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@aptendee.bsky.social
am i still here?
am i still me?
( 🎨; sgtxavi )
am i still me?
( 🎨; sgtxavi )
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@aptendee.bsky.social
· Sep 9
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- ban, fandomless oc (mostly)
- she / they
- 22
- fairy…ish creature. 2 feet tall
- living embodiment of anxiety disorder. overly apologetic nervous wreck
- CWs for depictions of panic attacks, mental breakdowns, potential self harm mentions
- ban, fandomless oc (mostly)
- she / they
- 22
- fairy…ish creature. 2 feet tall
- living embodiment of anxiety disorder. overly apologetic nervous wreck
- CWs for depictions of panic attacks, mental breakdowns, potential self harm mentions
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that seems about right
November 14, 2025 at 8:09 AM
that seems about right
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Everything's controlled by her! The times I'm allowed to wake up, the places I'm allowed to go, the people I'm allowed to hang out with, the things I'm allowed to do—
This was my way out!! You were the only one who—who LISTENED to me!!! Who told me the truth!! You *promised* you'd help me!!!!
This was my way out!! You were the only one who—who LISTENED to me!!! Who told me the truth!! You *promised* you'd help me!!!!
November 14, 2025 at 5:25 AM
Everything's controlled by her! The times I'm allowed to wake up, the places I'm allowed to go, the people I'm allowed to hang out with, the things I'm allowed to do—
This was my way out!! You were the only one who—who LISTENED to me!!! Who told me the truth!! You *promised* you'd help me!!!!
This was my way out!! You were the only one who—who LISTENED to me!!! Who told me the truth!! You *promised* you'd help me!!!!
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OOC : // I wanted to give her a cute alt outfit Idk
November 10, 2025 at 4:56 PM
OOC : // I wanted to give her a cute alt outfit Idk
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I'm in love with you. Is that wrong?
November 10, 2025 at 3:06 PM
I'm in love with you. Is that wrong?
[ ears perking up at the sound of specter’s voice ]
November 10, 2025 at 4:15 AM
[ ears perking up at the sound of specter’s voice ]
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I know who they are, I know their names. Each and every one of them. Don't you?
November 4, 2025 at 5:37 AM
I know who they are, I know their names. Each and every one of them. Don't you?
] i like how cass and battat make ban melt in two very, very different ways
November 4, 2025 at 5:35 AM
] i like how cass and battat make ban melt in two very, very different ways
] i would post that bandwagon but it’s literally so easy
November 4, 2025 at 4:21 AM
] i would post that bandwagon but it’s literally so easy
I don’t like this fanart.
November 3, 2025 at 11:11 PM
I don’t like this fanart.
( .. oh battie is a freak freak )
November 3, 2025 at 8:50 PM
( .. oh battie is a freak freak )
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Am I pretty? Do I deserve to be?
Would you tell me if I was worthy?
Would you tell me if I was worthy?
November 2, 2025 at 10:09 PM
Am I pretty? Do I deserve to be?
Would you tell me if I was worthy?
Would you tell me if I was worthy?
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I am lost, so I am cruel. But, I'd be love and sweetness... If I had you.
November 1, 2025 at 8:13 AM
I am lost, so I am cruel. But, I'd be love and sweetness... If I had you.
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Every time I see you falling, I get down on my knees and pray. I'm waiting for that final moment you say the words that I can't say.
November 1, 2025 at 6:59 AM
Every time I see you falling, I get down on my knees and pray. I'm waiting for that final moment you say the words that I can't say.
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Are you still there? Are you still you?
November 1, 2025 at 1:41 AM
Are you still there? Are you still you?
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with all my heart, i miss you right now.
November 1, 2025 at 1:42 AM
with all my heart, i miss you right now.
( .. is it rude to ask spectre if she likes halloween. )
October 31, 2025 at 3:20 PM
( .. is it rude to ask spectre if she likes halloween. )
.. i don’t. have a costume.
October 31, 2025 at 6:25 AM
.. i don’t. have a costume.
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She is gone. And you are truly alone.
But there are worse things to be than alone.
But there are worse things to be than alone.
October 29, 2025 at 8:21 AM
She is gone. And you are truly alone.
But there are worse things to be than alone.
But there are worse things to be than alone.
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There's nothing wrong.
There's NOTHING WRONG.
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG.
There's NOTHING WRONG.
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG.
October 29, 2025 at 8:36 AM
There's nothing wrong.
There's NOTHING WRONG.
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG.
There's NOTHING WRONG.
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG.
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Me: Pluey do you think there's hope for me
Pluey: 🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎶 𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 . . . 🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎵🎶😸😸😸
Pluey: 🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎶 𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 . . . 🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎵🎶😸😸😸
October 29, 2025 at 3:19 AM
Me: Pluey do you think there's hope for me
Pluey: 🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎶 𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 . . . 🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎵🎶😸😸😸
Pluey: 🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎶 𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 . . . 🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎷🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎵🎶😸😸😸
] this song is good i wish 50% of it wasn’t just taken from charlie’s inferno
I'm undefeatable, I'm thriving!
'Cause I know a thing or two when it comes to being KILLED.
'Cause I know a thing or two when it comes to being KILLED.
October 26, 2025 at 8:07 PM
] this song is good i wish 50% of it wasn’t just taken from charlie’s inferno
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Not only will this kill you, it will hurt the whole time you are dying.
October 26, 2025 at 12:58 AM
Not only will this kill you, it will hurt the whole time you are dying.
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YOU CAN ARM ME TO THE TEETH, YOU CAN’T MAKE ME GO TO WAR
October 26, 2025 at 12:53 AM
YOU CAN ARM ME TO THE TEETH, YOU CAN’T MAKE ME GO TO WAR