Angelically Demonic
@angelicallydemonic.bsky.social
Can be #NSFW female late 30's
I don't owe you an explanation
Poetry & photography
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I don't owe you an explanation
Poetry & photography
⚠️☠️wish⚠️
Pinned
I had it all
And then I lost it
One diagnosis sentenced me to hell
I clawed my way out
Bloodied and broken
All alone
With the devil's foot on my back
Only to land in purgatory
An empty foreign land that is neither heaven nor hell
I am no angel
Nor am I demon
I just am
And that will have to be enough
And then I lost it
One diagnosis sentenced me to hell
I clawed my way out
Bloodied and broken
All alone
With the devil's foot on my back
Only to land in purgatory
An empty foreign land that is neither heaven nor hell
I am no angel
Nor am I demon
I just am
And that will have to be enough
Vet just called my dog is perfectly fine. No diabetes, kidney or liver damage!
What a weight off my mind.
What a weight off my mind.
October 9, 2025 at 9:38 AM
Vet just called my dog is perfectly fine. No diabetes, kidney or liver damage!
What a weight off my mind.
What a weight off my mind.
4 years ago, I remember writing an erotic story about a mysterious man and the hunters moon.
It's been such a long time since I wrote anything. I can't imagine writing anything close to that now 😅
It's been such a long time since I wrote anything. I can't imagine writing anything close to that now 😅
October 7, 2025 at 10:05 PM
4 years ago, I remember writing an erotic story about a mysterious man and the hunters moon.
It's been such a long time since I wrote anything. I can't imagine writing anything close to that now 😅
It's been such a long time since I wrote anything. I can't imagine writing anything close to that now 😅
Today has been a very good day
October 6, 2025 at 5:29 PM
Today has been a very good day
What are the odds that my first match on a dating website would be to a mental health nurse?
Can't make this up 🤣
Can't make this up 🤣
October 6, 2025 at 8:52 AM
What are the odds that my first match on a dating website would be to a mental health nurse?
Can't make this up 🤣
Can't make this up 🤣
And what a dick he was
October 5, 2025 at 12:35 AM
And what a dick he was
Life is really taunting me right now.
They say one door closes and another opens.
Spent the week waiting for one ex to acknowledge I exist but the second I got the self respect to tell him to fuck off, "the one that got away" 20 years ago messages me.
Cant have him either. 🖕
They say one door closes and another opens.
Spent the week waiting for one ex to acknowledge I exist but the second I got the self respect to tell him to fuck off, "the one that got away" 20 years ago messages me.
Cant have him either. 🖕
October 4, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Life is really taunting me right now.
They say one door closes and another opens.
Spent the week waiting for one ex to acknowledge I exist but the second I got the self respect to tell him to fuck off, "the one that got away" 20 years ago messages me.
Cant have him either. 🖕
They say one door closes and another opens.
Spent the week waiting for one ex to acknowledge I exist but the second I got the self respect to tell him to fuck off, "the one that got away" 20 years ago messages me.
Cant have him either. 🖕
Needed that confirmation right now
October 3, 2025 at 1:17 PM
Needed that confirmation right now
My vision board from tonight's support group.
I've done the family and career crap it didn't end well for me. So Im working on relationships in my future.
Manifesting new friendships and someone who actually loves me because I am worth loving.
I've done the family and career crap it didn't end well for me. So Im working on relationships in my future.
Manifesting new friendships and someone who actually loves me because I am worth loving.
October 2, 2025 at 8:46 PM
My vision board from tonight's support group.
I've done the family and career crap it didn't end well for me. So Im working on relationships in my future.
Manifesting new friendships and someone who actually loves me because I am worth loving.
I've done the family and career crap it didn't end well for me. So Im working on relationships in my future.
Manifesting new friendships and someone who actually loves me because I am worth loving.
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let go of the past
those things
that broke you
that has a controlling grip
accept that they happened
take from each
what they were
good, bad, amazing, sad
reflect, grow
remember it all
take the pieces
that filled you with joy
that created a type of misery
let them be part of you
become a new, you
those things
that broke you
that has a controlling grip
accept that they happened
take from each
what they were
good, bad, amazing, sad
reflect, grow
remember it all
take the pieces
that filled you with joy
that created a type of misery
let them be part of you
become a new, you
October 2, 2025 at 3:44 PM
let go of the past
those things
that broke you
that has a controlling grip
accept that they happened
take from each
what they were
good, bad, amazing, sad
reflect, grow
remember it all
take the pieces
that filled you with joy
that created a type of misery
let them be part of you
become a new, you
those things
that broke you
that has a controlling grip
accept that they happened
take from each
what they were
good, bad, amazing, sad
reflect, grow
remember it all
take the pieces
that filled you with joy
that created a type of misery
let them be part of you
become a new, you
He lied
He cheated
He manipulated
He abandoned me when I needed him most
What did I do?
I held him accountable for his behaviour and had the audacity to expect him to be there for me when I needed him.
But of course, I'm the bad guy because he is crying your shoulder now.
He cheated
He manipulated
He abandoned me when I needed him most
What did I do?
I held him accountable for his behaviour and had the audacity to expect him to be there for me when I needed him.
But of course, I'm the bad guy because he is crying your shoulder now.
October 2, 2025 at 3:13 PM
He lied
He cheated
He manipulated
He abandoned me when I needed him most
What did I do?
