Beef Barf
@authenticityforge.bsky.social
Living as authentically as I can in a patriarchal system that actively discourages it.
#CPTSD #PCGaming #extrememetal, #patriarchy #CSAsurvivor #sober
#CPTSD #PCGaming #extrememetal, #patriarchy #CSAsurvivor #sober
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If Mike Tomlin and Aaron Rodgers *werent* acting that way to prevent Garrett from getting a sack, then what exactly was the reason for that ridiculous offense?
December 29, 2025 at 1:24 AM
If Mike Tomlin and Aaron Rodgers *werent* acting that way to prevent Garrett from getting a sack, then what exactly was the reason for that ridiculous offense?
Ok my post-xmas exhaustion isn’t saying no to sleep right now, even if it’s 5pm.
Hoping for a lot of sleep and recovery. Hoping I’ll wake up at like 10pm to take my evening meds then keep sleeping.
Nitey
Hoping for a lot of sleep and recovery. Hoping I’ll wake up at like 10pm to take my evening meds then keep sleeping.
Nitey
December 28, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Ok my post-xmas exhaustion isn’t saying no to sleep right now, even if it’s 5pm.
Hoping for a lot of sleep and recovery. Hoping I’ll wake up at like 10pm to take my evening meds then keep sleeping.
Nitey
Hoping for a lot of sleep and recovery. Hoping I’ll wake up at like 10pm to take my evening meds then keep sleeping.
Nitey
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The Jets would be in last place in DVOA by more than 12 percentage points if not for special teams.
December 28, 2025 at 6:05 PM
The Jets would be in last place in DVOA by more than 12 percentage points if not for special teams.
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Are the Patriots playing on the west coast? Because that drive was as easy as Sunday morning.
December 28, 2025 at 6:10 PM
Are the Patriots playing on the west coast? Because that drive was as easy as Sunday morning.
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I had already switched away from Patriots-Jets to Steelers-Browns and it looks like the Patriots have now gone to the Passtronaut. As someone who always thought the Patriots left Brady in too long in blowouts, I approve.
December 28, 2025 at 8:10 PM
I had already switched away from Patriots-Jets to Steelers-Browns and it looks like the Patriots have now gone to the Passtronaut. As someone who always thought the Patriots left Brady in too long in blowouts, I approve.
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This half of Steelers football is why DK Metcalf’s salary was never in jeopardy
December 28, 2025 at 7:08 PM
This half of Steelers football is why DK Metcalf’s salary was never in jeopardy
Not every day that garbage time starts in the 2nd quarter.
#Jets #jetsuck #patriots #jetssuck #woodyjohnson #woodyjohnsonsucks
#Jets #jetsuck #patriots #jetssuck #woodyjohnson #woodyjohnsonsucks
December 28, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Not every day that garbage time starts in the 2nd quarter.
#Jets #jetsuck #patriots #jetssuck #woodyjohnson #woodyjohnsonsucks
#Jets #jetsuck #patriots #jetssuck #woodyjohnson #woodyjohnsonsucks
Body weight RTP is the worst rule in current existence in the #NFL
#patriots #jets #rtp #roughingthepasser
#patriots #jets #rtp #roughingthepasser
December 28, 2025 at 8:43 PM
Body weight RTP is the worst rule in current existence in the #NFL
#patriots #jets #rtp #roughingthepasser
#patriots #jets #rtp #roughingthepasser
With the amount of psychological turmoil (working to heal me and my brother’s relationship, my losing a friendship because they projected extreme psychological violence on me and don’t even see it) I experienced over the last 5 days, plus the trauma of the season, 8-9 hours sleep isn’t enough.
December 28, 2025 at 4:41 AM
With the amount of psychological turmoil (working to heal me and my brother’s relationship, my losing a friendship because they projected extreme psychological violence on me and don’t even see it) I experienced over the last 5 days, plus the trauma of the season, 8-9 hours sleep isn’t enough.
20 minutes of biking. Felt like I could conquer worlds afterward…
…then I posted a ton of stuff and now am crashing hard. I’ll take it though.
#fitnesssky #fitness #bike
…then I posted a ton of stuff and now am crashing hard. I’ll take it though.
#fitnesssky #fitness #bike
December 28, 2025 at 3:32 AM
20 minutes of biking. Felt like I could conquer worlds afterward…
…then I posted a ton of stuff and now am crashing hard. I’ll take it though.
#fitnesssky #fitness #bike
…then I posted a ton of stuff and now am crashing hard. I’ll take it though.
#fitnesssky #fitness #bike
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December 27, 2025 at 11:22 PM
Most of #Halford's lyrics to "Silent Screams" I can relate to, except for the heaven stuff.
You'll never know
My life means everything
Still I scream because
There's nothing left to do until the end
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMKY...
You'll never know
My life means everything
Still I scream because
There's nothing left to do until the end
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMKY...
Silent Screams
YouTube video by Halford - Topic
www.youtube.com
December 27, 2025 at 10:47 PM
Most of #Halford's lyrics to "Silent Screams" I can relate to, except for the heaven stuff.
You'll never know
My life means everything
Still I scream because
There's nothing left to do until the end
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMKY...
You'll never know
My life means everything
Still I scream because
There's nothing left to do until the end
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMKY...
I am destined to scream into a void of individuals who do Not Know How To Listen.This level of trauma is so pervasive that American society (and others) *cannot* be saved from it without 1) a meteor or 2) generations of people who are not only aware but have healed. This won't happen in my lifetime.
