I pretty much never sleep anymore. I am endlessly tired but never able to rest. I'm so uneasy with damn near everything in my life. The ability to shut my brain off would help a whole lot. Alas, I am going to continue to run on minimal sleep, and feeling less than for the time being.

I've been the most consistently sad version of myself than I have been in a really long time. I'm in an emotional rut, and I need to find a way to get through this. I see no light at the end of the tunnel...everything is dark currently.