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my internet (depression) diary. chicago 🌃
Texting people to come to my graduation and the one person I really want there is gone forever sos grief sucks 😭
December 11, 2025 at 8:30 PM
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December 10, 2025 at 1:35 PM
Birthday is in 5 days and I'm not even excited bc this is the first one without my uncle... like wdym this isn't an evil prank and he's actually gone forever...
December 5, 2025 at 5:31 PM
I graduate college in 9 days and i'm so broke that I had to use affirm to pay for my cap and gown LMAOOOOO
a cartoon dog is sitting at a table with a cup of coffee in front of a fire with the words this is fine .
ALT: a cartoon dog is sitting at a table with a cup of coffee in front of a fire with the words this is fine .
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December 5, 2025 at 5:30 PM
Hiiii if anyone in Chicago can take in a short term cat foster (3 weeks, he cannot be around other cats), pls message me!!!
November 15, 2025 at 3:45 PM
Wish parking downtown wasn't crazy expensive bc driving has spoiled me and I don't want to get on a train sos
November 14, 2025 at 6:07 PM
First week of November... STILL 60/70 degrees and sunny in Chicago i am in hell
a cartoon dog is sitting in front of a fire with the words " everything is fine " below him
ALT: a cartoon dog is sitting in front of a fire with the words " everything is fine " below him
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November 7, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Hello bluesky hopefully people see this!! If you have pmdd can you share a bit about like how you realized you had it and the process to get diagnosed and how you deal with it?

(Yes I know I could just google it and i have but I also like to hear from humans and not just a computer!)

#pmdd
October 31, 2025 at 6:05 PM
This is so poorly written omg but hopefully y'all get what I'm saying 😭
Had a work meeting with the only other black woman in the company and omg it was so nice and VALIDATING to 1) finally not be the only one in the workplace and 2) talk about our work issues and getting empathy instead of telling me to just shut up and deal with it and not cause problems
October 29, 2025 at 8:13 PM
Had a work meeting with the only other black woman in the company and omg it was so nice and VALIDATING to 1) finally not be the only one in the workplace and 2) talk about our work issues and getting empathy instead of telling me to just shut up and deal with it and not cause problems
October 29, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Almost started having a grief-induced panic attack and my cat immediately came running over to cuddle with me i live him so much 🥹🥹
October 29, 2025 at 4:06 AM
The shitty thing about grief is waking up and having like 5 good seconds before remembering....
October 27, 2025 at 1:57 PM
IT'S SO COLD OUT I'M SO HAPPYYYYYY
a blue and white penguin stands in the snow
ALT: a blue and white penguin stands in the snow
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October 22, 2025 at 8:29 PM
I've been watching people walking around in hoodies and jackets all day (from my windows bc I've been in meetings all day) just to go outside for a walk and it's 65 degrees out??? I'm sweating???? When will it finally actually be fall sos
October 20, 2025 at 8:57 PM
My job expanded my role but can't give me a straight answer about a pay raise but dumped an insane amount of work on me in the first week in this "new role" wtf dude
a man with a mullet and a mustache is wearing a wig and making a funny face .
ALT: a man with a mullet and a mustache is wearing a wig and making a funny face .
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October 20, 2025 at 1:57 PM
It's almost the end of October and it's STILL 75 and humid in the Midwest I'm losing my shit dude
a man wearing glasses and a yellow shirt makes a funny face
ALT: a man wearing glasses and a yellow shirt makes a funny face
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October 18, 2025 at 5:56 PM
There's a new 911 spinoff i love these shows so much
October 15, 2025 at 6:30 PM
I have to go into work for an in person meeting tomorrow afternoon and it's such a hostile environment (they are racist) that my anxiety is already through the roof lol love it here
October 15, 2025 at 4:48 PM
Being back on lexapro feels like a raincloud has lifted omg I feel so much better
October 15, 2025 at 3:29 AM
Nothing like a casual panic attack at 4am love my life
October 11, 2025 at 9:11 AM
October 10 in the Midwest and it's still 70 degrees out 🙃
homer simpson from the simpsons is holding a sign that says the end is near
ALT: homer simpson from the simpsons is holding a sign that says the end is near
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October 10, 2025 at 6:08 PM
Going back to work tomorrow at the job I hate after two weeks off...
a young boy is laughing with his mouth open in a striped shirt .
ALT: a young boy is laughing with his mouth open in a striped shirt .
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October 5, 2025 at 4:07 PM
Another 90 degree day in the summer from hell that will never fucking end
October 4, 2025 at 6:32 PM
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Quentin Tarantino's 'Kill Bill' movies will be released as one film in theaters for the first time on December 5 ⚔️

• Runtime is around 4 hours and 7 min

• Includes a new 7-minute animated sequence

• Select showings will be in 70mm and 35mm
October 1, 2025 at 10:11 PM