This in many ways compounds and begets itself repeatedly, until even people who profess to be self-aware are indeed self-unaware and are simply projecting their trauma onto others.
This is what #patriarchy #indoctrination has done to us. The #MAGA people, but very much victims of #capitalism etc.
This is what #patriarchy #indoctrination has done to us. The #MAGA people, but very much victims of #capitalism etc.
For motherfuck’s SAKE. PRETEND that I am trying to come from a place of love and respect. But you don’t fucking know how.
#imtiredboss #trauma #CPTSD #unaware #confirmationbias
#imtiredboss #trauma #CPTSD #unaware #confirmationbias
December 27, 2025 at 3:18 AM
I am destined to scream into a void of individuals who do Not Know How To Listen.This level of trauma is so pervasive that American society (and others) *cannot* be saved from it without 1) a meteor or 2) generations of people who are not only aware but have healed. This won't happen in my lifetime.
This in many ways compounds and begets itself repeatedly, until even people who profess to be self-aware are indeed self-unaware and are simply projecting their trauma onto others.
This is what #patriarchy #indoctrination has done to us. The #MAGA people, but very much victims of #capitalism etc.
This is what #patriarchy #indoctrination has done to us. The #MAGA people, but very much victims of #capitalism etc.
For motherfuck’s SAKE. PRETEND that I am trying to come from a place of love and respect. But you don’t fucking know how.
#imtiredboss #trauma #CPTSD #unaware #confirmationbias
#imtiredboss #trauma #CPTSD #unaware #confirmationbias
December 27, 2025 at 3:15 AM
This in many ways compounds and begets itself repeatedly, until even people who profess to be self-aware are indeed self-unaware and are simply projecting their trauma onto others.
This is what #patriarchy #indoctrination has done to us. The #MAGA people, but very much victims of #capitalism etc.
This is what #patriarchy #indoctrination has done to us. The #MAGA people, but very much victims of #capitalism etc.
For motherfuck’s SAKE. PRETEND that I am trying to come from a place of love and respect. But you don’t fucking know how.
#imtiredboss #trauma #CPTSD #unaware #confirmationbias
#imtiredboss #trauma #CPTSD #unaware #confirmationbias
December 27, 2025 at 3:08 AM
For motherfuck’s SAKE. PRETEND that I am trying to come from a place of love and respect. But you don’t fucking know how.
#imtiredboss #trauma #CPTSD #unaware #confirmationbias
#imtiredboss #trauma #CPTSD #unaware #confirmationbias
Am i authentic or just posing? I’d like a word with Albert Camus (not Bob Crachit) just now. That’s all. #slayer #metalsky #metal #metalguitar #warensemble
December 26, 2025 at 10:10 PM
Am i authentic or just posing? I’d like a word with Albert Camus (not Bob Crachit) just now. That’s all. #slayer #metalsky #metal #metalguitar #warensemble
What happens every time I try to mount my phone on the tripod.
December 26, 2025 at 10:01 PM
What happens every time I try to mount my phone on the tripod.
December 26, 2025 at 9:35 PM
If I had to guess, I'd say that 95% of comment sections (if not posts) on social media are a combination of reductionism and *outrageous* amounts of confirmation bias.
#confirmationbias #reductionism #reductionist #socialmedia #socialmediaisadisease #misanthrope #misanthropy #bias #Imtiredboss
#confirmationbias #reductionism #reductionist #socialmedia #socialmediaisadisease #misanthrope #misanthropy #bias #Imtiredboss
December 26, 2025 at 6:39 PM
If I had to guess, I'd say that 95% of comment sections (if not posts) on social media are a combination of reductionism and *outrageous* amounts of confirmation bias.
#confirmationbias #reductionism #reductionist #socialmedia #socialmediaisadisease #misanthrope #misanthropy #bias #Imtiredboss
#confirmationbias #reductionism #reductionist #socialmedia #socialmediaisadisease #misanthrope #misanthropy #bias #Imtiredboss
@alienlilith.bsky.social
#fucktrump #yarn #crafting #craftivism #craftivists
www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025...
#fucktrump #yarn #crafting #craftivism #craftivists
www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025...
‘Weapons of mass construction’: the US ‘craftivists’ using yarn to fight back against Trump
Fiber artists across the US are using their craft to protest against everything from national guard deployments to rollbacks on abortion rights
www.theguardian.com
December 26, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Bahahaha Merry Christmas NFL.
The Chiefs are winning with 25 net passing yards.
The Vikings won with 3.
The Vikings won with 3.
December 26, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Bahahaha Merry Christmas NFL.
Is Hegseth trying to redefine a pullup as "use your legs to jump your nose into the bar"?
This is soooooooo good. @pattiegonia.bsky.social
www.instagram.com/reel/DRPzPQx...
This is soooooooo good. @pattiegonia.bsky.social
www.instagram.com/reel/DRPzPQx...
December 25, 2025 at 11:46 PM
Is Hegseth trying to redefine a pullup as "use your legs to jump your nose into the bar"?
This is soooooooo good. @pattiegonia.bsky.social
www.instagram.com/reel/DRPzPQx...
This is soooooooo good. @pattiegonia.bsky.social
www.instagram.com/reel/DRPzPQx...
December 25, 2025 at 9:42 PM