Alphadeus
@alphadeus.bsky.social
Warning: Very Depressed
He/Him
I write music.
Bandcamp: http://alphadeus.bandcamp.com
YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/alphadeus
He/Him
I write music.
Bandcamp: http://alphadeus.bandcamp.com
YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/alphadeus
Getting the hyperpickaxe in FFXIV is gonna drive me insane :p I’m on the final step though.
Reminds me of the grind for the golden pickaxe achievement item in a realm reborn, except this time i have to pay attention because of the mining requirements.
Almost there.
Reminds me of the grind for the golden pickaxe achievement item in a realm reborn, except this time i have to pay attention because of the mining requirements.
Almost there.
January 30, 2026 at 1:28 PM
Getting the hyperpickaxe in FFXIV is gonna drive me insane :p I’m on the final step though.
Reminds me of the grind for the golden pickaxe achievement item in a realm reborn, except this time i have to pay attention because of the mining requirements.
Almost there.
Reminds me of the grind for the golden pickaxe achievement item in a realm reborn, except this time i have to pay attention because of the mining requirements.
Almost there.
Forgive Oneself 🎵
From the 2012 album "A Well-Known Stranger". Very dramatic mostly piano piece.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=20UL...
From the 2012 album "A Well-Known Stranger". Very dramatic mostly piano piece.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=20UL...
Alphadeus - A Well-Known Stranger - 03 - Forgive Oneself (2012)
YouTube video by Alphadeus
www.youtube.com
January 30, 2026 at 7:17 AM
Forgive Oneself 🎵
From the 2012 album "A Well-Known Stranger". Very dramatic mostly piano piece.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=20UL...
From the 2012 album "A Well-Known Stranger". Very dramatic mostly piano piece.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=20UL...
-1 degrees F currently. Gonna be-5 or so later. 💀
This might be the first time I’ve seen minus weather. Probably
This might be the first time I’ve seen minus weather. Probably
January 29, 2026 at 4:43 AM
-1 degrees F currently. Gonna be-5 or so later. 💀
This might be the first time I’ve seen minus weather. Probably
This might be the first time I’ve seen minus weather. Probably
Zeta 🎵
From my 2011 album "From Alpha to Omega". It's a weird drum and bass track I guess? The tempo changes a few times though, so it might just be electronic music. Kinda crazy song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=oFrN...
From my 2011 album "From Alpha to Omega". It's a weird drum and bass track I guess? The tempo changes a few times though, so it might just be electronic music. Kinda crazy song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=oFrN...
Alphadeus - Zeta (2011)
YouTube video by Alphadeus
www.youtube.com
January 28, 2026 at 11:13 AM
Zeta 🎵
From my 2011 album "From Alpha to Omega". It's a weird drum and bass track I guess? The tempo changes a few times though, so it might just be electronic music. Kinda crazy song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=oFrN...
From my 2011 album "From Alpha to Omega". It's a weird drum and bass track I guess? The tempo changes a few times though, so it might just be electronic music. Kinda crazy song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=oFrN...
Got the (I think) second stage of the first purple cosmic tool for miner in FFXIV. Quite a bit of work to get the next stage. I like the new gathering/crafting zone, although I have to mute that music lol.
January 28, 2026 at 10:46 AM
Got the (I think) second stage of the first purple cosmic tool for miner in FFXIV. Quite a bit of work to get the next stage. I like the new gathering/crafting zone, although I have to mute that music lol.
If for some reason, I don't write any more music, I'm happy leaving behind my "Legacy" (Albums 2011-2025). I'm not planning on stopping, just wanted it to be clear that I'm really proud of what I've accomplished.
Writing new music is proving to be difficult, trying to change my workflow and all.
Writing new music is proving to be difficult, trying to change my workflow and all.
January 27, 2026 at 7:07 AM
If for some reason, I don't write any more music, I'm happy leaving behind my "Legacy" (Albums 2011-2025). I'm not planning on stopping, just wanted it to be clear that I'm really proud of what I've accomplished.
Writing new music is proving to be difficult, trying to change my workflow and all.
Writing new music is proving to be difficult, trying to change my workflow and all.
FFXIV is going well. My girlfriend started playing :) I've been focusing on allied society quests (dawntrail), daily regular hunts for seals/nuts, and cosmic exploration which seems cool and I'm looking forward to the next area.
I guess I'm also working on a phantom weapon? Only 2 demiatma in.
I guess I'm also working on a phantom weapon? Only 2 demiatma in.
