jay ☻
@anpanjay.bsky.social
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hmm lemme introduce myself.
i'm jay and i do love making personal art inspired by everyday life, thoughts and feelings ✨
i'm jay and i do love making personal art inspired by everyday life, thoughts and feelings ✨
cmyk bores the life out of me but i need it to print and that fucks me up so bad. i'm too stupid to get this extreme pop of color working that i do in rgb.
a white and black cat is making a funny face while looking at the camera .
Alt: a white and black cat is making a funny face while looking at the camera .
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December 30, 2025 at 5:16 PM
cmyk bores the life out of me but i need it to print and that fucks me up so bad. i'm too stupid to get this extreme pop of color working that i do in rgb.
i need more cool artists to follow on here ✨
December 29, 2025 at 3:36 PM
i need more cool artists to follow on here ✨
hmm lemme introduce myself.
i'm jay and i do love making personal art inspired by everyday life, thoughts and feelings ✨
i'm jay and i do love making personal art inspired by everyday life, thoughts and feelings ✨
December 28, 2025 at 8:19 PM
hmm lemme introduce myself.
i'm jay and i do love making personal art inspired by everyday life, thoughts and feelings ✨
i'm jay and i do love making personal art inspired by everyday life, thoughts and feelings ✨
December 28, 2025 at 7:47 PM
back from deleting all illus i could find on twitter.
felt like ripping my heart out. nice.
felt like ripping my heart out. nice.
a man in a suit and tie is pointing his finger
Alt: a man in a suit and tie about to cry while signaling with his hand "no more" with a swish of his hand above his shoulder.
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December 28, 2025 at 7:34 PM
back from deleting all illus i could find on twitter.
felt like ripping my heart out. nice.
felt like ripping my heart out. nice.
deleting every illustration of mine i can find on my twitter account bc they are gonna do some weird shit over there.
but that hurts me more than just leaving my account be and come here.
all the proof i was about to make it over there, all the love i got, now vanishing into data hell.
but that hurts me more than just leaving my account be and come here.
all the proof i was about to make it over there, all the love i got, now vanishing into data hell.
December 28, 2025 at 6:33 PM
deleting every illustration of mine i can find on my twitter account bc they are gonna do some weird shit over there.
but that hurts me more than just leaving my account be and come here.
all the proof i was about to make it over there, all the love i got, now vanishing into data hell.
but that hurts me more than just leaving my account be and come here.
all the proof i was about to make it over there, all the love i got, now vanishing into data hell.
ANYWAY~ after an exhausting end of the year marathon at work i'm finally on a few days of calm. not visiting my family, just cooking a vegan meal for a friend and spending time with her at the market tomorrow and the rest will be me snuggling with my kitty and doing whatever i feel like ehehe
December 23, 2025 at 6:46 PM
ANYWAY~ after an exhausting end of the year marathon at work i'm finally on a few days of calm. not visiting my family, just cooking a vegan meal for a friend and spending time with her at the market tomorrow and the rest will be me snuggling with my kitty and doing whatever i feel like ehehe
fascinating how i don't really have an online personality anymore since i stopped following kpop content.
ever since twitter was gone for me i clawed at the last glimpse of hope that was blsky to keep in the loop but now? who am i outside of that? what do i have to tell without it relating to bts?
ever since twitter was gone for me i clawed at the last glimpse of hope that was blsky to keep in the loop but now? who am i outside of that? what do i have to tell without it relating to bts?
December 22, 2025 at 8:30 PM
fascinating how i don't really have an online personality anymore since i stopped following kpop content.
ever since twitter was gone for me i clawed at the last glimpse of hope that was blsky to keep in the loop but now? who am i outside of that? what do i have to tell without it relating to bts?
ever since twitter was gone for me i clawed at the last glimpse of hope that was blsky to keep in the loop but now? who am i outside of that? what do i have to tell without it relating to bts?
my #artvsartist2025 early this year.
i'm amazed i even did so many illustrations this year but then most of them were politically motivated.
i'm amazed i even did so many illustrations this year but then most of them were politically motivated.
December 21, 2025 at 1:33 PM
my #artvsartist2025 early this year.
i'm amazed i even did so many illustrations this year but then most of them were politically motivated.
i'm amazed i even did so many illustrations this year but then most of them were politically motivated.
is anyone here interested in my personal art?
i am not going to do any bts art anymore so it will be either this account dies or i start posting my personal stuff here only. 😗
i am not going to do any bts art anymore so it will be either this account dies or i start posting my personal stuff here only. 😗
December 21, 2025 at 1:31 PM
is anyone here interested in my personal art?
i am not going to do any bts art anymore so it will be either this account dies or i start posting my personal stuff here only. 😗
i am not going to do any bts art anymore so it will be either this account dies or i start posting my personal stuff here only. 😗
take me back to the day i was blissfully unaware of my gut feeling (hello delayed emotional processing) & was just being happy for myself.
i look at them now & nothing comes to mind. blank. no feelings whatsoever. & i try my hardest to still think everything through. see it from diff. angles, etc.
i look at them now & nothing comes to mind. blank. no feelings whatsoever. & i try my hardest to still think everything through. see it from diff. angles, etc.
sitting at work, running on 3h of sleep for the past 24h, picked confettig from the street like a trash panda bc i sat close yet not close enough BUT run seokjin was so worth it all. it was such a unique concert experience and seokjin is the cutest patootie who wants to see army nothing but happy 😭
October 8, 2025 at 7:04 PM
take me back to the day i was blissfully unaware of my gut feeling (hello delayed emotional processing) & was just being happy for myself.
i look at them now & nothing comes to mind. blank. no feelings whatsoever. & i try my hardest to still think everything through. see it from diff. angles, etc.
i look at them now & nothing comes to mind. blank. no feelings whatsoever. & i try my hardest to still think everything through. see it from diff. angles, etc.
i feel a certain kind of achievement when i make men who drive fucking teslas uncomfortable.
like yeah babe, be as uncomfortable as you can. i love to see it xoxo
like yeah babe, be as uncomfortable as you can. i love to see it xoxo
September 18, 2025 at 4:18 PM
i feel a certain kind of achievement when i make men who drive fucking teslas uncomfortable.
like yeah babe, be as uncomfortable as you can. i love to see it xoxo
like yeah babe, be as uncomfortable as you can. i love to see it xoxo
what does my bluesky bubble think about the collabs and the tag from bts? i opened up on twitter bc it was once my safe place but i wanna know what's going on here. haven't seen much critical conversations abt it at all.
