Festive Aru 🏳️⚧️🎄 Fairy VTuber
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She/Her 🏳️⚧️ Asexual/Poly 💜 Twitch Affiliate 🌸 Fairy #ENVTuber 🌸 Disabled 🌸 Artist/Writer/Composer/GM 🌸 Lv. 27 🌸 Taken 💖
Sorry if any bad/negative posts appeared and disappeared today — suffice to say I'm feeling pretty dismal about the future.
It's not time to give up though, not yet. Even though I don't feel it, things can get better. It's not necessarily going to happen — nor is it likely — but it's possible.
It's not time to give up though, not yet. Even though I don't feel it, things can get better. It's not necessarily going to happen — nor is it likely — but it's possible.
December 27, 2025 at 10:13 PM
Sorry if any bad/negative posts appeared and disappeared today — suffice to say I'm feeling pretty dismal about the future.
It's not time to give up though, not yet. Even though I don't feel it, things can get better. It's not necessarily going to happen — nor is it likely — but it's possible.
It's not time to give up though, not yet. Even though I don't feel it, things can get better. It's not necessarily going to happen — nor is it likely — but it's possible.
Merry (late) Christmas everyone — I forgot to post something on Bluesky, but yesterday was alright
December 26, 2025 at 5:09 PM
Merry (late) Christmas everyone — I forgot to post something on Bluesky, but yesterday was alright
Here's a pic of my Christmas tree 🎄💖 it's a wonder that we got it inside the house
December 24, 2025 at 9:40 PM
Here's a pic of my Christmas tree 🎄💖 it's a wonder that we got it inside the house
At this point, the only reason I haven't deleted my twitter is because I would have to log back in to do that
December 24, 2025 at 7:52 PM
At this point, the only reason I haven't deleted my twitter is because I would have to log back in to do that
It's so funny to me when people try to paint Minnesota as some horrifying wasteland; the public services here are amazing, people are SUPER friendly, and I've been happier & felt safer here than any other state I've lived in. And that's saying something considering our winters 🥶
December 24, 2025 at 3:48 AM
It's so funny to me when people try to paint Minnesota as some horrifying wasteland; the public services here are amazing, people are SUPER friendly, and I've been happier & felt safer here than any other state I've lived in. And that's saying something considering our winters 🥶
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So I got run over by a pickup truck. I got incredibly lucky, though I've got a shoulder injury that's gonna be there my whole life, and right now am dealing with pretty bad lasting concussion symptoms.
So uh, figured I'd explain it since I'm on the verge of *maybe* recovering enough to steam soon.
So uh, figured I'd explain it since I'm on the verge of *maybe* recovering enough to steam soon.
December 23, 2025 at 4:03 AM
So I got run over by a pickup truck. I got incredibly lucky, though I've got a shoulder injury that's gonna be there my whole life, and right now am dealing with pretty bad lasting concussion symptoms.
So uh, figured I'd explain it since I'm on the verge of *maybe* recovering enough to steam soon.
So uh, figured I'd explain it since I'm on the verge of *maybe* recovering enough to steam soon.
Saw the Trans-Siberian Orchestra last night with my mom. I really liked the music, though the heavy use of AI imagery was very disappointing.
That being said, I'm feeling really inspired to write more orchestral rock pieces now! Things are so busy here though, so it'll probably have to wait lol.
That being said, I'm feeling really inspired to write more orchestral rock pieces now! Things are so busy here though, so it'll probably have to wait lol.
December 22, 2025 at 3:31 PM
Saw the Trans-Siberian Orchestra last night with my mom. I really liked the music, though the heavy use of AI imagery was very disappointing.
That being said, I'm feeling really inspired to write more orchestral rock pieces now! Things are so busy here though, so it'll probably have to wait lol.
That being said, I'm feeling really inspired to write more orchestral rock pieces now! Things are so busy here though, so it'll probably have to wait lol.
Leaving for NJ in a few hours — wish me luck 💖 I really want to see my mom and pupper, but I'm really going to miss my partners and kitty and other pupper 🥺
I'm taking my laptop with me, so I'll probably still be kinda active :3 might even stream?
I'm taking my laptop with me, so I'll probably still be kinda active :3 might even stream?
December 20, 2025 at 5:24 AM
Leaving for NJ in a few hours — wish me luck 💖 I really want to see my mom and pupper, but I'm really going to miss my partners and kitty and other pupper 🥺
I'm taking my laptop with me, so I'll probably still be kinda active :3 might even stream?
I'm taking my laptop with me, so I'll probably still be kinda active :3 might even stream?