January 27, 2026 at 6:48 AM
FFXIV is going well. My girlfriend started playing :) I've been focusing on allied society quests (dawntrail), daily regular hunts for seals/nuts, and cosmic exploration which seems cool and I'm looking forward to the next area.
I guess I'm also working on a phantom weapon? Only 2 demiatma in.
I guess I'm also working on a phantom weapon? Only 2 demiatma in.
Epsilon 🎵
One of my favorite songs from my 2011 album From Alpha to Omega. This was my 2nd album, and the whole point of the album was to have fun and do different "mostly dance" stuff. This song feels like it has a very positive energy.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cB0P...
One of my favorite songs from my 2011 album From Alpha to Omega. This was my 2nd album, and the whole point of the album was to have fun and do different "mostly dance" stuff. This song feels like it has a very positive energy.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cB0P...
Alphadeus - Epsilon (2011)
YouTube video by Alphadeus
www.youtube.com
January 24, 2026 at 5:50 AM
Epsilon 🎵
One of my favorite songs from my 2011 album From Alpha to Omega. This was my 2nd album, and the whole point of the album was to have fun and do different "mostly dance" stuff. This song feels like it has a very positive energy.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cB0P...
One of my favorite songs from my 2011 album From Alpha to Omega. This was my 2nd album, and the whole point of the album was to have fun and do different "mostly dance" stuff. This song feels like it has a very positive energy.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cB0P...
Forgotten 🎵
From the 2019 album Madness. This song is more "experiment" than song. It plays the same section a few times, but each time, notes are taken away, and a noise takes over. Meant to express the feeling of forgetting someone.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpuV...
From the 2019 album Madness. This song is more "experiment" than song. It plays the same section a few times, but each time, notes are taken away, and a noise takes over. Meant to express the feeling of forgetting someone.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpuV...
Alphadeus - Forgotten (2019)
YouTube video by Alphadeus
www.youtube.com
January 23, 2026 at 9:19 AM
Forgotten 🎵
From the 2019 album Madness. This song is more "experiment" than song. It plays the same section a few times, but each time, notes are taken away, and a noise takes over. Meant to express the feeling of forgetting someone.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpuV...
From the 2019 album Madness. This song is more "experiment" than song. It plays the same section a few times, but each time, notes are taken away, and a noise takes over. Meant to express the feeling of forgetting someone.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpuV...
I'm officially back to playing FFXIV (subscribed and everything). Which means Diablo IV will most likely be shelved until next season.
If anyone plays FFXIV and would like to play sometime, or have a (cross-world?) linkshell I can join, let me know :) I'm on Primal - Excalibur.
#blutoid
If anyone plays FFXIV and would like to play sometime, or have a (cross-world?) linkshell I can join, let me know :) I'm on Primal - Excalibur.
#blutoid
January 23, 2026 at 9:16 AM
I'm officially back to playing FFXIV (subscribed and everything). Which means Diablo IV will most likely be shelved until next season.
If anyone plays FFXIV and would like to play sometime, or have a (cross-world?) linkshell I can join, let me know :) I'm on Primal - Excalibur.
#blutoid
If anyone plays FFXIV and would like to play sometime, or have a (cross-world?) linkshell I can join, let me know :) I'm on Primal - Excalibur.
#blutoid
I see lots of stuff online that makes me glad I’m not famous. I don’t think i could handle that much attention.
Yeah I’m still thinking about that dream :p
Anyway i need to write music soon or I’ll scream.
Yeah I’m still thinking about that dream :p
Anyway i need to write music soon or I’ll scream.
January 22, 2026 at 4:48 PM
I see lots of stuff online that makes me glad I’m not famous. I don’t think i could handle that much attention.
Yeah I’m still thinking about that dream :p
Anyway i need to write music soon or I’ll scream.
Yeah I’m still thinking about that dream :p
Anyway i need to write music soon or I’ll scream.
I jumped back into FFXIV for the 4-day free period (and also my girlfriend is thinking of playing). There is a lot I need to figure out. I also need to remember how to play :P
January 20, 2026 at 11:41 AM
I jumped back into FFXIV for the 4-day free period (and also my girlfriend is thinking of playing). There is a lot I need to figure out. I also need to remember how to play :P
My music is meant to be fun, hopefully enjoyable, and coherent (and a bit repetitive :p).
I don't think my music is groundbreaking. My goal is not to make people feel. It's meant to just be listened to, maybe as background music.
Sometimes maybe catchy, with simple melodies. Nothing fancy.
I don't think my music is groundbreaking. My goal is not to make people feel. It's meant to just be listened to, maybe as background music.
Sometimes maybe catchy, with simple melodies. Nothing fancy.
