Bit Rebellious Lapidarym
@bit-rebellious.bsky.social
(He/They) Transmasculine Demiagender AuDHD Demisensual Aroace, currently writing fantasy novel(s) & TTRPG(s) in original setting.
https://www.twitch.tv/bitrebellious
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I wanted to play a game so badly I made characters for every subclass. With all the character sheets and notes I'd need to play any at a moment's notice. Years later I lost most of my TTRPG related notes, including everything I had prepared for that game. Still hoping to play the game eventually.
January 15, 2026 at 12:09 AM
I wanted to play a game so badly I made characters for every subclass. With all the character sheets and notes I'd need to play any at a moment's notice. Years later I lost most of my TTRPG related notes, including everything I had prepared for that game. Still hoping to play the game eventually.
The genre I write the best, is the genre I want to avoid the most. I've tried to focus on my favorite genre and it's taking me forever to write anything. More of my abusers are becoming successful authors. The worst abuser is the most successful, and that's in the genre I'm avoiding the most.
January 13, 2026 at 2:51 AM
The genre I write the best, is the genre I want to avoid the most. I've tried to focus on my favorite genre and it's taking me forever to write anything. More of my abusers are becoming successful authors. The worst abuser is the most successful, and that's in the genre I'm avoiding the most.
I get this when I'm organizing. I try to remember which ones were next to which and keep them together, so they don't lose their friends.
December 23, 2025 at 1:22 AM
I get this when I'm organizing. I try to remember which ones were next to which and keep them together, so they don't lose their friends.
Nor do we see diagnosis as validating. Being diagnosed with ADHD directly lead to us growing up in conversion therapy.
Those who make a big thing about diagnosis being positive don't tend to show up to make a difference for survivors like me/us.
I/we don't want diagnosis anyways.
Those who make a big thing about diagnosis being positive don't tend to show up to make a difference for survivors like me/us.
I/we don't want diagnosis anyways.
November 24, 2025 at 4:29 AM
Nor do we see diagnosis as validating. Being diagnosed with ADHD directly lead to us growing up in conversion therapy.
Those who make a big thing about diagnosis being positive don't tend to show up to make a difference for survivors like me/us.
I/we don't want diagnosis anyways.
Those who make a big thing about diagnosis being positive don't tend to show up to make a difference for survivors like me/us.
I/we don't want diagnosis anyways.
Some systems are born plural. Some identify as endogenic for that reason.
We are valid. We don't need trauma to be valid, and we are endogenic.
I/we are the Bit Rebellious Lapidarym. I/we grew up in conversion therapy.
I/we were tortured for saying "we" but still don't qualify for diagnosis.
We are valid. We don't need trauma to be valid, and we are endogenic.
I/we are the Bit Rebellious Lapidarym. I/we grew up in conversion therapy.
I/we were tortured for saying "we" but still don't qualify for diagnosis.
November 24, 2025 at 4:16 AM
Some systems are born plural. Some identify as endogenic for that reason.
We are valid. We don't need trauma to be valid, and we are endogenic.
I/we are the Bit Rebellious Lapidarym. I/we grew up in conversion therapy.
I/we were tortured for saying "we" but still don't qualify for diagnosis.
We are valid. We don't need trauma to be valid, and we are endogenic.
I/we are the Bit Rebellious Lapidarym. I/we grew up in conversion therapy.
I/we were tortured for saying "we" but still don't qualify for diagnosis.
It is hard to make a difference on that. In high school, I had to read Hamlet and Oedipus back to back in English class. They both had a similar experience to me, but the way it was discussed in class... the teacher missed a chance to make students like me feel safe enough to talk about it.
November 19, 2025 at 9:19 AM
It is hard to make a difference on that. In high school, I had to read Hamlet and Oedipus back to back in English class. They both had a similar experience to me, but the way it was discussed in class... the teacher missed a chance to make students like me feel safe enough to talk about it.
To all the self-proclaimed allies telling me NY is the safest place for trans people:
The exact type of conversion therapy I grew up in is not only legal in my home state, (NY) it's illegal for insurance companies not to cover it.
www.nysenate.gov/legislation/...
