Nico Gray
@arabluenico.bsky.social
Writer. Director. I do YouTube/Twitch... sometimes. Be good to one another. They/Them He/Him. Mudkip enthusiast. DK and Mr. G&W main. RIP Choco Taco 🏴☠️🏳️🌈
sun chips are so good, there's not a single bad flavor
May 21, 2025 at 4:17 PM
sun chips are so good, there's not a single bad flavor
i took an entire 4 years to myself, worked on myself hard, finally got myself to a place where i could finally start reaching out and make friends and even have a healthy relationship. it's been a year since i made that decision and i have nothing to show for it. i think i need to go back
May 3, 2025 at 11:22 PM
i took an entire 4 years to myself, worked on myself hard, finally got myself to a place where i could finally start reaching out and make friends and even have a healthy relationship. it's been a year since i made that decision and i have nothing to show for it. i think i need to go back
my cat has made my day
May 3, 2025 at 1:58 AM
my cat has made my day
i have worked too hard to allow myself to get depressed again, i'm not doing it, i am tired of hurting those around me, i don't intend to do it but it feels like there are invisible thorns around me. it makes me want to give up and avoid people so i don't hurt them, but that hurts me... what do i do
May 1, 2025 at 3:57 PM
i have worked too hard to allow myself to get depressed again, i'm not doing it, i am tired of hurting those around me, i don't intend to do it but it feels like there are invisible thorns around me. it makes me want to give up and avoid people so i don't hurt them, but that hurts me... what do i do
be safe friend, don't you dare go hollow
May 1, 2025 at 2:26 AM
be safe friend, don't you dare go hollow
dog died at work today and i'm really going through it emotionally, my boss also yelled at me as if it was my fault when he didn't nor the assistant manager listened to me in the first place, like fuck man... people are just so heartless
April 28, 2025 at 9:58 PM
dog died at work today and i'm really going through it emotionally, my boss also yelled at me as if it was my fault when he didn't nor the assistant manager listened to me in the first place, like fuck man... people are just so heartless
i really do think i've forgotten what reciprocated love looks and feels like, never feels like anyone ever matches me, or i'm constantly misunderstood
April 25, 2025 at 10:55 AM
i really do think i've forgotten what reciprocated love looks and feels like, never feels like anyone ever matches me, or i'm constantly misunderstood
i genuinely want to know what unconditional love feels like, i really do not think that i have ever experienced it before. i hope those around me see that i show them nothing but that as best as i can too...
April 15, 2025 at 4:40 PM
i genuinely want to know what unconditional love feels like, i really do not think that i have ever experienced it before. i hope those around me see that i show them nothing but that as best as i can too...
ngl i kinda don't like my kindness being seen as sweet
March 26, 2025 at 1:37 AM
ngl i kinda don't like my kindness being seen as sweet
i don't know what happened but my hair looks soooo good, especially over the last two days. i love it
March 6, 2025 at 1:14 AM
i don't know what happened but my hair looks soooo good, especially over the last two days. i love it
i'm still here. i think i get that "despite everything it's still you" quote a bit more now
March 3, 2025 at 3:02 AM
i'm still here. i think i get that "despite everything it's still you" quote a bit more now
i am a beautiful flower and i love to watch me grow
March 3, 2025 at 12:38 AM
i am a beautiful flower and i love to watch me grow
my birthday was pretty cool, got to see the hog
February 28, 2025 at 12:34 AM
my birthday was pretty cool, got to see the hog
a friend of mine a long time ago once told me that i'd be the last person standing. it's made me feel cursed ever since. seems like it's the case most of the time and recently it was proven true yet again. i want to do anything to no longer be cursed. i can't be the last one standing forever
February 27, 2025 at 12:27 AM
a friend of mine a long time ago once told me that i'd be the last person standing. it's made me feel cursed ever since. seems like it's the case most of the time and recently it was proven true yet again. i want to do anything to no longer be cursed. i can't be the last one standing forever
my cat just surprised me by actually playing with a toy for once, he usually just stares but no he really got into it
February 23, 2025 at 2:38 AM
my cat just surprised me by actually playing with a toy for once, he usually just stares but no he really got into it
it snowed like just last week for like a day and next week it'll be back up to high 70s, farewell winter
February 1, 2025 at 1:14 AM
it snowed like just last week for like a day and next week it'll be back up to high 70s, farewell winter
i beat Metaphor this morning i no longer want to die
January 30, 2025 at 4:36 PM
i beat Metaphor this morning i no longer want to die
man infinity nikki really has allowed me to express my feminine side, fuck i wish could dress that pretty
January 27, 2025 at 11:19 PM
man infinity nikki really has allowed me to express my feminine side, fuck i wish could dress that pretty
it's snowing for the first time in a decade and i got a trans right donut
January 10, 2025 at 1:36 PM
it's snowing for the first time in a decade and i got a trans right donut
my form of self harm is watching Bojack Horseman again
December 19, 2024 at 11:40 PM
my form of self harm is watching Bojack Horseman again
i wish my friends understood that i love being asked to hang out, yet it's always me who ask
December 1, 2024 at 6:40 PM
i wish my friends understood that i love being asked to hang out, yet it's always me who ask
for this holiday season i shall be listening to the voices of the void weeeeeeeeeeeeeee hooray hooray
November 27, 2024 at 10:51 PM
for this holiday season i shall be listening to the voices of the void weeeeeeeeeeeeeee hooray hooray
being a romantic myself it's scary to get hopes up but i think it might genuinely pay off this time
November 24, 2024 at 4:10 PM
being a romantic myself it's scary to get hopes up but i think it might genuinely pay off this time
woke up and finished coloring it 😁 the leaves and the hood are different colors but only slightly and i added berries to the leaves which are blue and so they blend in. hopefully recreating this digitally i can really get the colors to mesh better but still really proud 😁
November 21, 2024 at 1:55 PM
woke up and finished coloring it 😁 the leaves and the hood are different colors but only slightly and i added berries to the leaves which are blue and so they blend in. hopefully recreating this digitally i can really get the colors to mesh better but still really proud 😁