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Tuck
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All poetry, photos, or writings were done by me.


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10/3/2025
Fall

75 degrees
Last minute mowing
Before the sun goes down
And the backyard firepit
Takes its shift as the nights
Source of light and life
The autumnal culmination
A fresh breath of autumn
And a cool breeze
Starts drying the tears to my cheek

#poem #poetry #fall #write
October 3, 2025 at 9:23 PM
9/25/2025
Moment

Live fully
Within a moment
You never know
When it’ll end
Or when
You’ll get another
like it
So no matter
How mundane
Live it up
Get down with it
A moment isn’t special
Until you make it
A special moment

#poem #poetry #writing #special #moment #write
September 26, 2025 at 2:33 AM
9/15/2025
Gross

Humans
Are disgusting
Vile
Hideous
Gross things
And I should know
I’m one of them

But
When you see one
Taking the time to smile
Make another one laugh
Or even holding a door open
For a brief moment
You see that layer of grime
Disappear

#poem #poetry #write #writing
September 16, 2025 at 1:21 AM
9/13/2025
Parking lot

I’m stuck
Somewhere between the whimsy
Of an animal chasing a butterfly
And the somberness
Of hearing a breeze blow by
While laying in a field
Watching clouds pass overhead

#poem #poetry
September 13, 2025 at 10:07 PM
9/12/2025
First year

This is
All during his first year back
Not even a full year back
There’s still more to come
The insanity will rise
Those hearts will grow heavier
For us who haven’t abandoned them
There’s still more to come
It feels like a life time
Unfortunately
There’s still more to come
September 13, 2025 at 1:49 AM
9/12/2025
Fear

I haven’t been
Out of the closet for long
But with each
Passing news cycle
The pit in my stomach grows
And I fear
I may end up having to hide
Back inside

#poem #poetry #pride #love #writing #write
September 12, 2025 at 10:39 PM
9/11/2025
Hummin through space

I wonder if my
“Insanity”
Is the only thing
Holding me back
Or
The only thing
Keeping me alive

#poem #poetry #writing
September 12, 2025 at 1:12 AM
9/4/2025
Depression

Damn
It’s September
Next month I’ll be 28
When did that happen?
Time continues to consume you
No matter what mindset
I’m still trying to beat time
As I’m sure we all are
By creating what I can
Laughing when possible
And dreaming though this life

#dream #poem #poetry #write
September 4, 2025 at 10:35 PM
8/30/2025
Create

To create
Is human
To fuck up?
Divine

#poem #poetry #writing #create
August 30, 2025 at 1:16 PM
8/16/2025
Creation

I just want to create
Something
Anything
That presents as art
But means something
Even if it’s shit
I hope it’s pretty to look at
I hope it destroys me
Eats away at me
Causes me to breakdown
For ignoring it
And letting it stay dormant

I hope to create
And create more hope

#poem
August 17, 2025 at 2:09 AM
8/11/2025
Big city

City of dreams, huh?
Where?
I don’t see any clouds
Dancing above the concrete jungle
So where can they start
If you’ve got no cloud
For your head to get lost in

#poem #poetry #clouds #newyork #bigcityliving #writing #write
August 11, 2025 at 9:04 PM
8/4/2025
Hollow

I’ve been feeling nothing lately
Or maybe feeling everything
I don’t know,
sometimes those feelings
Feel the same

I’m unsure
If I’m the hollow oak
Or the young person
Bewildered by it

#poem #poetry
August 4, 2025 at 10:56 AM
7/23/2025
Printing

Screen printing again
Oh, how I want to create
This way hurts earth though

Must make a living
Trying to be creative
Earth, please forgive me

If I could survive
Some way that made me happy
I would for you earth

#haikus #haiku #poetry #poem
#writing #write #earth
July 23, 2025 at 5:52 PM
7/22/2025
Piece of work

“Hey watch out for them
They’re a real piece of work.”
…and?
All of the best art
Are pieces of work
So who’s to say
That person isn’t art too?
I’ve taken the chance
On other pieces of work
And it’s lead to some beautiful art

#poem #writing #poetry #art #human
July 23, 2025 at 1:42 AM
7/19/2025
Screaming Love

Don’t just say yes to love
You must shout it
Scream it until your voice breaks
It’s so easy to quietly accept hate
That’s why you see so much
Reflected on furrowed faces
Passing by
If it keeps their hate silenced
Yell out how much you love

#poem #love #writing #poetry
July 19, 2025 at 7:20 PM
July 19, 2025 at 12:30 AM
7/15/2025
Down

When life’s got you down
And I mean pinned
Right to the floor
Do what you can
To turn your head
And spit up a smile

#poem #living #poetry #writing
July 16, 2025 at 2:35 AM
7/12/2025
Ocean

I love the sea
Not swimming in it
But watching
The waves break
Against rocks, or sand, or people
Birds stuck in the air on some breeze
Any shoreline
Draws me in
I never jump in
Not wanting to disturb it
However
It always finds a way
To swallow me whole

#poem #sea #poetry
July 12, 2025 at 2:31 PM
7/10/2025
Anything

You’ll never know
What to do
Either in your life
Or with it
But having done
A whole lotta nothing
Doing anything
As long as it’s good
And genuine
Never coming from a place
Of hate
Is a whole lot better
Than doing nothing at all

It’s the boredom that kills you

#poetry #poem
July 10, 2025 at 11:49 PM
7/4/2025
Freedom

What freedom?
The freedom to live?
It can’t even be
On our own terms
The freedom to die, then?

Freedom can’t be something
Given
In this world
Freedom is
It just is
Like how the sea is
The stars are
It’s there
Somehow money
Has control of it though

#poem #poetry #writing
July 4, 2025 at 1:56 PM
6/29/2025
Stars

They’re all the same
No matter where you look at ‘em
But damn
Do they look beautiful
When you’re home

#poem #poetry #writing #stars
June 30, 2025 at 3:53 AM
6/26/2025
Trash

Someone
Passing me by
Walked over some trash
Like anyone else will
But
After a few more steps
They turned around
And went back to pick it up
Unlike anybody else

I think I’m in love

#poem #poetry #writing
June 26, 2025 at 5:08 PM
6/19/2025
Weird

Be a fucking goofball
Be strange
Weird, crazy
Nutty, obtuse
Goofy, silly, wacky
Let the wild nature within
Flow out in whatever
Strange way
Feels right to you
Because that’s what normal is
Living truly as yourself

#poem #poetry #silly #writing #beyourself
June 19, 2025 at 4:23 PM
6/19/2025
Life

I’ve done
Nothing
With my life
Other than live
And I’m not sure
If I should be disappointed
Or proud

#poem #poetry #livin
June 19, 2025 at 2:49 PM