Tired Aru 🏳️⚧️🦋 Fairy VTuber
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She/Her 🏳️⚧️ Asexual/Poly 💜 Twitch Affiliate 🌸 Fairy #ENVTuber 🌸 Disabled 🌸 Artist/Writer/Composer/GM 🌸 Lv. 27 🌸 Taken² 💖
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New art coming in the morning, when people are actually awake!
Also, got another piece of art coming down the pipeline which was drawn in a flow state after seeing the Aurora! I'm really falling in love with drawing again 💚
Also, got another piece of art coming down the pipeline which was drawn in a flow state after seeing the Aurora! I'm really falling in love with drawing again 💚
November 12, 2025 at 10:00 AM
New art coming in the morning, when people are actually awake!
Also, got another piece of art coming down the pipeline which was drawn in a flow state after seeing the Aurora! I'm really falling in love with drawing again 💚
Also, got another piece of art coming down the pipeline which was drawn in a flow state after seeing the Aurora! I'm really falling in love with drawing again 💚
If I ever get the resources for it, I would love to do an Aurora viewing stream sometime 💖 that way, people who aren't far north enough can see it live and hang out
November 12, 2025 at 6:55 AM
If I ever get the resources for it, I would love to do an Aurora viewing stream sometime 💖 that way, people who aren't far north enough can see it live and hang out
I fucking love Minnesota 💖 I also have a timelapse I'll post after editing out things that might identify my location
I have been waiting for this for MONTHS 😭 IM SO FUCKING HAPPY
#Aurora
I have been waiting for this for MONTHS 😭 IM SO FUCKING HAPPY
#Aurora
November 12, 2025 at 3:41 AM
I fucking love Minnesota 💖 I also have a timelapse I'll post after editing out things that might identify my location
I have been waiting for this for MONTHS 😭 IM SO FUCKING HAPPY
#Aurora
I have been waiting for this for MONTHS 😭 IM SO FUCKING HAPPY
#Aurora
Love when a medication gives you a horrifying side effect and doesn't even fix the thing it was supposed to fix
November 10, 2025 at 6:14 AM
Love when a medication gives you a horrifying side effect and doesn't even fix the thing it was supposed to fix
It's important to temper myself in this moment of optimism and hope. Things can and will go wrong, and everything is far from perfect. Even the good things that happened can disappear at any second. But they still happened, and that alone is something to celebrate
November 5, 2025 at 7:09 PM
It's important to temper myself in this moment of optimism and hope. Things can and will go wrong, and everything is far from perfect. Even the good things that happened can disappear at any second. But they still happened, and that alone is something to celebrate
Things can get better —
— and they did 💖
— and they did 💖
November 5, 2025 at 5:22 PM
Things can get better —
— and they did 💖
— and they did 💖
It begins... Here is my homestuck reaction thread...
November 5, 2025 at 7:05 AM
It begins... Here is my homestuck reaction thread...
I've been using an art glove - it's amazing! It has the bonus effect of keeping my pinky warm. Honestly, I almost want to start wearing art gloves outside 😭 I'll either start a new fashion trend or get laughed at (or, the secret third option - nothing)
November 3, 2025 at 3:32 PM
I've been using an art glove - it's amazing! It has the bonus effect of keeping my pinky warm. Honestly, I almost want to start wearing art gloves outside 😭 I'll either start a new fashion trend or get laughed at (or, the secret third option - nothing)
Issue solved - love it when your isp does maintenance and doesn't tell you about it 😣
After looking into it more, I think our router might be cooked? My phone also has shit upload speed :(
November 3, 2025 at 3:00 PM
Issue solved - love it when your isp does maintenance and doesn't tell you about it 😣
After looking into it more, I think our router might be cooked? My phone also has shit upload speed :(
November 2, 2025 at 4:31 PM
After looking into it more, I think our router might be cooked? My phone also has shit upload speed :(
Finally worked up the courage to stream and then my internet died :(
November 2, 2025 at 7:39 AM
Finally worked up the courage to stream and then my internet died :(
I took a break from big projects and just did a sketch of #Frieren taking an (unintentional) nap 💖 This marks the first time I've drawn something purely for fun, and it was nice 😊 Expect more of these low-effort sketches in the future~
Also, I do like this one enough that I might actually render it
Also, I do like this one enough that I might actually render it
November 2, 2025 at 3:20 AM
I took a break from big projects and just did a sketch of #Frieren taking an (unintentional) nap 💖 This marks the first time I've drawn something purely for fun, and it was nice 😊 Expect more of these low-effort sketches in the future~
Also, I do like this one enough that I might actually render it
Also, I do like this one enough that I might actually render it
Why am I so depressed? I think it's because I'm so jaded by life at this point - I see anything good as something fleeting, even when that's not necessarily the case. In trying to protect myself from collapse, I've been living in an alternate reality where all the bad things I fear already happened
November 1, 2025 at 3:45 PM
Why am I so depressed? I think it's because I'm so jaded by life at this point - I see anything good as something fleeting, even when that's not necessarily the case. In trying to protect myself from collapse, I've been living in an alternate reality where all the bad things I fear already happened
