Deep in a hole in the ground, speaking with my daughter all day. Cozy in here. Erudite conversation. We ordered food delivered.

I’m a Miley Cyrus song.

Stretch, smooth, soothe. I bought myself red roses today. I went to yoga. I have full mobility in my right leg again, after the car accident. But I still need to build a little strength back. Valentines Day soon. My heart feels weak too.

For eight months I knelt on a pleather pillow at his feet. In bliss as he stroked my hair. I would’ve drunk the milk. I would’ve done anything to hear “good girl”.

Same path; different day. As I walk; I smile. Refuge.

Nature break.

My childhood in white marble and red carpet. Impossibly long hallways, secret passageways, mirrors, freedom, and introspection. It’s mine. That safe space. It was a gift. You can’t take it away from me. As the rumble piles up, my memory is mine.

Immerse me. Captivate me. Envelope me.
I want to float.
Give my breath pause. Catch me if you can.
I’ve fallen into myself again.

Wrap me in a fluffy cloud of protection. Calm my nervous system. Let me stand on solid reliable ground. Breathe deep. Relax.

As policy seeks to divide and cast out, I remember we are all connected on this planet. Global goals are the future. Global cooperation our only way forward. I stand opposed to this pendulum swing.

Pinecone dress

New Lunar Year of the snake starts with much needed luck. The new beginning I needed. ✨🐍

An ocean of bad circumstance parts above my face letting me glimpse the sky through tear salty waves. There is still hope, but I must float a while yet.

Cold bright moon obscures restless energy. Mars passes behind the full wolf moon.

Happy New Year. Let’s try this out.