January 20, 2026 at 7:30 AM
My music is meant to be fun, hopefully enjoyable, and coherent (and a bit repetitive :p).
I don't think my music is groundbreaking. My goal is not to make people feel. It's meant to just be listened to, maybe as background music.
Sometimes maybe catchy, with simple melodies. Nothing fancy.
I don't think my music is groundbreaking. My goal is not to make people feel. It's meant to just be listened to, maybe as background music.
Sometimes maybe catchy, with simple melodies. Nothing fancy.
Got a “perfect” mythic Shroud of False Death (all greater affixes) in Diablo IV. First time for me getting a perfect mythic :)
Although sanctification added 14 item quality.
The season that keeps on giving!
Although sanctification added 14 item quality.
The season that keeps on giving!
January 19, 2026 at 11:20 AM
Got a “perfect” mythic Shroud of False Death (all greater affixes) in Diablo IV. First time for me getting a perfect mythic :)
Although sanctification added 14 item quality.
The season that keeps on giving!
Although sanctification added 14 item quality.
The season that keeps on giving!
Had a dream yesterday. Hard to explain, but in the dream, i watched a movie trailer where afterwards, i realized i was the main character in the movie.
I felt important, significant, like a somebody. Made me realize i don’t feel that way normally.
I feel pointless, boring, a nobody.
I felt important, significant, like a somebody. Made me realize i don’t feel that way normally.
I feel pointless, boring, a nobody.
January 18, 2026 at 9:36 AM
Had a dream yesterday. Hard to explain, but in the dream, i watched a movie trailer where afterwards, i realized i was the main character in the movie.
I felt important, significant, like a somebody. Made me realize i don’t feel that way normally.
I feel pointless, boring, a nobody.
I felt important, significant, like a somebody. Made me realize i don’t feel that way normally.
I feel pointless, boring, a nobody.
No no no
You like my bike?
You like my bike?
January 17, 2026 at 10:42 AM
No no no
You like my bike?
You like my bike?
I'm still having trouble writing music. At this rate, I'm going to have to go back to the old methods. See, a lot has changed with my setup.
I got a new DAW. Added a midi keyboard. And I'm trying to learn the program, and use the keyboard instead of manually punching in notes like I usually do.
I got a new DAW. Added a midi keyboard. And I'm trying to learn the program, and use the keyboard instead of manually punching in notes like I usually do.
January 17, 2026 at 7:37 AM
I'm still having trouble writing music. At this rate, I'm going to have to go back to the old methods. See, a lot has changed with my setup.
I got a new DAW. Added a midi keyboard. And I'm trying to learn the program, and use the keyboard instead of manually punching in notes like I usually do.
I got a new DAW. Added a midi keyboard. And I'm trying to learn the program, and use the keyboard instead of manually punching in notes like I usually do.
Musictoid: Karn Evil 9 🎵
The whole damn thing! Before Octavarium came along to become my favorite long song, I listened to this one quite often most of my life. By Emerson, Lake & Palmer from their album Brain Salad Surgery. A good time if you got the time
#blutoid
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLS0...
The whole damn thing! Before Octavarium came along to become my favorite long song, I listened to this one quite often most of my life. By Emerson, Lake & Palmer from their album Brain Salad Surgery. A good time if you got the time
#blutoid
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLS0...
Karn Evil 9 - Emerson, Lake & Palmer
YouTube video by Dona
www.youtube.com
January 16, 2026 at 7:41 AM
Musictoid: Karn Evil 9 🎵
The whole damn thing! Before Octavarium came along to become my favorite long song, I listened to this one quite often most of my life. By Emerson, Lake & Palmer from their album Brain Salad Surgery. A good time if you got the time
#blutoid
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLS0...
The whole damn thing! Before Octavarium came along to become my favorite long song, I listened to this one quite often most of my life. By Emerson, Lake & Palmer from their album Brain Salad Surgery. A good time if you got the time
#blutoid
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLS0...
Countdown 🎵
Seems to be a highly viewed song in the past 7 days. This was originally an experiment around 2005 or so messing with different time signatures. This version was created in 2019 for Ad Lib Vol. 6 Part 2. Very synthy, like most of my music :p
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyPh...
Seems to be a highly viewed song in the past 7 days. This was originally an experiment around 2005 or so messing with different time signatures. This version was created in 2019 for Ad Lib Vol. 6 Part 2. Very synthy, like most of my music :p
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyPh...
