Asrai Devin
@asraidevin.bsky.social
📚 Smut peddler. Soft heart. Sharp tongue.
🧠 Writing about messy love & mental health
🔞 Romance | Recovery | Real talk
👇 Read me & feel things
🧠 Writing about messy love & mental health
🔞 Romance | Recovery | Real talk
👇 Read me & feel things
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Asrai Devin
@asraidevin.bsky.social
· Jul 4
TikTok - Make Your Day
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#BookTok #SpicyRomance #AgeGapLove #ForbiddenRomance #RomanceBooks #BookishAF #AsraiDevin #SteamyReads
#BookTok #SpicyRomance #AgeGapLove #ForbiddenRomance #RomanceBooks #BookishAF #AsraiDevin #SteamyReads
Sitting in the staff room. Listening to my coworkers being anti trans and not sure how to speak up. Or if I should. I'm clearly the only one. In case you wonder what it's like in Saskatchewan schools.
September 10, 2025 at 9:56 PM
Sitting in the staff room. Listening to my coworkers being anti trans and not sure how to speak up. Or if I should. I'm clearly the only one. In case you wonder what it's like in Saskatchewan schools.
Jax grabbed her ass, hauling her against his skin-tight jeans. She slipped her tongue into his mouth and tasted whiskey.
September 6, 2025 at 12:43 AM
Jax grabbed her ass, hauling her against his skin-tight jeans. She slipped her tongue into his mouth and tasted whiskey.
I went to court to ask a judge to take away my husband’s freedom.
Not because I wanted to.
Because I had no other choice.
This is what love looks like when mental illness unravels everything.
💔 “There Are No Good Options”
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Not because I wanted to.
Because I had no other choice.
This is what love looks like when mental illness unravels everything.
💔 “There Are No Good Options”
medium.com/capture-the-...
July 24, 2025 at 10:35 PM
I went to court to ask a judge to take away my husband’s freedom.
Not because I wanted to.
Because I had no other choice.
This is what love looks like when mental illness unravels everything.
💔 “There Are No Good Options”
medium.com/capture-the-...
Not because I wanted to.
Because I had no other choice.
This is what love looks like when mental illness unravels everything.
💔 “There Are No Good Options”
medium.com/capture-the-...
Just spent hours editing a piece for a vocal challenge. Only to realize it's only for vocal plus members.
You all get this:
Alex inhaled her like he’d been drowning for seven years without her—and she was pure oxygen.
You all get this:
Alex inhaled her like he’d been drowning for seven years without her—and she was pure oxygen.
July 18, 2025 at 3:20 AM
Just spent hours editing a piece for a vocal challenge. Only to realize it's only for vocal plus members.
You all get this:
Alex inhaled her like he’d been drowning for seven years without her—and she was pure oxygen.
You all get this:
Alex inhaled her like he’d been drowning for seven years without her—and she was pure oxygen.
Tonight on asrai Devin substack, smut peddler: the naughty secretary fantasy.
Ally engages in a fun fantasy with her much older lover Logan. She plays naughty secretary to his dominant boss.
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#smutpeddler #erotica #Sinner #onehandreading
Ally engages in a fun fantasy with her much older lover Logan. She plays naughty secretary to his dominant boss.
open.substack.com/pub/asraidev...
#smutpeddler #erotica #Sinner #onehandreading
July 14, 2025 at 4:01 AM
Tonight on asrai Devin substack, smut peddler: the naughty secretary fantasy.
Ally engages in a fun fantasy with her much older lover Logan. She plays naughty secretary to his dominant boss.
open.substack.com/pub/asraidev...
#smutpeddler #erotica #Sinner #onehandreading
Ally engages in a fun fantasy with her much older lover Logan. She plays naughty secretary to his dominant boss.
open.substack.com/pub/asraidev...
#smutpeddler #erotica #Sinner #onehandreading
We’re having one of those days.
He’s furious about the hospital stay. I feel worthless.
I know I’m not. I know. But it’s so hard to hold onto that knowing.
Love during mental illness is no joke.
#MentalHealth #LEAPMethod #SupportNotShame
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He’s furious about the hospital stay. I feel worthless.
I know I’m not. I know. But it’s so hard to hold onto that knowing.
Love during mental illness is no joke.
#MentalHealth #LEAPMethod #SupportNotShame
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July 12, 2025 at 3:06 AM
We’re having one of those days.
He’s furious about the hospital stay. I feel worthless.
I know I’m not. I know. But it’s so hard to hold onto that knowing.
Love during mental illness is no joke.
#MentalHealth #LEAPMethod #SupportNotShame
vm.tiktok.com/ZMSpQkew9
He’s furious about the hospital stay. I feel worthless.
