@amyrosetherascal.bsky.social
Right Wingers were technically right, I WILL never be a woman in a world like this, gender doesn't matter when the world is collapsing
Im really freaking the fuck out now, im going to be fucking honest, this January is suddenly nosediving in quality
January 7, 2026 at 6:06 AM
Im really freaking the fuck out now, im going to be fucking honest, this January is suddenly nosediving in quality
Im fine, I fell asleep before I could finish my Post from Yesterday, Im okay, they have tried bringing me down alot the past 2 days and I freaked out thinking nothing was really changing and wasnt as motivated, I did alot of self regrouping today as a result
January 5, 2026 at 5:21 AM
Im fine, I fell asleep before I could finish my Post from Yesterday, Im okay, they have tried bringing me down alot the past 2 days and I freaked out thinking nothing was really changing and wasnt as motivated, I did alot of self regrouping today as a result
Im starting to become worried and scared, nothing has changed at all, I fell asleep before typing like December, I should've gone to Oxford Street by now
January 4, 2026 at 6:05 AM
Im starting to become worried and scared, nothing has changed at all, I fell asleep before typing like December, I should've gone to Oxford Street by now
My plans are ruined, January 1st has just ended and im already saying goodbye to London, im not going to Oxford Street, im probably not going to Pride, I wont get to meet like minded people in queer districts and my Luxury Pop Princess era has been almost fully stripped away
January 2, 2026 at 6:12 AM
My plans are ruined, January 1st has just ended and im already saying goodbye to London, im not going to Oxford Street, im probably not going to Pride, I wont get to meet like minded people in queer districts and my Luxury Pop Princess era has been almost fully stripped away
Im really wanting 2026 to change stuff and fast, we must change together, I hope I never have to go through another shockingly tribalist and eventless low point like 2025 ever again, we must not let this happen
January 1, 2026 at 6:12 AM
Im really wanting 2026 to change stuff and fast, we must change together, I hope I never have to go through another shockingly tribalist and eventless low point like 2025 ever again, we must not let this happen
Something is fucking going on here, this shit isnt fucking okay, what the fuck is happening to everything the world worked hard to fucking maintain?
December 31, 2025 at 5:47 AM
Something is fucking going on here, this shit isnt fucking okay, what the fuck is happening to everything the world worked hard to fucking maintain?
Im too fucking tired to deal with this shit, I keep falling asleep and not typing anything down anymore and my posts take longer
December 30, 2025 at 5:25 AM
Im too fucking tired to deal with this shit, I keep falling asleep and not typing anything down anymore and my posts take longer
How do I even start this? I said that id fucking recover and they traumatised me even fucking more, somehow Christmas wasnt fucking doing it for them
December 28, 2025 at 5:15 AM
How do I even start this? I said that id fucking recover and they traumatised me even fucking more, somehow Christmas wasnt fucking doing it for them
What the fuck was this Christmas? I cant believe i fucking fell asleep attempting to talk about it, I fucking passed out fron exhaustion, what an absolute shocking traumatising trainwreck
December 27, 2025 at 4:57 AM
What the fuck was this Christmas? I cant believe i fucking fell asleep attempting to talk about it, I fucking passed out fron exhaustion, what an absolute shocking traumatising trainwreck
THIS CHRISTMAS HAS BEEN THE WORST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE! IM STUNNED AT HOW BAD THIS FUCKING ENDED! I SAID TO NOT GO SO HARD ON ME AND THEY GAVE ME A CHRISTMAS SO FUCKING BAD THAT I GAVE UP AND TRIED FALLING ASLEEP EARLY!
December 26, 2025 at 5:06 AM
THIS CHRISTMAS HAS BEEN THE WORST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE! IM STUNNED AT HOW BAD THIS FUCKING ENDED! I SAID TO NOT GO SO HARD ON ME AND THEY GAVE ME A CHRISTMAS SO FUCKING BAD THAT I GAVE UP AND TRIED FALLING ASLEEP EARLY!
