amyrosetherascal.bsky.social
@amyrosetherascal.bsky.social
Right Wingers were technically right, I WILL never be a woman in a world like this, gender doesn't matter when the world is collapsing
They destroyed everything, Sonic Fans and Ian Flynn fucking destroyed the last thing they could destroy, I am devastated, I feel so defeated and on my own, they straight up fucking live off of hating others
November 12, 2025 at 2:31 AM
They fucking destroyed everything, all I can talk about is my pain, all I can talk about is my sadness, there is nothing else to talk about, ill just be making these repetitive posts forever
November 11, 2025 at 2:18 AM
Yesterday, I had one of the worst and most traumatising days of my life, and it was easily the most that had ever happened in a Single Day, this shit kept me up at night, my post from Yesterday took me 2 hours to type and I was so in pain that I fell asleep at 5am even on top of that
November 10, 2025 at 2:24 AM
OH MY GOD! I dont think I can ever trust anything again, I feel fucking scarred and shaken up, no one is on my fucking side, I was lied to, its too fucking late to get a job, the world is on its way out, im crushed, everywhere is a hellhole and no one wants to do anything
November 9, 2025 at 1:48 AM
Oh my god, they have a chokehold on everything, theres not a single way to get past them, im terrified and alone, im never going to the shops, im never going to be able to get a job, this year is blank cold terror
November 8, 2025 at 1:48 AM
I am terrified, I am slipping and slipping fast, the more of who I am that I lose, the faster my descent is, these past few days have been nothing short of nauseating, I made art again, but today has had so much happen that I completely forgot I even made it
November 7, 2025 at 2:23 AM
Its fucking scary how much im falling apart, what they do to me is fucking diabolical, im not even functioning anymore, they saw i tried going against them and abused me all day, my mom, dad, 2 brothers, sister and cousin all took turns
November 6, 2025 at 2:18 AM
Everything has regressed even further than yesterday, how is this possible? How is every day this year terrible with no exceptions and on the level of the worst days of last year consistently? It isnt just the Worst Year of My Life, its monumental how much of a fuck up this year has been
November 5, 2025 at 2:08 AM
I dont have the strength to do Art again, they have put me down for my accomplishments and emotions and feelings far too many times, I dont want to hurt myself making more of what ill never be satisfied with, im always watched
November 4, 2025 at 1:47 AM
This world is unblockable, the voices are too loud, I am surrounded, no one even has any awareness of the world around them and spread hate every day without even knowing time is still going and the world is getting worse because of their words
November 3, 2025 at 2:17 AM
Im so empty and done, its 2am and only now am I writing this, im never making it out, it gets later and later, my pain and anguish is making me physically ill from being neglected and having no one around me for days
November 2, 2025 at 2:09 AM
Its painful justifying my unjustifiable existence, I exist for no fucking reason, im running out of anything to even say anymore because its just my mind keeping me from a black mental void, and I have nothing to have on my mind anymore
November 1, 2025 at 1:43 AM
This world isn't just getting worse, its dying slowly and painfully, Bluewater wasn't even fun this time, there is nothing anyone can do, the world is that Toy Story 3 scene, everyone is waiting to die and hope that its at least painless
October 31, 2025 at 1:12 AM
Its over, everything is over and finished, there is no way this world can ever come back, I have no hope and no motivation to even go to Bluewater tomorrow, I haven't even gotten to plan
October 30, 2025 at 1:40 AM
This is the second day in a row where it has been nothing but sitting here watching the last remainings of society burn to a crisp, there is nothing to mask how bad the world is with anymore, there is nothing to hide behind
October 29, 2025 at 1:35 AM
I am fucking distraught and exhausted, Sonic Fans dont even care that they are in an endless loop of Internet bandwagoning, the Internet, the entire fucking Internet just needs to be shut down, I dont want to see the ruining of enjoyment anymore
October 28, 2025 at 1:54 AM
Everything is scary, everything fucking scares me, nothing is what it was anymore at all, every day just feels like a sad carbon copy of each other, they terrorised me all morning even though I was being more patient, they never wanted me to act in the way they want, they want me dead
October 27, 2025 at 1:42 AM
I am so fucking angry and deflated, they abused me so much Yesterday that i fucking FELL ASLEEP BEFORE I COULD DO ANYTHING! And today they ramped it up even more, im just so fucking tired
October 26, 2025 at 12:58 AM
What happened? What the genuine fuck happened? It feels like Yesterday was all a dream, today has been so significantly worse and everything i bought there was for nothing
October 25, 2025 at 12:53 AM
My day was better than most days in the past multiple months, scratch that, better than all days, and its for such small reasons that it makes me a little sad, sad that I have to hold on to such small few minute chunks of joy and pretend I had a fully good day when it was really far from that
October 24, 2025 at 12:02 AM
This is just depressing, I literally did nothing all day out of fear, didnt know I wasted hours going through YouTube doomscrolling motions and then I still got interrupted by them anyway, I have almost nothing to say, there's no point doing anything so my mind blocks everything
October 23, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Oh my god, I just want to be feminine, I just want time to myself, I just want to be someone, they didnt even give me any time from the moment I woke up
October 22, 2025 at 12:42 AM
Sonic Fans still continue, even after the Franchise had dropped everything the franchise originally had and stood for and has brand deals with CEOs associated with Donald Trump, even when they lie about being progressive to cover up RIOT, Strassman and Pollock, no one thinks anymore
October 21, 2025 at 12:35 AM
OH MY GOD! THIS WORLD IS IN THE WORST STATE ITS EVER BEEN IN! It isn't just me, its the entire fucking world going through the same shit as me, corporations has made everyone angry and abusive, everywhere has far right leaders, im suffering because everyone is
October 20, 2025 at 12:52 AM
OH MY GOD, WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? THEY FUCKING SHOUTED AND BULLIED AND RIDICULED ME AGAIN FOR THE SECOND TIME IN TWO DAYS! I AM CALLING A FUCKING HELPLINE! ITS HAPPENED ALL OVER AGAIN BUT WITH FUCKING INSULTS AND DEATH THREATS! FUCKING DEATH THREATS FROM MY OWN PARENTS!
October 19, 2025 at 12:05 AM