The exact type of conversion therapy I grew up in is not only legal in my home state, (NY) it's illegal for insurance companies not to cover it.
www.nysenate.gov/legislation/...
NY State Senate Bill 2021-S1662B
Relates to the practice of applied behavior analysis.
www.nysenate.gov
November 19, 2025 at 5:08 AM
Don't forget the long history of ABA being gay conversion therapy. (The UCLA Feminine Boy Project in 1970s)
I'm a trans man that grew up within ABA, being tortured for being trans for years before autism diagnosis.
NY State eventually passed a law to require insurance to pay for ABA done that way.
I'm a trans man that grew up within ABA, being tortured for being trans for years before autism diagnosis.
NY State eventually passed a law to require insurance to pay for ABA done that way.
November 19, 2025 at 5:05 AM
Don't forget the long history of ABA being gay conversion therapy. (The UCLA Feminine Boy Project in 1970s)
I'm a trans man that grew up within ABA, being tortured for being trans for years before autism diagnosis.
NY State eventually passed a law to require insurance to pay for ABA done that way.
I'm a trans man that grew up within ABA, being tortured for being trans for years before autism diagnosis.
NY State eventually passed a law to require insurance to pay for ABA done that way.
As a CSA survivor myself, thanks, most don't talk about these things.
But also, sometimes it's the parents.
But also, sometimes it's the parents.
November 19, 2025 at 4:30 AM
As a CSA survivor myself, thanks, most don't talk about these things.
But also, sometimes it's the parents.
But also, sometimes it's the parents.
Queer history needs to include survivors/casualties of conversion therapy (under all it's names).
ABA is conversion therapy. Always was, the two are indistinguishable.
I'm trans. I was tortured for being trans for years (within ABA) before being diagnosed with PDDNOS (a type of autism in DSM 4).
ABA is conversion therapy. Always was, the two are indistinguishable.
I'm trans. I was tortured for being trans for years (within ABA) before being diagnosed with PDDNOS (a type of autism in DSM 4).
November 16, 2025 at 12:03 AM
Queer history needs to include survivors/casualties of conversion therapy (under all it's names).
ABA is conversion therapy. Always was, the two are indistinguishable.
I'm trans. I was tortured for being trans for years (within ABA) before being diagnosed with PDDNOS (a type of autism in DSM 4).
ABA is conversion therapy. Always was, the two are indistinguishable.
I'm trans. I was tortured for being trans for years (within ABA) before being diagnosed with PDDNOS (a type of autism in DSM 4).
Since it's ace week, I want to say that while I was already a survivor of conversion therapy when I came out as ace, I am also a survivor as an ace. As in, the same old gay conversion therapy tactics were used on me (by "professionals") to erase my (a)sexuality. Even in queer run "safe spaces."
October 21, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Since it's ace week, I want to say that while I was already a survivor of conversion therapy when I came out as ace, I am also a survivor as an ace. As in, the same old gay conversion therapy tactics were used on me (by "professionals") to erase my (a)sexuality. Even in queer run "safe spaces."
Gay conversion therapy never stopped. Born in NY State in the 90s, grew up in gay conversion therapy since a toddler. School district paid for significant amounts of conversion therapy for me throughout my childhood. Insurance required by NY State to cover it went into effect when I was a teenager.
October 8, 2025 at 5:44 AM
Gay conversion therapy never stopped. Born in NY State in the 90s, grew up in gay conversion therapy since a toddler. School district paid for significant amounts of conversion therapy for me throughout my childhood. Insurance required by NY State to cover it went into effect when I was a teenager.
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autside.substack.com/p/beyond-bru... - today's article is a very specific and detailed case against ABA for 'speech therapy.'
Beyond Bruises: How BigABA Blocks Autistic Language, and Why It Matters for Literacy
When Most Autistics—and Many Neurotypicals—Are Gestalt Language Processors, Erasing Our Pathways Is Not a Niche Harm but a Widespread Crisis
autside.substack.com
September 10, 2025 at 1:52 PM
autside.substack.com/p/beyond-bru... - today's article is a very specific and detailed case against ABA for 'speech therapy.'
