at me 24/7.
Did an indoor cycling workout and I’m proud of myself. Managed 30min and cycled 10km and I didn’t trigger my Pots 🥳 I feel pretty good now after the workout.
June 14, 2025 at 9:46 AM
Did an indoor cycling workout and I’m proud of myself. Managed 30min and cycled 10km and I didn’t trigger my Pots 🥳 I feel pretty good now after the workout.
Slept 10h and I woke up on my own at 8:45am feeling somewhat ok but still chronically ill
May 17, 2025 at 9:33 AM
Slept 10h and I woke up on my own at 8:45am feeling somewhat ok but still chronically ill
Whelp. So I hung up the laundry and my Apple Watch recognised it as a HIIT workout. More like a High Intensity Laundry Training 🤡 I literally only hung up laundry while standing for 10min and I burned 111kcal had my pulse up to the 175bpm and was 3min in Zone 4 which is 164-175bpm 💀 #POTS
March 23, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Whelp. So I hung up the laundry and my Apple Watch recognised it as a HIIT workout. More like a High Intensity Laundry Training 🤡 I literally only hung up laundry while standing for 10min and I burned 111kcal had my pulse up to the 175bpm and was 3min in Zone 4 which is 164-175bpm 💀 #POTS
Maaaaan, warum verstehen Kunden nicht wenn sie nicht im Vertrag stehen , dass die halt keine Auskunft bekommen. Es muss schon halt der/die Antragsteller/in anrufen um Auskunft zu bekommen. Nicht das Kind, der Partner oder der Nachbar oder sonst wer der nicht im Vertrag steht.
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March 18, 2025 at 12:04 PM
Maaaaan, warum verstehen Kunden nicht wenn sie nicht im Vertrag stehen , dass die halt keine Auskunft bekommen. Es muss schon halt der/die Antragsteller/in anrufen um Auskunft zu bekommen. Nicht das Kind, der Partner oder der Nachbar oder sonst wer der nicht im Vertrag steht.
I had an epiphany!
Standing while suffering from PoTs feels 100% like doing a Plank, only difference is that you are standing instead of planking.
It feels identical from physical effort aspect and I feel like death from standing.
Standing while suffering from PoTs feels 100% like doing a Plank, only difference is that you are standing instead of planking.
It feels identical from physical effort aspect and I feel like death from standing.
March 12, 2025 at 4:35 PM
I had an epiphany!
Standing while suffering from PoTs feels 100% like doing a Plank, only difference is that you are standing instead of planking.
It feels identical from physical effort aspect and I feel like death from standing.
Standing while suffering from PoTs feels 100% like doing a Plank, only difference is that you are standing instead of planking.
It feels identical from physical effort aspect and I feel like death from standing.
I miiiiight have fucked up 🤪 Uh yeah. Hopefully not. Have to find out. If it’s bad bad or not too bad or if that’s supposed to happen. The thingy.
February 28, 2025 at 12:38 PM
I miiiiight have fucked up 🤪 Uh yeah. Hopefully not. Have to find out. If it’s bad bad or not too bad or if that’s supposed to happen. The thingy.
Ahahaha apparently I only napped last night for 2h and idk why I feel okay since I woke up I don’t feel rolled over by a truck but I kinda feel unhinged, electrified by that sensation of sleeping for 2 hours lol. Let’s see how these 8h of work will go like if I’m gonna have a crash around 2pm or not
February 28, 2025 at 10:29 AM
Ahahaha apparently I only napped last night for 2h and idk why I feel okay since I woke up I don’t feel rolled over by a truck but I kinda feel unhinged, electrified by that sensation of sleeping for 2 hours lol. Let’s see how these 8h of work will go like if I’m gonna have a crash around 2pm or not
Very eepy bcs slept only 4h last night idk why. Now im eepy and my eyes are feeling heavy and droopy. I could fall asleep right here , right now but I have to answer to phone calls so can’t eepy. Can’t wait to go home soon and then eep.
February 26, 2025 at 2:04 PM
Very eepy bcs slept only 4h last night idk why. Now im eepy and my eyes are feeling heavy and droopy. I could fall asleep right here , right now but I have to answer to phone calls so can’t eepy. Can’t wait to go home soon and then eep.
I’m so done 😭 I just want to go home and sleep for a long time. I’m so fatigued :( My Pots is haunting me atm and my me/cfs too. I keep getting alerts my pulse is over 120 while I’m sitting 😭 Thanks TachyMon >:((
February 12, 2025 at 2:01 PM
I’m so done 😭 I just want to go home and sleep for a long time. I’m so fatigued :( My Pots is haunting me atm and my me/cfs too. I keep getting alerts my pulse is over 120 while I’m sitting 😭 Thanks TachyMon >:((
My leg isn’t bruised anymore from the fall I had some weeks ago but my leg still hurts if I touch it at the spots where I had bruises. Hope there is no lasting damage. It sucks tho that of course where the bruises happened now there are psoriasis patches bcs trauma to the skin apparently triggers it
February 8, 2025 at 7:47 PM
My leg isn’t bruised anymore from the fall I had some weeks ago but my leg still hurts if I touch it at the spots where I had bruises. Hope there is no lasting damage. It sucks tho that of course where the bruises happened now there are psoriasis patches bcs trauma to the skin apparently triggers it
Today felt like a Monday for some reason and Monday felt like a Friday 😭
February 6, 2025 at 5:02 PM
Today felt like a Monday for some reason and Monday felt like a Friday 😭
Knie wegscheppern wegen einem Sturz ist schon scheiße...Kein Plan ob ich vor 2 Tagen Gleichgewichtsprobleme hatte oder wegen POTS dass ich schwindelig war und mir kurz schwarz vor Augen wurde und ich deswegen gestürzt bin aber schmerzen doof. Schürfwunde aua. Bein aua. Leben aua.
