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AriaVaria
@ariavaria.bsky.social
29 | She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️ | -stained scarlet- | 🧡🤍🩷 | Wannabe musician | Vampire lover | CS major | Socialist | Goth | Pagan witch | ENFP-T | MDNI | "May our hearts be our guiding key" |
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Chat we out here feeling anxious on a Friday morning
November 14, 2025 at 11:07 AM
Eh, fuck it
October 19, 2025 at 6:56 AM
Sometimes I wonder what the 65 people whove blocked me are up to
October 18, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Well gang, I have finally made it through the *required* reading for my computer architecture course. Holy fuck. It’s been honestly an incredibly interesting class, and I seriously wish I had more time to actually read the full textbook, but I only have til the end of the month to pass the class 😭
October 14, 2025 at 9:36 AM
Sometimes, I’ll go for a walk, put on my noise cancelling earbuds, unfocus my eyes, and just lose touch with all external stimuli. Just disassociate, loose myself in my thoughts, and let my feet take me where I’m supposed to go. Makes the walk to McDonald’s feel surprisingly shorter
October 10, 2025 at 11:01 PM
Drunk I may be a little chat
October 8, 2025 at 4:10 AM
When I get choice paralysis from not knowing what tf I want to listen to, I like that I can just sneakily listen along to bestie’s Spotify cause she always picks bangers 😌
October 7, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I know I’ll keep on holding you in arms so tight, they’ll never let you go
October 7, 2025 at 7:47 AM
Smear this man across the walls like strawberries and cream, it’s the only way to be
October 7, 2025 at 6:11 AM
Fill me with the hope to wish impossible things
October 7, 2025 at 4:50 AM
October 5, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Pull up dude
October 5, 2025 at 7:43 PM
Take that, nerd 😏
October 5, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Despite the temptation, I did not do the stupid thing, @outsidetherain.bsky.social be proud of me 😌
October 5, 2025 at 6:58 PM
October 5, 2025 at 4:10 AM
The temptation to do something really stupid
October 5, 2025 at 3:57 AM
I've become ever increasingly disillusioned with relationships (romantic, friends, family). I'm not one to "test" people, but it's incredibly telling when you decide one day to stop being the one to reach out, stop being the one to put in all of the effort into the relationship, and it's just...
September 30, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Why is TikTok just recommending me kissing tutorial videos now? Wtf 😭
September 25, 2025 at 11:03 PM
Now that I think about it, I should probably eat today
September 25, 2025 at 2:24 AM
Update: after some very cathartic and loud singing, my vocal chords are now dying and I’m gonna lay here on the floor and cry for a while
Have I been to sleep? Nope. Is it 9am? Yes. Do I have the house I’m sitting at to myself and realized the tv here can connect to Spotify and so Ive got Stevie Nicks/FM/The Cure playing through the sound system and I’m singing and dancing around the living room? Also yes. Free will is wild guys
September 22, 2025 at 2:29 PM
Have I been to sleep? Nope. Is it 9am? Yes. Do I have the house I’m sitting at to myself and realized the tv here can connect to Spotify and so Ive got Stevie Nicks/FM/The Cure playing through the sound system and I’m singing and dancing around the living room? Also yes. Free will is wild guys
September 22, 2025 at 1:50 PM
It’s been too long since I got to go to the gym, and I dunno when I’ll be able to get back in, so I’m filling a backpack with heavy shit and imma just lift that. Will it rip and fuck me up? Maybe. Will it help me with my depression that’s been exacerbated by inactivity? Let’s goddamn see
September 19, 2025 at 1:40 AM
I’ve been up for like an hour (it’s like 4:43 here), that’s long enough to go back to sleep right?
September 16, 2025 at 9:43 PM
Mentally and emotionally stable? Nah.
Financially secure? In this economy?
Romantically involved? Not that lucky.

But I smell like blood, licorice, and roses; my lipstick tastes like vanilla; and I’m listening to The Cure. That’s all I really need right now 😌

(Pictured: Me writing this/coping)
September 16, 2025 at 3:35 AM