I know I’m not. I know. But it’s so hard to hold onto that knowing.
Love during mental illness is no joke.
#MentalHealth #LEAPMethod #SupportNotShame
vm.tiktok.com/ZMSpQkew9
New smut drop.
A couple, a fantasy, and one hot night they can’t take back.
Roleplay, taboo, and deep trust—this one's 🔥 & tender.
Read: medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#Erotica #NSFW #Fiction #smut #smutpeddler #onehandreading
A couple, a fantasy, and one hot night they can’t take back.
Roleplay, taboo, and deep trust—this one's 🔥 & tender.
Read: medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#Erotica #NSFW #Fiction #smut #smutpeddler #onehandreading
Detention Games (Part 1)
Lindsey is Hot for Teacher (her former teacher)
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July 9, 2025 at 12:15 AM
New smut drop.
A couple, a fantasy, and one hot night they can’t take back.
Roleplay, taboo, and deep trust—this one's 🔥 & tender.
Read: medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#Erotica #NSFW #Fiction #smut #smutpeddler #onehandreading
A couple, a fantasy, and one hot night they can’t take back.
Roleplay, taboo, and deep trust—this one's 🔥 & tender.
Read: medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#Erotica #NSFW #Fiction #smut #smutpeddler #onehandreading
I didn’t lose my husband all at once.
I lost him in pieces.
To mania. To paranoia. To a system that only helps once things get dangerous.
This is the truth of loving someone through mental illness.
💔
medium.com/capture-the-...
#mentalhealthawareness #marriageandmentalhealth #relationshipsarehard
I lost him in pieces.
To mania. To paranoia. To a system that only helps once things get dangerous.
This is the truth of loving someone through mental illness.
💔
medium.com/capture-the-...
#mentalhealthawareness #marriageandmentalhealth #relationshipsarehard
The Brutal Reality of Loving Through Mental Illness
The Day I Chose Tough Love and Involuntary Commitment
medium.com
July 8, 2025 at 1:40 AM
I didn’t lose my husband all at once.
I lost him in pieces.
To mania. To paranoia. To a system that only helps once things get dangerous.
This is the truth of loving someone through mental illness.
💔
medium.com/capture-the-...
#mentalhealthawareness #marriageandmentalhealth #relationshipsarehard
I lost him in pieces.
To mania. To paranoia. To a system that only helps once things get dangerous.
This is the truth of loving someone through mental illness.
💔
medium.com/capture-the-...
#mentalhealthawareness #marriageandmentalhealth #relationshipsarehard
An artist rents a boy toy as her model for the day. open.substack.com/pub/veronica...
July 7, 2025 at 12:57 AM
An artist rents a boy toy as her model for the day. open.substack.com/pub/veronica...
It was just a shirt until it wasn't ....
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July 7, 2025 at 12:53 AM
It was just a shirt until it wasn't ....
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July 7, 2025 at 12:52 AM
Helping him dress wasn’t supposed to feel good.
"Each single accidental touch shot electricity through her body, making her hyperaware of him."
🔥 A button, a glance, and everything unravels.
Read the tease: medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#romance #steamyreads #amwritingromance
"Each single accidental touch shot electricity through her body, making her hyperaware of him."
🔥 A button, a glance, and everything unravels.
Read the tease: medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#romance #steamyreads #amwritingromance
Buttoned Up, Barely
Selene was everything pure and good in the world. She was love and light. She was his best friend, his only friend. She was the one woman…
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July 6, 2025 at 4:23 AM
Helping him dress wasn’t supposed to feel good.
"Each single accidental touch shot electricity through her body, making her hyperaware of him."
🔥 A button, a glance, and everything unravels.
Read the tease: medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#romance #steamyreads #amwritingromance
"Each single accidental touch shot electricity through her body, making her hyperaware of him."
🔥 A button, a glance, and everything unravels.
Read the tease: medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#romance #steamyreads #amwritingromance
Reposted by Asrai Devin
July 4, 2025 at 7:54 PM
K. I'm playing with tiktok. What do you think? vm.tiktok.com/ZMS4vQusg/
#BookTok #SpicyRomance #AgeGapLove #ForbiddenRomance #RomanceBooks #BookishAF #AsraiDevin #SteamyReads
#BookTok #SpicyRomance #AgeGapLove #ForbiddenRomance #RomanceBooks #BookishAF #AsraiDevin #SteamyReads
TikTok - Make Your Day
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July 4, 2025 at 3:34 AM
K. I'm playing with tiktok. What do you think? vm.tiktok.com/ZMS4vQusg/
#BookTok #SpicyRomance #AgeGapLove #ForbiddenRomance #RomanceBooks #BookishAF #AsraiDevin #SteamyReads
#BookTok #SpicyRomance #AgeGapLove #ForbiddenRomance #RomanceBooks #BookishAF #AsraiDevin #SteamyReads
💔 She’s loved with him for years.
