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blackswanza.bsky.social
Blαcĸδwαɴ
@blackswanza.bsky.social
🏳️‍🌈 INFJ-T Ⓐ Anarchist ☽○☾ Agnostic🎗TNBC Cancer Fighter #OncSky ✜ #MMORPG veteran passionate about RPGs: #Clairobscur #DragonAge ‣ #BG3 ‣ #Cyberpunk2077 ‣ #MassEffect ‣ #Fallout4 ‣ #FFXIV
🔞 LF More 30+ #Punks, #Goths, #Gamers

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Linking my carrd for a bit of what I'm about (the background is not AI. The artist {who created it 8 years ago} is credited at the bottom of the page).

#BlueSky #Gaming #Gamer

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New Das Ich single slaps 🔥.

#Goth #Cybergoth #DasIch

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Lazarus (Erweckung)
YouTube video by Das Ich - Topic
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August 18, 2025 at 2:05 PM
Happy Birthday to Jennifer English, one of the kindest professionals I've had the pleasure of interacting with. She and @aliona.bsky.social sent me a wonderful message during chemo that lifted my spirits and renewed hope. Wishing you threefold the love and kindness that you've shown to others! 🥳
August 18, 2025 at 1:58 PM
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me.

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#NineInchNails
Nine Inch Nails - Gave Up (Live DTS 5.1 Surround Sound)
YouTube video by NineInchNailsVEVO
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August 12, 2025 at 6:16 AM
What kind of bird would your WOL be?

IDK why but I strongly feel that Yoshe's going to be a Call Duck!
August 9, 2025 at 9:45 AM
Happy belated International Cat Day everyone.
Love (My) Valerie, Johnny and Nibbles.

#Cyberpunk2077 #InternationalCatDay
August 9, 2025 at 9:29 AM
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Some friends give you space.
Others give you migraines, flashbacks, and life advice you never asked for.
Take a wild guess which one we have in mind...
Literally. 🎸

Happy Friendship Day to the people who get under our skin!
And somehow belong there. 🤘
July 30, 2025 at 12:07 PM
Joy Division - Disorder
YouTube video by Gradual Hate Records
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July 30, 2025 at 7:28 AM
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Shes finished bc i hate drawing pants lmao
July 28, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Yepppp.
July 28, 2025 at 2:54 PM
July 28, 2025 at 1:49 PM
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I decided to reopen my ko-fi for the time being. I genuinely don't expect anyone to donate but I thought that it wouldn't be a bad idea especially if some of you do want to / are able to support me a little until my life stabilizes again. 🤧🧡

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Become a supporter of Niku30_ today!
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July 28, 2025 at 12:43 PM
Interesting and sadly true. Please take care of yourselves and mind what behaviours you are willing to tolerate.

#CPTSD #Cancer #OncSky

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July 28, 2025 at 1:10 PM
Ok so real talk, I'm having a really tough time walking because of my Hand & Foot Syndrome. Painkillers don't work and I don't know what to do to lessen the pain so I can actually walk on my two feet. Does anyone know of any solutions? #OncSky #Cancer
July 27, 2025 at 6:24 PM
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"If you're gonna give someone flowers, you should probably do it BEFORE they wither and die"
"What, The flower? or Sophie?"

#wepepedraws #clairobscurexpedition33 #clairobscur #expedition33 #gustave #maelle #wip #art
July 27, 2025 at 10:05 AM
IDK why. I will not be answering further questions at this time.

#TLOU1 #FirstPlayThrough
July 27, 2025 at 8:36 AM
Happy Birthday to one of the kindest people I've ever interacted with, @aliona.bsky.social The message she and Jen sent me during the toughest phase of my cancer treatment will remain with me forever. Wishing you good vibes and the best birthday ever! 🎉🥳🫶🏻
July 27, 2025 at 6:06 AM
So I Tried Expedition 33 (Act 1)
YouTube video by CarbotAnimations
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July 25, 2025 at 3:59 AM
Going through photos cos I felt a bit sadge at the level of my current disability and thinking "TF was goin' on?" 🤣 Then I remember and my brain's like, let's go

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July 23, 2025 at 3:29 AM
Grew up listening to Sabbath. Rest in peace sweet Prince. 💔

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#Ozzy #BlackSabbath
BLACK SABBATH - "Paranoid" (Official Video)
YouTube video by Black Sabbath
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July 23, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Good news for a change: Friend/WOW raid mate of mine since 2005 gifted me #TLOU & #TLOU2. It's his favourite game and he wanted someone to share it with. I've relational PTSD around the franchise and couldn't touch it. He suggested I re-associate the game with him and it worked, now I can play!
July 20, 2025 at 5:08 PM
What's good gang? To quote airospvce, "Hope you slept well, hope your tummy's aight, hope your heart's aight, hope your mental and your spiritual is aight." 8th round of chemo this cycle done and I'm bit of a wreck (caught a bad chest infection towards the end) but I'm slowly on the mend. #Cancer
a hand is giving a thumbs up in the water
ALT: a hand is giving a thumbs up in the water
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July 20, 2025 at 4:51 PM
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"AS ALIVE AS YOU NEED ME TO BE"
LYRIC VIDEO AVAILABLE NOW ON YOUTUBE
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Nine Inch Nails - As Alive As You Need Me To Be (Official Lyric Video)
YouTube video by Nine Inch Nails
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July 18, 2025 at 4:00 PM
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Oh I got this near done today.
July 14, 2025 at 6:22 PM
Woke up on the goth side of the bed today.

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#SistersOfMercy #Goth
Lucretia My Reflection
YouTube video by The Sisters of Mercy - Topic
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June 29, 2025 at 6:37 AM