Toasty
@beansontoast4.bsky.social
proud make-your-own-candle kit owner
art acc: @vy-art23.bsky.social
my monthly hyperfixation: crk/crob
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art acc: @vy-art23.bsky.social
my monthly hyperfixation: crk/crob
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i cried last time in a voice call and my tears dried on my laptop keyboard
now I have salt on my laptop
now I have salt on my laptop
December 18, 2025 at 1:49 PM
i cried last time in a voice call and my tears dried on my laptop keyboard
now I have salt on my laptop
now I have salt on my laptop
i shouldn't laugh abt that but like its so funny for no reason when ppl take other ppls doors away as punishment
like it must be horrible but i cant help myself imagining some random dude walking through the house carrying a whole ass door
like it must be horrible but i cant help myself imagining some random dude walking through the house carrying a whole ass door
December 18, 2025 at 1:40 PM
i shouldn't laugh abt that but like its so funny for no reason when ppl take other ppls doors away as punishment
like it must be horrible but i cant help myself imagining some random dude walking through the house carrying a whole ass door
like it must be horrible but i cant help myself imagining some random dude walking through the house carrying a whole ass door
i don't have a safe space for my art anymore...
December 17, 2025 at 6:56 PM
i don't have a safe space for my art anymore...
my main acc might change a bit, im not sure
i want to be able to freely draw whatever i want without judgement but im scared
im not in a good place mentally rn and most of my art reflects that
but im too scared to post my stuff
urgh i dunno what to do...
i want to be able to freely draw whatever i want without judgement but im scared
im not in a good place mentally rn and most of my art reflects that
but im too scared to post my stuff
urgh i dunno what to do...
December 17, 2025 at 6:55 PM
my main acc might change a bit, im not sure
i want to be able to freely draw whatever i want without judgement but im scared
im not in a good place mentally rn and most of my art reflects that
but im too scared to post my stuff
urgh i dunno what to do...
i want to be able to freely draw whatever i want without judgement but im scared
im not in a good place mentally rn and most of my art reflects that
but im too scared to post my stuff
urgh i dunno what to do...
Imagine youre walking in a group of about 200 students for half an hour to a random church
gotta love christian schools huh
mustve looked so weird to any bypassing ppl
gotta love christian schools huh
mustve looked so weird to any bypassing ppl
December 17, 2025 at 6:46 PM
Imagine youre walking in a group of about 200 students for half an hour to a random church
gotta love christian schools huh
mustve looked so weird to any bypassing ppl
gotta love christian schools huh
mustve looked so weird to any bypassing ppl
another trigger happened today
managed to get out of the situation but it won't take long until they'll find out everything
managed to get out of the situation but it won't take long until they'll find out everything
December 17, 2025 at 6:40 PM
another trigger happened today
managed to get out of the situation but it won't take long until they'll find out everything
managed to get out of the situation but it won't take long until they'll find out everything
first time taking strong antidepressants im so nervous
December 16, 2025 at 9:27 PM
first time taking strong antidepressants im so nervous
sleeping meds work im hella tired
good night
good night
December 16, 2025 at 9:27 PM
sleeping meds work im hella tired
good night
good night
almost threw up again
pls let it stop
i have a phobia of throwing up so pls just stop
this feeling always causes me to have a panic attack
and the smell too...
pls let it stop
i have a phobia of throwing up so pls just stop
this feeling always causes me to have a panic attack
and the smell too...
December 16, 2025 at 6:59 PM
almost threw up again
pls let it stop
i have a phobia of throwing up so pls just stop
this feeling always causes me to have a panic attack
and the smell too...
pls let it stop
i have a phobia of throwing up so pls just stop
this feeling always causes me to have a panic attack
and the smell too...
i wanted to talk abt my knife collection but i dont think its the right moment to talk abt that-
December 16, 2025 at 5:24 PM
i wanted to talk abt my knife collection but i dont think its the right moment to talk abt that-
i shouldve just killed myself
then they wouldnt be angry anymore
still heartbroken but not angry
and i wouldnt have to live in constant fear of them doing smth awful
then they wouldnt be angry anymore
still heartbroken but not angry
and i wouldnt have to live in constant fear of them doing smth awful
December 16, 2025 at 5:14 PM
i shouldve just killed myself
then they wouldnt be angry anymore
still heartbroken but not angry
and i wouldnt have to live in constant fear of them doing smth awful
then they wouldnt be angry anymore
still heartbroken but not angry
and i wouldnt have to live in constant fear of them doing smth awful
i once had a situation like this and decided to move on but this time its different
unlike an invisible watcher theyre actually semi-active online
i can't do anything rn besides pretending like everythings fine on my main and just wait until it's finally over
it could take weeks, months, years even
unlike an invisible watcher theyre actually semi-active online
i can't do anything rn besides pretending like everythings fine on my main and just wait until it's finally over
it could take weeks, months, years even
December 16, 2025 at 5:12 PM
i once had a situation like this and decided to move on but this time its different
unlike an invisible watcher theyre actually semi-active online
i can't do anything rn besides pretending like everythings fine on my main and just wait until it's finally over
it could take weeks, months, years even
unlike an invisible watcher theyre actually semi-active online
i can't do anything rn besides pretending like everythings fine on my main and just wait until it's finally over
it could take weeks, months, years even
history will always repeat itself and im stupid for believing that i could handle people like that
i shouldve never interacted with them
now my main acc doesn't feel like a safe space for me anymore
i dont want to block them im scared that they could do smth
i dont know how fast or if theyll move on
i shouldve never interacted with them
now my main acc doesn't feel like a safe space for me anymore
i dont want to block them im scared that they could do smth
i dont know how fast or if theyll move on
December 16, 2025 at 5:09 PM
history will always repeat itself and im stupid for believing that i could handle people like that
i shouldve never interacted with them
now my main acc doesn't feel like a safe space for me anymore
i dont want to block them im scared that they could do smth
i dont know how fast or if theyll move on
i shouldve never interacted with them
now my main acc doesn't feel like a safe space for me anymore
i dont want to block them im scared that they could do smth
i dont know how fast or if theyll move on
sometimes i feel unsafe online
like is it stupid to rid your main acc from almost all negative emotion cause your afraid of smth happening again?