🔥 He’s her brother’s best friend.
💦 One reckless moment.
She was too young. He knew better. But that night changed everything.
✨ Read Love Worth the Wait
💕 All the angst. All the heat.
📖 medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#SteamyReads #ForbiddenLove #SpicyRomance
🔥 He’s her brother’s best friend.
💦 One reckless moment.
She was too young. He knew better. But that night changed everything.
✨ Read Love Worth the Wait
💕 All the angst. All the heat.
📖 medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#SteamyReads #ForbiddenLove #SpicyRomance
Love Worth the Wait
Chapter 1 ric broke Maria’s heart once. Can he convince her that love is worth the wait?
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July 4, 2025 at 1:22 AM
💔 She’s loved with him for years.
🔥 He’s her brother’s best friend.
💦 One reckless moment.
She was too young. He knew better. But that night changed everything.
✨ Read Love Worth the Wait
💕 All the angst. All the heat.
📖 medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#SteamyReads #ForbiddenLove #SpicyRomance
🔥 He’s her brother’s best friend.
💦 One reckless moment.
She was too young. He knew better. But that night changed everything.
✨ Read Love Worth the Wait
💕 All the angst. All the heat.
📖 medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#SteamyReads #ForbiddenLove #SpicyRomance
I had to get a new Instagram. Who is there??
July 3, 2025 at 4:10 AM
I had to get a new Instagram. Who is there??
Reposted by Asrai Devin
He's a lonely construction worker with an affinity for vintage video games.
She's a homicidal spirit looking to feed on his mind in an attempt at vengeance.
Can it ever work between them?
Should it?
geni.us/SpiritualAwa...
She's a homicidal spirit looking to feed on his mind in an attempt at vengeance.
Can it ever work between them?
Should it?
geni.us/SpiritualAwa...
July 2, 2025 at 11:11 PM
He's a lonely construction worker with an affinity for vintage video games.
She's a homicidal spirit looking to feed on his mind in an attempt at vengeance.
Can it ever work between them?
Should it?
geni.us/SpiritualAwa...
She's a homicidal spirit looking to feed on his mind in an attempt at vengeance.
Can it ever work between them?
Should it?
geni.us/SpiritualAwa...
You can study someone’s schedule.
Copy their strategy.
Mimic their ideas.
But you won’t get their career.
You can’t replicate someone else’s path to success.
✍️ You Can’t Steal Someone Else’s Writing Career
🔗 medium.com/mmm-mondays/...
#WritersOnMedium #WritingLife #CreativeProcess #ImposterSyndrome
Copy their strategy.
Mimic their ideas.
But you won’t get their career.
You can’t replicate someone else’s path to success.
✍️ You Can’t Steal Someone Else’s Writing Career
🔗 medium.com/mmm-mondays/...
#WritersOnMedium #WritingLife #CreativeProcess #ImposterSyndrome
You Can't Steal Someone Else's Writing Career
I tried. It didn’t work. Here’s what I learned about building my own.
medium.com
July 3, 2025 at 12:10 AM
You can study someone’s schedule.
Copy their strategy.
Mimic their ideas.
But you won’t get their career.
You can’t replicate someone else’s path to success.
✍️ You Can’t Steal Someone Else’s Writing Career
🔗 medium.com/mmm-mondays/...
#WritersOnMedium #WritingLife #CreativeProcess #ImposterSyndrome
Copy their strategy.
Mimic their ideas.
But you won’t get their career.
You can’t replicate someone else’s path to success.
✍️ You Can’t Steal Someone Else’s Writing Career
🔗 medium.com/mmm-mondays/...
#WritersOnMedium #WritingLife #CreativeProcess #ImposterSyndrome
I wrote this during the darkest days of my husband’s mental illness.
When your loved one loses touch with reality, it doesn’t just shatter their world, it tears yours.
This is what psychosis looks like.
✨ Read here: medium.com/the-patients...
#mentalhealth #caregiver #psychosis #bipolar
When your loved one loses touch with reality, it doesn’t just shatter their world, it tears yours.
This is what psychosis looks like.
✨ Read here: medium.com/the-patients...
#mentalhealth #caregiver #psychosis #bipolar
Psychosis Doesn’t Just Hurt the One Who Has It
He Calls Me From the Ward Every Night to Say He Hates Me
medium.com
July 2, 2025 at 3:15 PM
I wrote this during the darkest days of my husband’s mental illness.
