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⫘⫘★feminist punk rat🐀 freak Ⓐ★
⫘⫘★bi 🩷💜💙24 they/she💜🤍💚★
⫘⫘★💍IM MARRIED★
⫘⫘★sex symbol★
⫘⫘★I do my own stunts!★
⫘⫘★Hot Dog addict🌭★

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former vent user (rip)
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eepy 😞
January 22, 2026 at 4:53 PM
I LOVE OT I LOVE OT I LOVE OT (wage slave core) (i j wanna pay my gd bills)_| ̄|○
January 22, 2026 at 5:10 PM
everyday is hard but i'm so proud of myself for trying to make it the best i can. i'm 3 weeks sh and purg free! i've stopped listening to any music that sounds sad even tho i love it i have to force myself to stay positive and it's so hard
January 20, 2026 at 3:17 AM
why do i choose to hurt my own feelings ahhhhhhhg
January 14, 2026 at 5:04 AM
hot
January 14, 2026 at 5:03 AM
i literally can't even go on tik tok or and social media other than bsky without literally getting panic attacks from all the news. i want to be informed but how the fuck do i do that when all i see is everyone saying the end is near nothing u can do about it
January 14, 2026 at 1:18 AM
faking it till i make it is really helping i think no sad music trying to not isolate myself and listening to wop by j dash everyday on my way to work as a manifestation of making money and paying my bills is working🎉
January 12, 2026 at 1:56 PM
getting gender euphoria from getting sick and getting a deep raspy voice 😛
January 12, 2026 at 1:54 PM
hey 24!
January 12, 2026 at 1:53 PM
ITS MY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW AHHHHHH I FEEL LIKE I MAY HAVE SURVIVED ANOTHER TRIP ON A LITTLE LITTERED ROCK CIRCLING A BIG HOT FOCKIN CIRCLE
January 9, 2026 at 5:04 AM
why am i getting a sore throat right before my fugging BIRDAYYYYY
January 6, 2026 at 4:15 PM
i love my fat son so much
January 4, 2026 at 10:18 PM
blah blah blahhhg
January 3, 2026 at 6:38 AM
this year i have really set a goal for myself to be happier and try even if i have to fake it. and i apologize to anyone ive ever burdened with my misery it's hard for me to be honest to others with how i feel because ik sometimes im MISERABLE
January 3, 2026 at 6:35 AM
regarding last post
i just feel like i have to mask a lot because i don't want everyone to feel uncomfortable with my emotions because i even cringe at myself but sometimes it sucks holding everything in
January 3, 2026 at 6:33 AM
everyone at work: you are so happy all the time like you are never in a bad mood you're just so positive
me: well it's just cause i'm at work i'm just trying to give good customer service
everyone: no you're just like the happiest person ever
January 3, 2026 at 5:56 AM
yummy
December 27, 2025 at 5:35 PM
CRINGE WARNING
December 24, 2025 at 5:55 AM
i lie awake against the cold porcelain tub
clouded
the hot water burns against my skin greeting stinging wrists
the water turns a somber red spreading like sin
inconsiderate am i
December 24, 2025 at 5:51 AM
feel like a cringey emo fucking freak
December 24, 2025 at 5:37 AM
i just want to cut deep enough that i black out
December 24, 2025 at 5:37 AM
miserable
December 24, 2025 at 5:37 AM
my new year's resolution is to find the balls to finally end it
December 24, 2025 at 5:37 AM
a truck full of men pulled next to me and my siblings and nana while we were walking to a another store in this shopping plaza and they slowed down, started scream barking at us and shooting off a taser out the window. i cannot do this shit anymore
December 23, 2025 at 7:27 AM
ik everyone at my job secretly hates me bcuz i hear all the shit they talk about each other so they must be doing that about me and like everyone doesn't have to like me and i'm rational ik it's not a big deal idc but still having an emotional response of wanting to cry and throw up and run away
December 20, 2025 at 1:13 AM