I held him accountable for his behaviour and had the audacity to expect him to be there for me when I needed him.
But of course, I'm the bad guy because he is crying your shoulder now.
He cheated
He manipulated
He abandoned me when I needed him most
What did I do?
I held him accountable for his behaviour and had the audacity to expect him to be there for me when I needed him.
But of course, I'm the bad guy because he is crying your shoulder now.
A picture speaks 1000 words but actions not matching words is manipulation.
Silent treatment is manipulation.
Refusing to take accountability is gaslighting.
It is most definitely time for me to move on
Silent treatment is manipulation.
Refusing to take accountability is gaslighting.
It is most definitely time for me to move on
October 2, 2025 at 2:00 PM
A picture speaks 1000 words but actions not matching words is manipulation.
Silent treatment is manipulation.
Refusing to take accountability is gaslighting.
It is most definitely time for me to move on
Silent treatment is manipulation.
Refusing to take accountability is gaslighting.
It is most definitely time for me to move on
If you're trying to pretend that you dont see me, your friend blocking me has dobbed you in it. 🤣🤣🤣
You've obviously told them what a bitch I am if they've blocked me without ever speaking a word to me.
So keeping the tree up to honour our love is just pure manipulation.
You're making this easy
You've obviously told them what a bitch I am if they've blocked me without ever speaking a word to me.
So keeping the tree up to honour our love is just pure manipulation.
You're making this easy
October 2, 2025 at 1:47 PM
If you're trying to pretend that you dont see me, your friend blocking me has dobbed you in it. 🤣🤣🤣
You've obviously told them what a bitch I am if they've blocked me without ever speaking a word to me.
So keeping the tree up to honour our love is just pure manipulation.
You're making this easy
You've obviously told them what a bitch I am if they've blocked me without ever speaking a word to me.
So keeping the tree up to honour our love is just pure manipulation.
You're making this easy
Last day of September.
Early morning - Couldn't sleep&had to put my oodie on it was so cold
Lunchtime - sunbathing in the garden in just a bra and joggers
Late afternoon - freezing cold after home gym session so hoodie and joggers
Evening walk - going to need my body warmer at this rate
Early morning - Couldn't sleep&had to put my oodie on it was so cold
Lunchtime - sunbathing in the garden in just a bra and joggers
Late afternoon - freezing cold after home gym session so hoodie and joggers
Evening walk - going to need my body warmer at this rate
September 30, 2025 at 3:31 PM
Last day of September.
Early morning - Couldn't sleep&had to put my oodie on it was so cold
Lunchtime - sunbathing in the garden in just a bra and joggers
Late afternoon - freezing cold after home gym session so hoodie and joggers
Evening walk - going to need my body warmer at this rate
Early morning - Couldn't sleep&had to put my oodie on it was so cold
Lunchtime - sunbathing in the garden in just a bra and joggers
Late afternoon - freezing cold after home gym session so hoodie and joggers
Evening walk - going to need my body warmer at this rate
🎶You were the one that I wasn't supposed to lose.
I thought I'd have you for a lifetime 🎶
I thought I'd have you for a lifetime 🎶
September 30, 2025 at 2:37 PM
🎶You were the one that I wasn't supposed to lose.
I thought I'd have you for a lifetime 🎶
I thought I'd have you for a lifetime 🎶
After months of social services, ups and downs, and wondering if I would ever be stable enough to be her mum again.
My daughter is finally coming home!
And for this weekend, at least, I have all 3 of my girls under one roof. I'm not letting my dogs diagnosis bring me down. I'm cherishing this.
My daughter is finally coming home!
And for this weekend, at least, I have all 3 of my girls under one roof. I'm not letting my dogs diagnosis bring me down. I'm cherishing this.
September 27, 2025 at 3:29 PM
After months of social services, ups and downs, and wondering if I would ever be stable enough to be her mum again.
My daughter is finally coming home!
And for this weekend, at least, I have all 3 of my girls under one roof. I'm not letting my dogs diagnosis bring me down. I'm cherishing this.
My daughter is finally coming home!
And for this weekend, at least, I have all 3 of my girls under one roof. I'm not letting my dogs diagnosis bring me down. I'm cherishing this.
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I don't need someone to save me. I need someone to let me fall apart and hold all my pieces, till I am ready to put them back together.
May 25, 2025 at 10:51 AM
I don't need someone to save me. I need someone to let me fall apart and hold all my pieces, till I am ready to put them back together.
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The last time I spoke to my ex
I was broken. I begged him to get on a train & to save me.
He got really upset coz he didn't want to get a babysitter & screamed at me "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?" Then he had a panic attack.
I will never forget ME helping HIM breathe WHEN I WANTED TO DIE.
I was broken. I begged him to get on a train & to save me.
He got really upset coz he didn't want to get a babysitter & screamed at me "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?" Then he had a panic attack.
I will never forget ME helping HIM breathe WHEN I WANTED TO DIE.
June 2, 2025 at 10:19 PM
The last time I spoke to my ex
I was broken. I begged him to get on a train & to save me.
He got really upset coz he didn't want to get a babysitter & screamed at me "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?" Then he had a panic attack.
I will never forget ME helping HIM breathe WHEN I WANTED TO DIE.
I was broken. I begged him to get on a train & to save me.
He got really upset coz he didn't want to get a babysitter & screamed at me "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?" Then he had a panic attack.
I will never forget ME helping HIM breathe WHEN I WANTED TO DIE.