When your loved one loses touch with reality, it doesn’t just shatter their world, it tears yours.
This is what psychosis looks like.
✨ Read here: medium.com/the-patients...
#mentalhealth #caregiver #psychosis #bipolar
When your loved one loses touch with reality, it doesn’t just shatter their world, it tears yours.
This is what psychosis looks like.
✨ Read here: medium.com/the-patients...
#mentalhealth #caregiver #psychosis #bipolar
👀 She was just supposed to nanny
But when mom caught her… things got complicated.
📖 New sapphic short story just dropped:
“Caught” — part tension, part tenderness, and definitely NSFW.
Read it here: open.substack.com/pub/asraidev...
#SmuttyFiction #SapphicStories #QueerRomance #SubstackWriters
But when mom caught her… things got complicated.
📖 New sapphic short story just dropped:
“Caught” — part tension, part tenderness, and definitely NSFW.
Read it here: open.substack.com/pub/asraidev...
#SmuttyFiction #SapphicStories #QueerRomance #SubstackWriters
Babysitter Gets Caught
With a sapphic twist
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July 2, 2025 at 6:00 AM
👀 She was just supposed to nanny
But when mom caught her… things got complicated.
📖 New sapphic short story just dropped:
“Caught” — part tension, part tenderness, and definitely NSFW.
Read it here: open.substack.com/pub/asraidev...
#SmuttyFiction #SapphicStories #QueerRomance #SubstackWriters
But when mom caught her… things got complicated.
📖 New sapphic short story just dropped:
“Caught” — part tension, part tenderness, and definitely NSFW.
Read it here: open.substack.com/pub/asraidev...
#SmuttyFiction #SapphicStories #QueerRomance #SubstackWriters
Rewatching Game of Thrones. I want Daenerys's wardrobe. #gameofthrones
July 1, 2025 at 5:58 PM
Rewatching Game of Thrones. I want Daenerys's wardrobe. #gameofthrones
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"I’m Robert’s Gambling Debt Payoff! And am about to get Gang Ass Fucked!"
FREE 2 READ on My Substack!
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Medium
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#Anal #BDSM #Gangbang #Fucked
FREE 2 READ on My Substack!
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Medium
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#Anal #BDSM #Gangbang #Fucked
July 1, 2025 at 3:22 AM
"I’m Robert’s Gambling Debt Payoff! And am about to get Gang Ass Fucked!"
FREE 2 READ on My Substack!
buff.ly/mCV5zdr
Medium
buff.ly/ozjzrzu
#Anal #BDSM #Gangbang #Fucked
FREE 2 READ on My Substack!
buff.ly/mCV5zdr
Medium
buff.ly/ozjzrzu
#Anal #BDSM #Gangbang #Fucked
Some days I write steamy fiction. Some days I write about surviving a marriage warped by psychosis. This line stuck with me today…
"Taking care of him was taking care of myself. If I let him go into the world with instability, I'd never forgive myself."
"Taking care of him was taking care of myself. If I let him go into the world with instability, I'd never forgive myself."
July 1, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Some days I write steamy fiction. Some days I write about surviving a marriage warped by psychosis. This line stuck with me today…
"Taking care of him was taking care of myself. If I let him go into the world with instability, I'd never forgive myself."
"Taking care of him was taking care of myself. If I let him go into the world with instability, I'd never forgive myself."
Writing a handbook for loving someone through delusion, dysregulation, and distrust — while keeping myself intact.
It’s based on LEAP, DBT, and how to hold hope when your partner thinks you’re the enemy.
If it helps someone else, that’s all I want.
melodyschmitke.gumroad.com/l/ydurjw
It’s based on LEAP, DBT, and how to hold hope when your partner thinks you’re the enemy.
If it helps someone else, that’s all I want.
melodyschmitke.gumroad.com/l/ydurjw
A Bridge of Words: Connecting Through Mental Illness
I wrote this handbook for myself, with help from ChatGPT, to respond better to my partner during his mental health struggles.Part of his condition includes anosognosia — the inability to recognize tha...
melodyschmitke.gumroad.com
July 1, 2025 at 5:33 AM
Writing a handbook for loving someone through delusion, dysregulation, and distrust — while keeping myself intact.
It’s based on LEAP, DBT, and how to hold hope when your partner thinks you’re the enemy.
If it helps someone else, that’s all I want.
melodyschmitke.gumroad.com/l/ydurjw
It’s based on LEAP, DBT, and how to hold hope when your partner thinks you’re the enemy.
If it helps someone else, that’s all I want.
melodyschmitke.gumroad.com/l/ydurjw