I want to be tiny and cute 🥺
December 19, 2025 at 3:18 PM
I want to be tiny and cute 🥺
I just casually went outside in a fairly light dress in 23°F weather... I guess I'm a certified Minnesotan now ❄️
Seriously, my cold tolerance has shot through the roof since moving here lol
Seriously, my cold tolerance has shot through the roof since moving here lol
December 18, 2025 at 7:00 PM
I just casually went outside in a fairly light dress in 23°F weather... I guess I'm a certified Minnesotan now ❄️
Seriously, my cold tolerance has shot through the roof since moving here lol
Seriously, my cold tolerance has shot through the roof since moving here lol
Once again gonna try to clamp down on the negative posts — its not good for me or anyone else. Basically, my new rule is: if putting it out in the open isn't constructive or helpful to me or others, then there's no point in doing so
December 17, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Once again gonna try to clamp down on the negative posts — its not good for me or anyone else. Basically, my new rule is: if putting it out in the open isn't constructive or helpful to me or others, then there's no point in doing so
I was playing a public piano at a Costco today and someone complimented my playing 🥹 thank you, sorry I'm so awkward with complements but that absolutely made my day 👉👈
December 17, 2025 at 8:03 PM
I was playing a public piano at a Costco today and someone complimented my playing 🥹 thank you, sorry I'm so awkward with complements but that absolutely made my day 👉👈
Had my first caffeine pill today, never again. I'm so jittery and uncomfortable no matter what I'm doing. It's like around 10% of that horrible episode of Akathesia I got after being given Droperidol in the hospital.
December 17, 2025 at 11:20 AM
Had my first caffeine pill today, never again. I'm so jittery and uncomfortable no matter what I'm doing. It's like around 10% of that horrible episode of Akathesia I got after being given Droperidol in the hospital.
Just scrolled up through my old community discord server, and I can't stop crying. I really miss how active we used to be and how much we used to talk to people back then. How amazing our community was.
It's only been 3 years, but I feel 10 years older than back then. I'm so worn down...
It's only been 3 years, but I feel 10 years older than back then. I'm so worn down...
December 16, 2025 at 9:26 PM
Just scrolled up through my old community discord server, and I can't stop crying. I really miss how active we used to be and how much we used to talk to people back then. How amazing our community was.
It's only been 3 years, but I feel 10 years older than back then. I'm so worn down...
It's only been 3 years, but I feel 10 years older than back then. I'm so worn down...
Damn near passed out on stream today. Gotta remember to eat protein & stuff
December 16, 2025 at 7:25 PM
Damn near passed out on stream today. Gotta remember to eat protein & stuff
I forgot that noise suppression on OBS takes out some of my higher range — that's why I sound inaudible half the time on stream. I'm in a position again to stream with no noise suppression, so I'm gonna do that going forward!
December 13, 2025 at 7:33 PM
I forgot that noise suppression on OBS takes out some of my higher range — that's why I sound inaudible half the time on stream. I'm in a position again to stream with no noise suppression, so I'm gonna do that going forward!
I've said this a billion times, but I'm so sorry I haven't been around for so long and so inconsistently. I miss hanging out with y'all, and hopefully I can get myself to a point where I can be more active. I'm going to set days where I force myself to socialize, and hopefully that will help 💖
December 13, 2025 at 2:49 AM
I've said this a billion times, but I'm so sorry I haven't been around for so long and so inconsistently. I miss hanging out with y'all, and hopefully I can get myself to a point where I can be more active. I'm going to set days where I force myself to socialize, and hopefully that will help 💖
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December 12, 2025 at 5:41 PM
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Did the stream and it went pretty well 💚 That said, I kinda had a bit of a breakdown and ended up oversharing a bit, so I unlisted it for now. My memory of those moments is foggy, but I might re-list it after watching through it.
December 11, 2025 at 6:53 PM
Did the stream and it went pretty well 💚 That said, I kinda had a bit of a breakdown and ended up oversharing a bit, so I unlisted it for now. My memory of those moments is foggy, but I might re-list it after watching through it.
Fuck it; I'm feeling really depressed and hopeless rn, and usually streaming helps with that, so I'm gonna do a random stream in an hour or so. Don't know what I'm gonna do, but probably just hang out and draw or something
December 11, 2025 at 2:58 PM
Fuck it; I'm feeling really depressed and hopeless rn, and usually streaming helps with that, so I'm gonna do a random stream in an hour or so. Don't know what I'm gonna do, but probably just hang out and draw or something
I wish I could work a job so badly. If it was work from home, I could probably manage 20+ hours per week. It's just that I'm not good enough at any of my skills to use them professionally. That's one of the reasons I'm really pushing at learning instead of creating right now
December 10, 2025 at 8:17 PM
I wish I could work a job so badly. If it was work from home, I could probably manage 20+ hours per week. It's just that I'm not good enough at any of my skills to use them professionally. That's one of the reasons I'm really pushing at learning instead of creating right now
Got clocked as trans by a cis ally when I was out shopping. They were nice and supportive, which was welcome in this political climate. That being said, suddenly having that pointed out in public kinda made me uncomfy — especially since passing is a matter of safety. Now my dysphoria is flaring up
December 10, 2025 at 7:20 AM
Got clocked as trans by a cis ally when I was out shopping. They were nice and supportive, which was welcome in this political climate. That being said, suddenly having that pointed out in public kinda made me uncomfy — especially since passing is a matter of safety. Now my dysphoria is flaring up
Just spent like 2 hours trying to get my car parked. Finally succeeded, though it got damaged in the process. Minnesota winters are no joke ❄️
December 10, 2025 at 3:49 AM
Just spent like 2 hours trying to get my car parked. Finally succeeded, though it got damaged in the process. Minnesota winters are no joke ❄️
Might start a commission drive for a snowblower... It's very hard for us to keep up with shoveling, and this is looking to be a certified Minnesota Winter™
December 10, 2025 at 1:32 AM
Might start a commission drive for a snowblower... It's very hard for us to keep up with shoveling, and this is looking to be a certified Minnesota Winter™