I don't know if it's still a thing but there used to be an annual game jam (Train Jam) event that was on a long (52 hour) train ride.
August 27, 2025 at 8:04 PM
I don't know if it's still a thing but there used to be an annual game jam (Train Jam) event that was on a long (52 hour) train ride.
Demiagender here, ask away.
June 21, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Demiagender here, ask away.
For example, if a parent claims their child needs it to "fix" the "behavioral issues" caused by their gender dysphoria, at most they would have to prove their kid was diagnosed with gender dysphoria, have a conversion therapist sign off on it and then their insurance can't refuse to pay for it.
June 3, 2025 at 2:10 AM
For example, if a parent claims their child needs it to "fix" the "behavioral issues" caused by their gender dysphoria, at most they would have to prove their kid was diagnosed with gender dysphoria, have a conversion therapist sign off on it and then their insurance can't refuse to pay for it.
To all the self-proclaimed allies telling me NY is the safest place for trans people:
The exact type of conversion therapy I grew up in is not only legal in my home state, (NY) it's illegal for insurance companies not to cover it.
www.nysenate.gov/legislation/...
The exact type of conversion therapy I grew up in is not only legal in my home state, (NY) it's illegal for insurance companies not to cover it.
www.nysenate.gov/legislation/...
NY State Senate Bill 2021-S1662B
Relates to the practice of applied behavior analysis.
www.nysenate.gov
June 3, 2025 at 2:07 AM
To all the self-proclaimed allies telling me NY is the safest place for trans people:
The exact type of conversion therapy I grew up in is not only legal in my home state, (NY) it's illegal for insurance companies not to cover it.
www.nysenate.gov/legislation/...
The exact type of conversion therapy I grew up in is not only legal in my home state, (NY) it's illegal for insurance companies not to cover it.
www.nysenate.gov/legislation/...
AuDHD Transmasculine Nonbinary Aro Ace
May 22, 2025 at 4:35 PM
AuDHD Transmasculine Nonbinary Aro Ace
I keep telling myself there's no point in talking about it until I finish it. About several things I have yet to finish after years.
I'm writing a Fantasy LitRPG novel and an original TTRPG system specifically for the universe my novel takes place in.
I'm writing a Fantasy LitRPG novel and an original TTRPG system specifically for the universe my novel takes place in.
May 22, 2025 at 12:33 AM
I keep telling myself there's no point in talking about it until I finish it. About several things I have yet to finish after years.
I'm writing a Fantasy LitRPG novel and an original TTRPG system specifically for the universe my novel takes place in.
I'm writing a Fantasy LitRPG novel and an original TTRPG system specifically for the universe my novel takes place in.
Nophek Gloss by Essa Hansen. Space opera with some of the best trans representation I've seen in sci-fi. The author is a sound designer, and the audiobook surprised me in the best way.
March 8, 2025 at 2:29 PM
Nophek Gloss by Essa Hansen. Space opera with some of the best trans representation I've seen in sci-fi. The author is a sound designer, and the audiobook surprised me in the best way.
That's the link, hope you enjoy.
February 15, 2025 at 10:35 PM
That's the link, hope you enjoy.
Hi, I'm aro. I was on an Aros In TTRPGs panel last year.
February 15, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Hi, I'm aro. I was on an Aros In TTRPGs panel last year.
As an ABA survivor, that sounds fun.
February 10, 2025 at 11:01 PM
As an ABA survivor, that sounds fun.
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Next up, Aros in TTRPGs which I'm incredibly excited to watch as synxiecbeta will lead Cinder Scoria Bit Rebellious and The Lady Dame to share their experiences as Aromantic folks.
🗓️ Wednesday June 26th at 6pm Pacific
🗓️ Wednesday June 26th at 6pm Pacific
June 10, 2024 at 4:13 PM
Next up, Aros in TTRPGs which I'm incredibly excited to watch as synxiecbeta will lead Cinder Scoria Bit Rebellious and The Lady Dame to share their experiences as Aromantic folks.
🗓️ Wednesday June 26th at 6pm Pacific
🗓️ Wednesday June 26th at 6pm Pacific