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@bellowingbeastie.bsky.social
MQ || 24 || They/He/She || 🏳️⚧️
tired ole beast
tired ole beast
Pinned
Is it sad that I don’t even wanna go home for Christmas now
December 10, 2025 at 4:15 AM
Is it sad that I don’t even wanna go home for Christmas now
I don't want to go home tomorrow
December 10, 2025 at 2:06 AM
I don't want to go home tomorrow
so comfortably high in my bed after good dinner and a really good day. Now Oso and I are watching a video about loose Lego pieces in Lego sets
December 9, 2025 at 1:47 AM
so comfortably high in my bed after good dinner and a really good day. Now Oso and I are watching a video about loose Lego pieces in Lego sets
they’re never thinking of me and what I want and need. Only thinking about how much time they have to spend with me and what works for them. I don’t come home as often because I always have to “look forward to” some fight or argument or my parents just deciding they’re not taking me home
December 7, 2025 at 12:55 AM
they’re never thinking of me and what I want and need. Only thinking about how much time they have to spend with me and what works for them. I don’t come home as often because I always have to “look forward to” some fight or argument or my parents just deciding they’re not taking me home
I’m getting so fucking frustrated with my parents and deciding last minute they don’t want to take me home I have to fucking work in the morning.
December 6, 2025 at 9:35 PM
I’m getting so fucking frustrated with my parents and deciding last minute they don’t want to take me home I have to fucking work in the morning.
It’s really crazy how different I look
December 6, 2025 at 5:08 PM
It’s really crazy how different I look
also lore/psykhe is so kind and bought a posca badge from me and a digital art badge and theyre both hypno/high drool themed I'm so excited
December 4, 2025 at 10:45 PM
also lore/psykhe is so kind and bought a posca badge from me and a digital art badge and theyre both hypno/high drool themed I'm so excited
So cool to have a nonbinary and really politically aware therapist because we got to talking about how it is a death sentence for black women especially to have autism, bpd etc listed on their medical files and they straight up told me if they EVER had the idea I had anything that would be a target
December 4, 2025 at 10:10 PM
So cool to have a nonbinary and really politically aware therapist because we got to talking about how it is a death sentence for black women especially to have autism, bpd etc listed on their medical files and they straight up told me if they EVER had the idea I had anything that would be a target
I don’t think I’m able to cry anymore!
December 4, 2025 at 3:57 AM
I don’t think I’m able to cry anymore!
so happy to be back in my bed after sleeping on a couch for two days
November 29, 2025 at 3:22 AM
so happy to be back in my bed after sleeping on a couch for two days
This is so pathetic of me but it’s so hostile feeling here.
November 27, 2025 at 4:30 AM
This is so pathetic of me but it’s so hostile feeling here.
bought these anti spike mats for oso because he won’t stay off the counters and they work LOL so happy about that
November 25, 2025 at 4:29 AM
bought these anti spike mats for oso because he won’t stay off the counters and they work LOL so happy about that
doubt my meds are working prematurely or if I am actually feeling better
November 24, 2025 at 11:32 PM
doubt my meds are working prematurely or if I am actually feeling better
I think if I bring up the race play thing in therapy it’ll shed years of their life
November 23, 2025 at 12:27 PM
I think if I bring up the race play thing in therapy it’ll shed years of their life
you guys can mute this if you want writing is hurting my hands need to keep track of changes
Prozac Log
Day 1 (11/20) : took it at 9am started getting drowsy around 1pm slept from 1:30-3:20pm. Went to therapy at 4 very drowsy and out of it. Did not sleep at all through the night, tossed and turned but woke up fine
Day 1 (11/20) : took it at 9am started getting drowsy around 1pm slept from 1:30-3:20pm. Went to therapy at 4 very drowsy and out of it. Did not sleep at all through the night, tossed and turned but woke up fine
November 23, 2025 at 1:19 AM
you guys can mute this if you want writing is hurting my hands need to keep track of changes
Prozac Log
Day 1 (11/20) : took it at 9am started getting drowsy around 1pm slept from 1:30-3:20pm. Went to therapy at 4 very drowsy and out of it. Did not sleep at all through the night, tossed and turned but woke up fine
Day 1 (11/20) : took it at 9am started getting drowsy around 1pm slept from 1:30-3:20pm. Went to therapy at 4 very drowsy and out of it. Did not sleep at all through the night, tossed and turned but woke up fine
November 23, 2025 at 1:18 AM
Prozac Log
Day 1 (11/20) : took it at 9am started getting drowsy around 1pm slept from 1:30-3:20pm. Went to therapy at 4 very drowsy and out of it. Did not sleep at all through the night, tossed and turned but woke up fine
Day 1 (11/20) : took it at 9am started getting drowsy around 1pm slept from 1:30-3:20pm. Went to therapy at 4 very drowsy and out of it. Did not sleep at all through the night, tossed and turned but woke up fine
I need someone who knows what they’re doing with steak to do this because it’s certainly not me
Could rip ass through a steak with some garlic butter, A1 sauce and some mashed potatoes and green beans
November 22, 2025 at 3:10 AM
I need someone who knows what they’re doing with steak to do this because it’s certainly not me
Could rip ass through a steak with some garlic butter, A1 sauce and some mashed potatoes and green beans
November 22, 2025 at 1:43 AM
Could rip ass through a steak with some garlic butter, A1 sauce and some mashed potatoes and green beans
still lingering high at work and it’s making my anxiety become more prominent and that’s making me paranoid EL OH EL I want to go home lowkey
November 19, 2025 at 2:04 PM
still lingering high at work and it’s making my anxiety become more prominent and that’s making me paranoid EL OH EL I want to go home lowkey
God and I’m getting my hair done first week in December I’m so happy I’m so joyous today is a good day
November 18, 2025 at 4:03 PM
God and I’m getting my hair done first week in December I’m so happy I’m so joyous today is a good day
Cat licking himself wildly behind me IN CAMERA VIEW OF MY PSYCH APPOINTMENT
November 18, 2025 at 3:18 PM
Cat licking himself wildly behind me IN CAMERA VIEW OF MY PSYCH APPOINTMENT
first time cooking tofu tonight and it wasn't good and now I'm a little sad about it
November 18, 2025 at 1:03 AM
first time cooking tofu tonight and it wasn't good and now I'm a little sad about it