Had a pretty good Halloween - handed out candy to like 30 trick-or-treaters! It was our first time doing this while living on our own after years of being too depressed and/or in crisis mode. We barely had the energy, but we finally actually celebrated Halloween 💖💀🎺
That said, I'm so tired
That said, I'm so tired
November 1, 2025 at 6:09 AM
Had a pretty good Halloween - handed out candy to like 30 trick-or-treaters! It was our first time doing this while living on our own after years of being too depressed and/or in crisis mode. We barely had the energy, but we finally actually celebrated Halloween 💖💀🎺
That said, I'm so tired
That said, I'm so tired
Happy spooky day everyone 💖💀🎺
Not feeling it, but I'm going to do stuff anyway because that usually works out better than doing nothing
Not feeling it, but I'm going to do stuff anyway because that usually works out better than doing nothing
October 31, 2025 at 5:49 PM
Happy spooky day everyone 💖💀🎺
Not feeling it, but I'm going to do stuff anyway because that usually works out better than doing nothing
Not feeling it, but I'm going to do stuff anyway because that usually works out better than doing nothing
I got to experience being my canonical height (5 inches) in VRChat... After years of lamenting my irl height, it was pretty amazing 😭
I love being tiny
I love being tiny
October 31, 2025 at 5:32 AM
I got to experience being my canonical height (5 inches) in VRChat... After years of lamenting my irl height, it was pretty amazing 😭
I love being tiny
I love being tiny
Check out Lorian's album! I listened to it a month or so ago in a preview stream — it was an incredibly emotional journey that inspired me to start making music again.
October 30, 2025 at 2:40 AM
Check out Lorian's album! I listened to it a month or so ago in a preview stream — it was an incredibly emotional journey that inspired me to start making music again.
Just watched The Amazing Digital Circus a few days ago — it was WAY better than I expected! It was very heavy, and I definitely need to give it a re-watch at some point. Also, here's a little doodle of Pomni! I want to do more art, but I'm really struggling with motivation rn :c
October 29, 2025 at 8:48 AM
Just watched The Amazing Digital Circus a few days ago — it was WAY better than I expected! It was very heavy, and I definitely need to give it a re-watch at some point. Also, here's a little doodle of Pomni! I want to do more art, but I'm really struggling with motivation rn :c
I know it's possible, but I just cannot see our situation improving. The (federal) government is abandoning us, costs are rising, and we have no way to increase our income.
Donations wouldn't help, nor are we in immediate danger. It's a sustainability problem.
I guess a remote job would do it...?
Donations wouldn't help, nor are we in immediate danger. It's a sustainability problem.
I guess a remote job would do it...?
October 28, 2025 at 3:37 AM
I know it's possible, but I just cannot see our situation improving. The (federal) government is abandoning us, costs are rising, and we have no way to increase our income.
Donations wouldn't help, nor are we in immediate danger. It's a sustainability problem.
I guess a remote job would do it...?
Donations wouldn't help, nor are we in immediate danger. It's a sustainability problem.
I guess a remote job would do it...?
Finally home - it was nice seeing family, but god I missed my (found) family in Minnesota so much 😭
October 26, 2025 at 7:04 AM
Finally home - it was nice seeing family, but god I missed my (found) family in Minnesota so much 😭
Just got inspired to write a full instrumental symphony about dreams and expectations, reality, and acceptance. It's an overall optimistic message.
I have no idea if I will actually write it, but I kind of planned it out on vacation. We'll see if that inspiration sticks when I return to my setup
I have no idea if I will actually write it, but I kind of planned it out on vacation. We'll see if that inspiration sticks when I return to my setup
October 25, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Just got inspired to write a full instrumental symphony about dreams and expectations, reality, and acceptance. It's an overall optimistic message.
I have no idea if I will actually write it, but I kind of planned it out on vacation. We'll see if that inspiration sticks when I return to my setup
I have no idea if I will actually write it, but I kind of planned it out on vacation. We'll see if that inspiration sticks when I return to my setup
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October 24, 2025 at 2:47 PM
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I locked myself out of the house to get this picture. Was it worth it?
Would it be weird if I said yes?
Would it be weird if I said yes?
October 21, 2025 at 8:01 AM
I locked myself out of the house to get this picture. Was it worth it?
Would it be weird if I said yes?
Would it be weird if I said yes?
Nothing like seeing other people my age in my family to realize how wasted my life is. I'm almost 30 and have done almost nothing with my life. I'm already disabled and cannot work, and waited far too long to learn skills effectively. It feels like it can only get worse from here
Gotta keep trying
Gotta keep trying
October 20, 2025 at 5:57 AM
Nothing like seeing other people my age in my family to realize how wasted my life is. I'm almost 30 and have done almost nothing with my life. I'm already disabled and cannot work, and waited far too long to learn skills effectively. It feels like it can only get worse from here
Gotta keep trying
Gotta keep trying