September 15, 2025 at 3:25 PM
what does my bluesky bubble think about the collabs and the tag from bts? i opened up on twitter bc it was once my safe place but i wanna know what's going on here. haven't seen much critical conversations abt it at all.
where is my desire to draw? where is my will to change the world, even if it's a little? where has the passion hidden itself from me? if anyone's seen my frens, pls give me a call.
a cartoon character is laying in a pool with the words and so passes another sleepless night
Alt: plnkton from the tv show spongebob is laying on a mattress with the words "and so passes another sleepless night"
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August 25, 2025 at 1:29 PM
where is my desire to draw? where is my will to change the world, even if it's a little? where has the passion hidden itself from me? if anyone's seen my frens, pls give me a call.
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MISS YOU WIFE!
August 17, 2025 at 2:45 AM
MISS YOU WIFE!
WOKE UP TO THIS WAITING FOR ME
was abt to make a rlly sob-y text friday abt how i felt a little detached from them over the last year bc of many different reasons and this brought me back to life. i rlly needed my seven back as a whole messy blurry snuggly cute package.
was abt to make a rlly sob-y text friday abt how i felt a little detached from them over the last year bc of many different reasons and this brought me back to life. i rlly needed my seven back as a whole messy blurry snuggly cute package.
August 17, 2025 at 6:01 AM
WOKE UP TO THIS WAITING FOR ME
was abt to make a rlly sob-y text friday abt how i felt a little detached from them over the last year bc of many different reasons and this brought me back to life. i rlly needed my seven back as a whole messy blurry snuggly cute package.
was abt to make a rlly sob-y text friday abt how i felt a little detached from them over the last year bc of many different reasons and this brought me back to life. i rlly needed my seven back as a whole messy blurry snuggly cute package.
today it dawned on me that i did a 24hr trip to amsterdam to see seokjin live and sing mikrokosmos and spring day for the first time i becamw an army. was giggling the whole morning. guess i take days to finally realize anything happening with the tannies 🥺
August 14, 2025 at 1:23 PM
today it dawned on me that i did a 24hr trip to amsterdam to see seokjin live and sing mikrokosmos and spring day for the first time i becamw an army. was giggling the whole morning. guess i take days to finally realize anything happening with the tannies 🥺
pick my remains from the curb, i miss seokjin so much.
a close up of a cat 's face with its mouth open .
Alt: a close up of a cat 's face with sad expression
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August 11, 2025 at 1:59 PM
pick my remains from the curb, i miss seokjin so much.
sitting at work, running on 3h of sleep for the past 24h, picked confettig from the street like a trash panda bc i sat close yet not close enough BUT run seokjin was so worth it all. it was such a unique concert experience and seokjin is the cutest patootie who wants to see army nothing but happy 😭
August 11, 2025 at 1:44 PM
sitting at work, running on 3h of sleep for the past 24h, picked confettig from the street like a trash panda bc i sat close yet not close enough BUT run seokjin was so worth it all. it was such a unique concert experience and seokjin is the cutest patootie who wants to see army nothing but happy 😭
hobipalooza still feels surreal, attending run seokjin tour feels surreal AAAAHHHHHH
August 10, 2025 at 4:39 PM
hobipalooza still feels surreal, attending run seokjin tour feels surreal AAAAHHHHHH
IM ALMOST AT THE VENUE SEOKJIN WAIT FOR ME ILL SEE YOU SOON
August 10, 2025 at 4:38 PM
IM ALMOST AT THE VENUE SEOKJIN WAIT FOR ME ILL SEE YOU SOON
really thought i found a workplace where i could feel comfortable but turns out fatshaming and being ableist is something that's ok there.
rlly don't know what to do with my feelings. today is the first day in a while i've actually done some chores instead of just staring at my walls.
rlly don't know what to do with my feelings. today is the first day in a while i've actually done some chores instead of just staring at my walls.
August 5, 2025 at 8:07 PM
really thought i found a workplace where i could feel comfortable but turns out fatshaming and being ableist is something that's ok there.
rlly don't know what to do with my feelings. today is the first day in a while i've actually done some chores instead of just staring at my walls.
rlly don't know what to do with my feelings. today is the first day in a while i've actually done some chores instead of just staring at my walls.
if there's one thing the run seokjin tour showed us is that he will do everything to entertain army. he's running around stage in every costume imaginable while doing silly games with us and occasionally serenading us with his vocals like it's a piece of cake. can't wait for august!
July 21, 2025 at 9:10 PM
if there's one thing the run seokjin tour showed us is that he will do everything to entertain army. he's running around stage in every costume imaginable while doing silly games with us and occasionally serenading us with his vocals like it's a piece of cake. can't wait for august!
i wonder if there will be a pop up for seokjin's concert in amsterdam or not 👽
July 21, 2025 at 12:16 PM
i wonder if there will be a pop up for seokjin's concert in amsterdam or not 👽