January 18, 2025 at 2:23 AM
Knie wegscheppern wegen einem Sturz ist schon scheiße...Kein Plan ob ich vor 2 Tagen Gleichgewichtsprobleme hatte oder wegen POTS dass ich schwindelig war und mir kurz schwarz vor Augen wurde und ich deswegen gestürzt bin aber schmerzen doof. Schürfwunde aua. Bein aua. Leben aua.
Not being able to regulate the temperature in this godforsaken body is such a torture 😭 Having pots and being neurodivergent is chaos. Oh and while I experience a pots flare up I have chronic pain as well 💀
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January 12, 2025 at 6:45 PM
Not being able to regulate the temperature in this godforsaken body is such a torture 😭 Having pots and being neurodivergent is chaos. Oh and while I experience a pots flare up I have chronic pain as well 💀
Slept 9h and am happy with that. What I am not happy about is that I woke up and my whole body yelling PAIN PAIN PAIN OUTCH OUTCH OUTCH all over…
Chronic pain sucks and flare ups suck and being chronically ill sucks balls.
Can’t I just exist without always there being a symptom? 😭
Chronic pain sucks and flare ups suck and being chronically ill sucks balls.
Can’t I just exist without always there being a symptom? 😭
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January 11, 2025 at 9:10 AM
Slept 9h and am happy with that. What I am not happy about is that I woke up and my whole body yelling PAIN PAIN PAIN OUTCH OUTCH OUTCH all over…
Chronic pain sucks and flare ups suck and being chronically ill sucks balls.
Can’t I just exist without always there being a symptom? 😭
Chronic pain sucks and flare ups suck and being chronically ill sucks balls.
Can’t I just exist without always there being a symptom? 😭
3 Stunden schlafen ist auch suboptimal für 8 Stunden Arbeit wo man mit Kunden am Telefon sprechen muss.
Hirn - Mund Verbindung ist sehr holprig heute. Mehr stottern als sonst. Buffering dauert länger und ich kann schlecht Maskieren was auch suboptimal ist.
Hirn - Mund Verbindung ist sehr holprig heute. Mehr stottern als sonst. Buffering dauert länger und ich kann schlecht Maskieren was auch suboptimal ist.
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January 10, 2025 at 9:36 AM
3 Stunden schlafen ist auch suboptimal für 8 Stunden Arbeit wo man mit Kunden am Telefon sprechen muss.
Hirn - Mund Verbindung ist sehr holprig heute. Mehr stottern als sonst. Buffering dauert länger und ich kann schlecht Maskieren was auch suboptimal ist.
Hirn - Mund Verbindung ist sehr holprig heute. Mehr stottern als sonst. Buffering dauert länger und ich kann schlecht Maskieren was auch suboptimal ist.
When the nap you took turned into a full fledged 5h sleep session and now you are awake and ask yourself “What now?” I’m way too awake atm but I need to go back to sleep because I have work in 7h and I could technically still sleep 6 of those hours 😩 but now I’m not tired anymore ahhhh
January 8, 2025 at 11:31 PM
When the nap you took turned into a full fledged 5h sleep session and now you are awake and ask yourself “What now?” I’m way too awake atm but I need to go back to sleep because I have work in 7h and I could technically still sleep 6 of those hours 😩 but now I’m not tired anymore ahhhh
Ich brauch gefühlt noch mindestens 7 Stunden Schlaf 😩
Aber nö, muss mich aufrappeln und zusammenreißen weil ich 8 Stunden Arbeit vor mir hab 😠
Naja wenigstens sind es nur noch 2 Tage bis zum Wochenende hin
Aber nö, muss mich aufrappeln und zusammenreißen weil ich 8 Stunden Arbeit vor mir hab 😠
Naja wenigstens sind es nur noch 2 Tage bis zum Wochenende hin
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January 8, 2025 at 6:53 AM
Ich brauch gefühlt noch mindestens 7 Stunden Schlaf 😩
Aber nö, muss mich aufrappeln und zusammenreißen weil ich 8 Stunden Arbeit vor mir hab 😠
Naja wenigstens sind es nur noch 2 Tage bis zum Wochenende hin
Aber nö, muss mich aufrappeln und zusammenreißen weil ich 8 Stunden Arbeit vor mir hab 😠
Naja wenigstens sind es nur noch 2 Tage bis zum Wochenende hin
January 14, 2024 at 11:35 PM
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Fucking finally Friday !!! 8h of work and then finally having time to do the things I wanted to do during the week but was too tired to do xD
November 17, 2023 at 5:31 AM
Fucking finally Friday !!! 8h of work and then finally having time to do the things I wanted to do during the week but was too tired to do xD
Another day, same shit
November 14, 2023 at 5:35 AM
Another day, same shit