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Astraphel
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Trying to take it one day at a time. But hoo boy these days are taking me out.
I have discovered mug cozy's are my relaxing crochet item do. Once done with another scarf I am going to go back and make a couple. They are fun and easy to do and just adorable over a cup!
November 12, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Tomorrow is the day and my nerves are shot. I’ll update if we get any info and if not. I think I am going to just completely zone out today.
November 12, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Had another rough night last night. I dont know what too do anymore. I feel like i am going to have vertigo some time today because I can feel the particular pain in my head. I am ready for Thursday yall. I dont care anymore scary news or not I just need relief.
November 11, 2025 at 2:31 PM
3 more days until I find out if I have something wrong with my head or not. I admit I am super nervous and I know my anxiety is not helping. Im also scared to know and to not know. 😭
a man with a mustache is screaming and saying i 'm in a glass case of emotion .
Alt: a man with a mustache is screaming and saying i 'm in a glass case of emotion .
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November 10, 2025 at 5:56 PM
Day 2 Antennaes WORKING! If this really was the fix this whole time I am never ever letting these babies go. they gonna be used for every future desktop
November 10, 2025 at 1:51 PM
My god is it so nice to have my space back. Laptop took up so much space and honestly I was worried for a second about the Bluetooth, but I realized I hadn't changed from the monitor to the headphone and it works great! I am just so happy everything seems to be working.
a cartoon cat with a striped tail is sitting on a white background
Alt: Pusheen bouncing up and down on her little feet with a white background
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November 9, 2025 at 9:39 PM
I FIXED MY DESKTOP! The Antennae are working so far on the wifi! I hope they continue doing so! Otherwise I am going to throw this out the window :D
November 9, 2025 at 8:51 PM
I think I am going to try and sleep some more again tomorrow. It was really nice and relaxing. I realized I really have not let myself just rest at all. And to be honest I didnt know how to rest. Today was a pretty chill day
a corgi dog wrapped in a white blanket is sitting on a couch .
Alt: A corgi dog wrapped in a white robe sitting on the couch with a remote on its lap and a black and white pillow behind its head
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November 9, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Omg yall I slept the whole day away it was so nice even with the constant pain. I haven’t that much sleep in forever 💜
November 8, 2025 at 11:20 PM
Favorite Kamen Rider: Sasword - Tsurugi Kamishiro
November 8, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Favorite Super Sentai: Gekiviolet - Gou Fukimi
November 8, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Favorite Hero that isn't Marvel or DC
November 8, 2025 at 4:14 PM
I didn’t get to nap head did some very scary things I’m not sure what that was about but I’m so ready for this Neuroogy appointment
November 8, 2025 at 1:43 AM
Lack of sleep finally hit time for a nap! Take care everyone!
a black and white cat with its eyes closed and the words it might be naptime
Alt: A black and white cat with its eyes closed and the words "it might be nap time"
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November 7, 2025 at 6:58 PM
I got 1 hr of sleep last night! Weird energy time it is!
a woman in a blue dress is standing in front of a full moon with the words " what is sleep " below her
Alt: a woman in a blue dress is standing in front of a full moon with the words " what is sleep " over her
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November 7, 2025 at 3:02 PM
I don't know why but today I got a new found love for the werewolf paranormal romance I wanted to make for my own. Its a story of healing and new love as well as battling demons mental and physical. Ive been plotting for an hour now and just been enjoying the story idea again. 💜
a penguin sits at a desk with a stack of books and a pencil in its mouth
Alt: a gray penguin sits at a desk with a stack of books and a pencil in its hand writing on a piece of paper then tapping the eraser end by its beak.
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November 6, 2025 at 3:51 PM
I uninstalled the game and I feel so liberated!
a man is running in a field with the words freedom written on the ground .
Alt: a man is Naruto running in a field with the words freedom written on gif.
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November 6, 2025 at 12:21 PM
Officially going to uninstall Coral Island. I didn’t realize the last big update caused the game to break a lot but after reading comments from there and the newest update I realized this is not worth my blood pressure. Maybe I’ll go back in the future but I need a break from it.
November 6, 2025 at 11:37 AM
I am now less scorched earth and more miffed!
a group of anime characters standing in a room
ALT: a group of anime characters standing in a room
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November 5, 2025 at 8:45 PM
Yup I am in a scorched earth mood today.
a cartoon cat with a pink bow and the words `` i give up ''
Alt: Marie from Aristocats sighs with the words "I give up" at the bottom
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November 5, 2025 at 2:34 PM
I think I might be ready to test/try a different OS. I feel a disdain for Windows as they keep trying to force me to beta some new update that I know is going to be evil. And my laptop tried to die today so I am thinking of saying screw it all and doing the change up. Cant be any worse right?
November 5, 2025 at 4:19 AM
Breaks my heart but Pekoe has finally broken for me as a game and is possibly abandoned. It's sad when a game I genuinely saw as a comfort game stops being one. And I am just going to have to find something else again. Its one of the reasons why I am very picky now about buying early access games.
a woman is sitting at a table with a caption that says i feel like someone just punched me in the heart
Alt: a woman is sitting at a table with a caption that says i feel like someone just punched me in the heart
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November 4, 2025 at 6:37 PM
So I survived the day. I am still having some reactions to whatever is happening I dont know. But it seems to be hopefully settling to normal pain. I thankfully did not have full blown vertigo and if I jinx that saying this imma cry. 😭
November 3, 2025 at 9:34 PM
So my body is attempting to vertigo this morning. I forgot how much it sucks. I mean I didn't forget but when it actually hits for real its terrifying. So I am going to be taking it easy this week. Yall take care and remember to give yourself a break no matter if you need it or want it💜
November 3, 2025 at 2:05 PM
Sooo found out I have been chaining wrong by adding an extra chain because my brain for some reason thought you chained then chained how many for the next row. No wonder my stuff never looked right 😭
a panda bear is laying on its back in a rocking chair
Alt: a panda bear is laying on its back in a rocking chair in despair with the words "Oh god what have I done"
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November 1, 2025 at 1:32 PM