happy satya
@appisatya.bsky.social
documenting my mental health journey // depression • anxiety • adhd • suicidal ❌ self harm behavior ❌ porn/phone addiction • insomnia • gender/sexuality issues // 27 • unemployed ❌ weeb • i like stories, art, music & games • vegetarian • fake dev
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happy satya
@appisatya.bsky.social
· Jan 16
I'll write about things that make me happy & things that make me sad
chat, how to interact with kids? I'm at my cousin's & I've never been more awkward than rn with my niece & nephew.
April 26, 2025 at 9:02 AM
chat, how to interact with kids? I'm at my cousin's & I've never been more awkward than rn with my niece & nephew.
i had a nightmare straight out if a horror movie yesterday, & ngl the premise was interesting. i didn't want to wake up.
April 26, 2025 at 2:15 AM
i had a nightmare straight out if a horror movie yesterday, & ngl the premise was interesting. i didn't want to wake up.
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Under observation.
April 25, 2025 at 2:22 AM
Under observation.
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Experimenting a bit more with coloring, have the finished Talim piece #soulcalibur
March 28, 2025 at 6:46 PM
Experimenting a bit more with coloring, have the finished Talim piece #soulcalibur
just ate, and im stuffed, but i want some chocolate
March 28, 2025 at 7:28 PM
just ate, and im stuffed, but i want some chocolate
ima try learning aws & deploy a website tomorrow or tonight.
March 23, 2025 at 8:19 AM
ima try learning aws & deploy a website tomorrow or tonight.
UPDATE!
Not suicidal anymore. Not that much self harm anymore.
Also got a job. It's a very shitty job, but its better than nothing! Also I won't have a job gap anymore. And some experience is better than no experience ig.
Not suicidal anymore. Not that much self harm anymore.
Also got a job. It's a very shitty job, but its better than nothing! Also I won't have a job gap anymore. And some experience is better than no experience ig.
March 23, 2025 at 7:58 AM
UPDATE!
Not suicidal anymore. Not that much self harm anymore.
Also got a job. It's a very shitty job, but its better than nothing! Also I won't have a job gap anymore. And some experience is better than no experience ig.
Not suicidal anymore. Not that much self harm anymore.
Also got a job. It's a very shitty job, but its better than nothing! Also I won't have a job gap anymore. And some experience is better than no experience ig.
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Aaaaa~
I've studied
I'VE STUDIED!
how to properly
LO-O-OVE!
question me
QUESTION ME!
I can answer all about
LO-O-OVE!
I know the algebraic expression of
LO-O-OVE!
though you are free
I'm trapped
trapped in
LO-O-OVE!
I've studied
I'VE STUDIED!
how to properly
LO-O-OVE!
question me
QUESTION ME!
I can answer all about
LO-O-OVE!
I know the algebraic expression of
LO-O-OVE!
though you are free
I'm trapped
trapped in
LO-O-OVE!
February 9, 2025 at 7:43 PM
Aaaaa~
I've studied
I'VE STUDIED!
how to properly
LO-O-OVE!
question me
QUESTION ME!
I can answer all about
LO-O-OVE!
I know the algebraic expression of
LO-O-OVE!
though you are free
I'm trapped
trapped in
LO-O-OVE!
I've studied
I'VE STUDIED!
how to properly
LO-O-OVE!
question me
QUESTION ME!
I can answer all about
LO-O-OVE!
I know the algebraic expression of
LO-O-OVE!
though you are free
I'm trapped
trapped in
LO-O-OVE!
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doodled a cover for my playlist
🌈
🌈
February 8, 2025 at 2:14 PM
doodled a cover for my playlist
🌈
🌈
my blood work came back.
it telling me to go out & touch grass
it telling me to go out & touch grass
February 8, 2025 at 12:22 PM
my blood work came back.
it telling me to go out & touch grass
it telling me to go out & touch grass
whenever i get a call, i get this sudden ptsd-esk burst of dread, panic & nervousness
February 8, 2025 at 8:30 AM
whenever i get a call, i get this sudden ptsd-esk burst of dread, panic & nervousness
had a dream where i was running away from a flood, through narrow back alleys. closed iron doors again & again which i had to puzzle solve or jump over while death looms behind. until i crossed a giant dry river & reached a playground crying
February 8, 2025 at 7:16 AM
had a dream where i was running away from a flood, through narrow back alleys. closed iron doors again & again which i had to puzzle solve or jump over while death looms behind. until i crossed a giant dry river & reached a playground crying
lately, I've been rather restless at night, & my dreams weird, nonsensical & eerie
February 6, 2025 at 9:01 PM
lately, I've been rather restless at night, & my dreams weird, nonsensical & eerie
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I love this silly vintage matchbook cat
February 6, 2025 at 3:17 AM
I love this silly vintage matchbook cat
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For so many reasons.
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February 5, 2025 at 11:49 PM
For so many reasons.
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im just being lazy & overly dramatic
February 5, 2025 at 7:43 AM
im just being lazy & overly dramatic
*touches something with my pinkie*
my hands are dirty now.
*washes my hands*
wait, did i wash my hands?
*washes my hands*
wait, did i wash them correctly? enough?
*washes my hands*
that should do for now
my hands are dirty now.
*washes my hands*
wait, did i wash my hands?
*washes my hands*
wait, did i wash them correctly? enough?
*washes my hands*
that should do for now
February 5, 2025 at 4:58 AM
*touches something with my pinkie*
my hands are dirty now.
*washes my hands*
wait, did i wash my hands?
*washes my hands*
wait, did i wash them correctly? enough?
*washes my hands*
that should do for now
my hands are dirty now.
*washes my hands*
wait, did i wash my hands?
*washes my hands*
wait, did i wash them correctly? enough?
*washes my hands*
that should do for now
i think i can really understand people who say reading is the only joy in their life
February 4, 2025 at 6:33 PM
i think i can really understand people who say reading is the only joy in their life