Alphadeus - Countdown (2019)
YouTube video by Alphadeus
www.youtube.com
January 16, 2026 at 6:16 AM
Countdown 🎵
Seems to be a highly viewed song in the past 7 days. This was originally an experiment around 2005 or so messing with different time signatures. This version was created in 2019 for Ad Lib Vol. 6 Part 2. Very synthy, like most of my music :p
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyPh...
Seems to be a highly viewed song in the past 7 days. This was originally an experiment around 2005 or so messing with different time signatures. This version was created in 2019 for Ad Lib Vol. 6 Part 2. Very synthy, like most of my music :p
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyPh...
Feeling a bit discouraged. I still don't know what to do at this point musically. I'm about 5 seconds away from just opening the DAW and punching in notes, hoping for the best.
My 52-track album to celebrate the 15 year anniversary of Walking in Circles probably won't happen anytime soon.
My 52-track album to celebrate the 15 year anniversary of Walking in Circles probably won't happen anytime soon.
January 15, 2026 at 1:21 PM
Feeling a bit discouraged. I still don't know what to do at this point musically. I'm about 5 seconds away from just opening the DAW and punching in notes, hoping for the best.
My 52-track album to celebrate the 15 year anniversary of Walking in Circles probably won't happen anytime soon.
My 52-track album to celebrate the 15 year anniversary of Walking in Circles probably won't happen anytime soon.
I am a combination of "this is concerning" and "Meh let's see what happens". I've been noticing a tightness in my left arm the past few days. Last night I also felt tightness on the left side of my chest close to the arm.
I'll keep an eye on it but if I die, hey you were cool :p
I'll keep an eye on it but if I die, hey you were cool :p
January 15, 2026 at 8:48 AM
I am a combination of "this is concerning" and "Meh let's see what happens". I've been noticing a tightness in my left arm the past few days. Last night I also felt tightness on the left side of my chest close to the arm.
I'll keep an eye on it but if I die, hey you were cool :p
I'll keep an eye on it but if I die, hey you were cool :p
Beyond Hope 🎵
Written in 2021 for the album "Sadness". Tried to capture the feeling of hopelessness in this one. Not sure if I succeeded, but it sounds nice.
#music #originalmusic #musicsky #sadmusic
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnZs...
Written in 2021 for the album "Sadness". Tried to capture the feeling of hopelessness in this one. Not sure if I succeeded, but it sounds nice.
#music #originalmusic #musicsky #sadmusic
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnZs...
Alphadeus - Beyond Hope (2021)
YouTube video by Alphadeus
www.youtube.com
January 15, 2026 at 7:45 AM
Beyond Hope 🎵
Written in 2021 for the album "Sadness". Tried to capture the feeling of hopelessness in this one. Not sure if I succeeded, but it sounds nice.
#music #originalmusic #musicsky #sadmusic
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnZs...
Written in 2021 for the album "Sadness". Tried to capture the feeling of hopelessness in this one. Not sure if I succeeded, but it sounds nice.
#music #originalmusic #musicsky #sadmusic
www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnZs...
Ex-Warrior Alpha 🎵
From the 2024 album ADBC III. This song was started back in 2010, but never finished until this release. I have a folder of stuff I never completed, and thought this would be a good one to finally get done :) I guess a space side-shooter song?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mVx...
From the 2024 album ADBC III. This song was started back in 2010, but never finished until this release. I have a folder of stuff I never completed, and thought this would be a good one to finally get done :) I guess a space side-shooter song?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mVx...
Alphadeus - Ex-Warrior Alpha
YouTube video by Alphadeus
www.youtube.com
January 14, 2026 at 4:47 AM
Ex-Warrior Alpha 🎵
From the 2024 album ADBC III. This song was started back in 2010, but never finished until this release. I have a folder of stuff I never completed, and thought this would be a good one to finally get done :) I guess a space side-shooter song?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mVx...
From the 2024 album ADBC III. This song was started back in 2010, but never finished until this release. I have a folder of stuff I never completed, and thought this would be a good one to finally get done :) I guess a space side-shooter song?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mVx...
I'm going to be 45 in March, and as far as I'm concerned, I probably won't live much longer than that. I'm fine with life or death at this point. I just don't live healthy. I'm surprised I haven't had a heart attack yet. But I only have a few vices. Mainly food and a tiny bit of alcohol.
January 12, 2026 at 8:07 AM
I'm going to be 45 in March, and as far as I'm concerned, I probably won't live much longer than that. I'm fine with life or death at this point. I just don't live healthy. I'm surprised I haven't had a heart attack yet. But I only have a few vices. Mainly food and a tiny bit of alcohol.
January 11, 2026 at 1:48 PM