ive already lost someone cause im a stupid bitch who cant keep their mouth shut
also if they are reading this somehow:
fuck you. you're not better than me
like is it stupid to rid your main acc from almost all negative emotion cause your afraid of smth happening again?
ive already lost someone cause im a stupid bitch who cant keep their mouth shut
also if they are reading this somehow:
fuck you. you're not better than me
December 16, 2025 at 5:06 PM
sometimes i feel unsafe online
like is it stupid to rid your main acc from almost all negative emotion cause your afraid of smth happening again?
ive already lost someone cause im a stupid bitch who cant keep their mouth shut
also if they are reading this somehow:
fuck you. you're not better than me
like is it stupid to rid your main acc from almost all negative emotion cause your afraid of smth happening again?
ive already lost someone cause im a stupid bitch who cant keep their mouth shut
also if they are reading this somehow:
fuck you. you're not better than me
tbh I've been dissociating so much, i literally don't feel like im actually the one drawing my own stuff
it's not my art anymore
whoever takes control over my body, pls tell me how tf you are doing this
and maybe...
just stay a bit longer you draw so much better than i ever could ♡
it's not my art anymore
whoever takes control over my body, pls tell me how tf you are doing this
and maybe...
just stay a bit longer you draw so much better than i ever could ♡
December 16, 2025 at 4:58 PM
tbh I've been dissociating so much, i literally don't feel like im actually the one drawing my own stuff
it's not my art anymore
whoever takes control over my body, pls tell me how tf you are doing this
and maybe...
just stay a bit longer you draw so much better than i ever could ♡
it's not my art anymore
whoever takes control over my body, pls tell me how tf you are doing this
and maybe...
just stay a bit longer you draw so much better than i ever could ♡
why are so many bot accounts following me?
pls just leave i don't want you here
pls just leave i don't want you here
December 16, 2025 at 12:47 PM
why are so many bot accounts following me?
pls just leave i don't want you here
pls just leave i don't want you here
i got a make-your-own-candle kit for my birthday... what the actual fuck
December 15, 2025 at 5:20 PM
i got a make-your-own-candle kit for my birthday... what the actual fuck
@slumoart.bsky.social
should i give you my glasses lmao
should i give you my glasses lmao
December 15, 2025 at 2:43 PM
@slumoart.bsky.social
should i give you my glasses lmao
should i give you my glasses lmao
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puppet smc hcs...
#smc #shadowmilkcookie #crk #cookierunkingdom
inspired by the song "one man circus" from Madilyn Mei
#smc #shadowmilkcookie #crk #cookierunkingdom
inspired by the song "one man circus" from Madilyn Mei
December 15, 2025 at 10:58 AM
puppet smc hcs...
#smc #shadowmilkcookie #crk #cookierunkingdom
inspired by the song "one man circus" from Madilyn Mei
#smc #shadowmilkcookie #crk #cookierunkingdom
inspired by the song "one man circus" from Madilyn Mei
dissociation goes crazy
i don't even recognize my art as my own anymore
i don't even recognize my art as my own anymore
December 15, 2025 at 8:31 AM
dissociation goes crazy
i don't even recognize my art as my own anymore
i don't even recognize my art as my own anymore
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icky
(vent, do not repost)
(vent, do not repost)
December 14, 2025 at 8:25 PM
icky
(vent, do not repost)
(vent, do not repost)
might look through some old art and redraw it i dunno
December 14, 2025 at 6:30 PM
might look through some old art and redraw it i dunno
urgh i hate myself
December 14, 2025 at 6:30 PM
urgh i hate myself
trying to lose weight while it's christmas time is fucking hell
i literally can't escape all the sweets my mum keeps giving me more and im too scared to say no
i literally can't escape all the sweets my mum keeps giving me more and im too scared to say no
December 14, 2025 at 6:29 PM
trying to lose weight while it's christmas time is fucking hell
i literally can't escape all the sweets my mum keeps giving me more and im too scared to say no
i literally can't escape all the sweets my mum keeps giving me more and im too scared to say no