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January 13, 2026 at 2:32 AM
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i have a love/hate relationship
January 12, 2026 at 7:51 PM
it's good that I can jumpstart my memory by looking at old conversations but then it makes me just realize that we have like started living separate online lives
It b like that sometimes 🫠
January 13, 2026 at 2:19 AM
bsky I have something to confess...
I don't recognize like 70% of my discord contacts anymore
January 13, 2026 at 2:10 AM
sometimes canon can be ignored in favor of fuzzy brows
for nand I fear putting fuzzy brows on bert would make him unrecognizable lol
January 13, 2026 at 2:06 AM
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posts that permanently changed my lexicon
January 12, 2026 at 2:09 PM
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greatest steam update of all time, because of one unnecessary detail
January 12, 2026 at 9:34 PM
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Literally the moment I decided Elon Musk was garbage was years before others because his first wife wrote an op-ed about their relationship IN 2010!!!!!

www.marieclaire.com/sex-love/a53...
January 13, 2026 at 12:19 AM
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A decade ago, when Trump one the first time, I and other Black writers tried to make us see that racism β€” both explicit and deeply seeded β€” was at the root of Trump’s rise. We were dismissed even as late as last year as people attributed economic anxieties to Trump’s wins.
DO YOU BELIEVE US NOW?
January 12, 2026 at 9:05 PM
and whenever I think we are stepping away from that we somehow land back there so lol idk I think I need to step away from this
January 13, 2026 at 1:54 AM
and I just kind of don't think I'm comfortable with that since they are not here to defend themselves which is the entire reason I even jumped in like "hello im perhaps adjacent to the kind of person we are vague posting about lemme give quips from my perspective"
January 13, 2026 at 1:54 AM
No I just think we are making a lot of assumptions about unspecified strangers and what they do or do not believe about gender essentialism based on the fact that there are some (specifically bottom) ferdinand characterizations some of us think are super OOC that they like to put out in the world
January 13, 2026 at 1:54 AM
That's fun!
I'm in the "Hubert and Edelgard have hooked up for fun and science" camp but there is no evidence for this it's just a headcanon
January 13, 2026 at 1:32 AM
I just have to accept that there is an entirely world of shy ferdinands out there I have miraculously never seen and leave it at that lol
January 13, 2026 at 12:41 AM
Pre TS their whole deal was that they don't like each other and I have deffo read fic with pre TS scenarios that is sort of like "I don't like you, you don't like me, let's fuck about it!" but as that implies both of them are still combative with each other despite boning so no meek ferdies here
January 13, 2026 at 12:41 AM
I just have a hard time really getting this because it's so not like anything I have read about them even in those scenarios but it's not like you can do any concrete examples without putting some poor soul on blast
January 13, 2026 at 12:41 AM
I mean no but idk we we consistently land on this somehow being the case lmao
I'm not the type of person who always likes tops being like hubert or smth my ships and the dynamics I enjoy for them are as varied as it can only possibly be
And I feel like this is completely normal for everyone or no?
January 12, 2026 at 11:26 PM
all I can say about that is that I have been able to avoid this for years so it doesn't register as a problem to me personally but I see why it would bother people if you happen onto it unprovoked
January 12, 2026 at 11:21 PM
If that is not the problem and you have encountered so many fics in which ferdie is a blushy whiny maiden at the mercy of eeeevil hubert where that isn't explicitly the conceit of the fic for whatever reason then yeah that IS a very strange OOC ferdie!
January 12, 2026 at 11:21 PM
I assume you don't enjoy villainsexual ferdie who plays sub for hubert who is hamming it up for the game?
That's my jam but it's totally fair and understandable if people don't like that. It's very corny lol
January 12, 2026 at 11:21 PM
all the bottom ferdies I read about are about him being a giant freak and to me that's the biblically accurate way lol
Is this possibly a huge misunderstanding? I thought you were dogging on characterization but is this maybe just about certain kinks you don't like for ferdie?
January 12, 2026 at 11:21 PM
ACTUALLY... when you said naive and innocent did you specifically mean like... sexually inexperienced because that was NOT my read of it lmao
Omg you were thinking of a mega virgin type of thing who hides his face in shame and allat
Probably? Right?
January 12, 2026 at 11:21 PM
he has this idealistic view of nobles that is not shared by many of his classmates and is among the reason why he often clashes with them - him understanding the point of view of others and enriching his own is often part of his support chains - that sort of naive
January 12, 2026 at 11:21 PM
Which makes no sense for ferdinand anyway because he is so blatantly proud of himself he yells it into the world - he straight up even tells you that he thinks he is better than others (edelgard) but that is precisely the kind of naivete that I'm talking about -
January 12, 2026 at 11:21 PM
I think the reason we disconnect here is because to me I don't understand how the words naive and innocence necessarily correlate with insecurity? You can be both of those things without being insecure.
January 12, 2026 at 11:21 PM