Every fucking day is just fucking lifelessly identical, everything im about to say about today is just yesterday and Oxford Street is almost 10 whole other days away, over an extra week of pretending I give a fuck
December 25, 2025 at 5:04 AM
Every fucking day is just fucking lifelessly identical, everything im about to say about today is just yesterday and Oxford Street is almost 10 whole other days away, over an extra week of pretending I give a fuck
Im fucking sick and sad having to post this every day, I cant ever fully escape what I dont even like anymore, and Oxford Street seems so far away from where I am, I just waste time on Games I dont even enjoy anymore because I know I cant do anything else other than that
December 24, 2025 at 4:30 AM
Im fucking sick and sad having to post this every day, I cant ever fully escape what I dont even like anymore, and Oxford Street seems so far away from where I am, I just waste time on Games I dont even enjoy anymore because I know I cant do anything else other than that
Im fucking shaken and haunted by their dire and dreary words, they have no shame telling me exactly what they want to do with me
December 23, 2025 at 4:20 AM
Im fucking shaken and haunted by their dire and dreary words, they have no shame telling me exactly what they want to do with me
Im fucking nauseous and sick, this is fucking chilling, im singlehandedly experiencing the collapse of my own fucking psyche while no one wants me
December 22, 2025 at 3:57 AM
Im fucking nauseous and sick, this is fucking chilling, im singlehandedly experiencing the collapse of my own fucking psyche while no one wants me
I fell asleep without ever posting a 2nd time, I couldnt fit in what happened the day after Maidstone, I have 3 fucking days that I have to quickly summarise, I cant do this any longer, its piling up, im living in the most unbelievably awful timeline
December 21, 2025 at 4:19 AM
I fell asleep without ever posting a 2nd time, I couldnt fit in what happened the day after Maidstone, I have 3 fucking days that I have to quickly summarise, I cant do this any longer, its piling up, im living in the most unbelievably awful timeline
If youre wondering and just finding out that i started a post and then stopped 2 parts in, its because I passed the fuck out, twice, from having such an awful taxing day to the point that my legs were limping
December 19, 2025 at 4:47 AM
If youre wondering and just finding out that i started a post and then stopped 2 parts in, its because I passed the fuck out, twice, from having such an awful taxing day to the point that my legs were limping
They made me fall asleep, I fucking fell asleep, I finally got to go to Maidstone after over a month of trying, I only fucking got there out of pure luck where my eyes opened at 8am after falling asleep at 6am, I had to physically strain and hurt my eyes just to fucking do anything
December 18, 2025 at 4:10 AM
They made me fall asleep, I fucking fell asleep, I finally got to go to Maidstone after over a month of trying, I only fucking got there out of pure luck where my eyes opened at 8am after falling asleep at 6am, I had to physically strain and hurt my eyes just to fucking do anything
I cant stop falling asleep at 6am, its going to happen again, I always doomscroll rather than posting even when I was fucking early, I still am posting this at 4am, I was fucking doing everything to be early but I couldnt stop playing games and avoiding my worries
December 17, 2025 at 4:29 AM
I cant stop falling asleep at 6am, its going to happen again, I always doomscroll rather than posting even when I was fucking early, I still am posting this at 4am, I was fucking doing everything to be early but I couldnt stop playing games and avoiding my worries
Im not going to fucking ever get there, its fucking over, its not happening again, im posting this at 4am again, I woke up at fucking 12:30 even though I fell asleep earlier yesterday and now this day made me so unmotivated that i repeated my fucking mistakes
December 16, 2025 at 4:26 AM
Im not going to fucking ever get there, its fucking over, its not happening again, im posting this at 4am again, I woke up at fucking 12:30 even though I fell asleep earlier yesterday and now this day made me so unmotivated that i repeated my fucking mistakes
I didnt have much going on this day, and im posting at 3am anyway, I guess its an hour earlier than last time, thats fine but I wanted to post this at 2am to get this out the way and everything stops me, theres always something trying to halt me, i end up late because why should I be on time?
December 15, 2025 at 3:12 AM
I didnt have much going on this day, and im posting at 3am anyway, I guess its an hour earlier than last time, thats fine but I wanted to post this at 2am to get this out the way and everything stops me, theres always something trying to halt me, i end up late because why should I be on time?
Im fucking tired of posting about the Sonic Grift, im fucking tired of their posts on every Social Media, im just going to make this fucking quick and go through what they said today, I dont want to waste my energy on them after not posting until 4am
December 14, 2025 at 4:17 AM
Im fucking tired of posting about the Sonic Grift, im fucking tired of their posts on every Social Media, im just going to make this fucking quick and go through what they said today, I dont want to waste my energy on them after not posting until 4am
What do they even fucking want from me? This whole world is fucking dying and decaying, they make fun of me and trip me over no matter fucking what, they are just there to bully and dont even have reasons to
December 13, 2025 at 3:52 AM
What do they even fucking want from me? This whole world is fucking dying and decaying, they make fun of me and trip me over no matter fucking what, they are just there to bully and dont even have reasons to
Fuck, wow, just wow, what the fuck am I doing with my "life", im going to make this fucking quick, I will skim over shit and wont go into detail, I need fucking sleep after those Game Awards, I pushed through and watched the Game Awards for a medium I dont enjoy anymore just to get angry at it
December 12, 2025 at 4:24 AM
Fuck, wow, just wow, what the fuck am I doing with my "life", im going to make this fucking quick, I will skim over shit and wont go into detail, I need fucking sleep after those Game Awards, I pushed through and watched the Game Awards for a medium I dont enjoy anymore just to get angry at it
Everyone is horrible, anything I do doesnt fucking matter, they want to hate, this world wants to die, this world doesn't even try to hide anymore, theres nowhere to explore
December 11, 2025 at 4:02 AM
Everyone is horrible, anything I do doesnt fucking matter, they want to hate, this world wants to die, this world doesn't even try to hide anymore, theres nowhere to explore
I fucking hate that there's bad news every day of my life, I fucking hate that its always 3 or 4am when im writing this and I especially hate that I usually only get less than an hour of doing stuff before falling asleep at 5 or 6
December 10, 2025 at 4:07 AM
I fucking hate that there's bad news every day of my life, I fucking hate that its always 3 or 4am when im writing this and I especially hate that I usually only get less than an hour of doing stuff before falling asleep at 5 or 6