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30 • astrology enthusiast • mental health warrior • chaos coordinator • thriller obsessed • swiftie

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I got 3 hours of sleep (maybe). Anxiety is pulsing thru my veins full speed. The depression has consumed my soul. Tried getting over this so I could go in late to work but my mental health has won this battle. Truly embarrassing.. 30 years old and I’m still losing the fight💔
December 3, 2025 at 3:43 PM
I’m so tired but I can’t relax.
November 10, 2025 at 8:36 PM
Maybe it’s me, maybe I’m the problem🤣
November 6, 2025 at 11:09 PM
I have been slacking being on here lol. I wish the hype would’ve taken off because I do like the vibes but idk.😅
November 6, 2025 at 11:09 PM
I’m so bored with social media but I can’t stop using it???
October 26, 2025 at 2:41 PM
Ya girl is nervous as fuck about her thyroid ultrasound results and I won’t know until next Friday 😭
October 17, 2025 at 9:04 PM
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When the authoritarian government decides what is on TV you’re not watching entertainment you’re watching propaganda.
September 19, 2025 at 4:37 AM
Can’t believe I’m going to work feeling like this but we carry on.. I guess? It’s times like these I wish I worked a desk job. Working when kids with high needs can be exhausting in general.. but when I’m sick it’s actual torture on my body😭
September 19, 2025 at 10:54 AM
I don’t have an appetite so that’s how I KNOW something is up
September 18, 2025 at 10:39 PM
My throat is killing me. My stomach is all fucky. My chest feels so heavy. My head is pounding. Ahhhh I hope I don’t have fucking covid because this is how I felt last time🥲
September 18, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Yikes I’m supposed to do something in a few hours but my stomach is so fucked up right now.. For whaaaat?!
September 13, 2025 at 6:08 PM
Social media is a fucking crazy place to be right now more so than usual. I feel like I am suffocating from the never ending content
September 12, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Had a couple drinks. I feel icky so I’m gonna smoke some bud instead. Maybe getting back on my meds will help me cut way back on my drinking since I do not like this feeling at all rn
a woman wearing a purple sweater and a floral dress is making a face .
ALT: a woman wearing a purple sweater and a floral dress is making a face .
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September 12, 2025 at 11:33 PM
This UTI is kicking my asssss
September 9, 2025 at 11:09 AM
Pretty sure I have a fucking UTI. God forbid a girl immediately passes out after sex ONE time😩

I know better but I was drunk and sleepy. Highly regretting my choices now though.
September 8, 2025 at 11:10 AM
Been back on my meds for a week now.
September 7, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Trying so hard to fight back against the Sunday Scaries😮‍💨
September 7, 2025 at 10:06 PM
My relationship with social media has changed drastically. I don’t post nearly as much as I used to. Probably because I’m more of an observer these days😅
September 1, 2025 at 8:47 PM
Can’t believe I’m going back to work tomorrow. The last two weeks have flown by.. but it’s fine. My bank account needs income😂
September 1, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Getting back on my meds is going to be interesting because I’ve been off them for so long.. and nobody really knows😳
September 1, 2025 at 2:55 PM
As much as I’m enjoying some time off before the new school year.. I can’t wait to be back with my coworkers and students. Also making money is always a plus😂
August 24, 2025 at 7:05 PM
People make choices that work best for them.. but I truly believe marriage should wait until at least 25. Let your brain fully develop and figure out who you are as a real adult. No judgment.. just my opinion based on personal experience..
August 24, 2025 at 7:03 PM
I hate when I don’t want to have sex but it’s clear my partner does. I feel bad. He doesn’t make me feel that way but I always feel so fucking guilty anyway.😭
August 24, 2025 at 5:24 PM
About to heavily sedate myself. I need chill Sunday vibes and maybe a nap😆
August 17, 2025 at 4:19 PM
Thank god my anxiety levels just dropped significantly
August 11, 2025 at 7:34 PM