Super excited to finally have the stars align and offer even just the potential of surgery this year.
I can almost feel the sun on my skin after surgery.
Living my life, in freedom from some of the gender dysphoria. I can barely sleep while i wait to have my surgeon appointment.
Is it monday yet?

Just dropping the link here. I am SO close to getting my top surgery. I just need a helping hand over that final hurdle! Thanks x

Happy “no idea what day it is” season.
May your hearts be light and your brains be smart.

11 years ago today a stranger bought me a coffee at Reading train station. It is because of that coffee and his kind, listening ear that i am still here.

You never know the difference you make in the world.

To him it was just a cup of coffee. To me it was literally the choice to stay alive.

When you discover a new writer that you enjoy but the problem is now you’re so engrossed in reading that your brain can’t bloody sleep.

Thanks ADHD, your hyperfocus abilities are so not helpful sometimes

Please do not follow me if you just want to promote your onlyfans. I’m glad you love what you do, but you are wasting your time following/DMing me.

I am poor, old and don’t have the energy for that malarkey these days.

Thanks.

Today is very much a zero spoons day. My stupid shoulder subluxed in the night and today has mostly been catching up on ye olde nappynaps.

Thankfully i’m really enjoying the series I’m currently reading, so that is keeping me occupied.

Happiness is forgetting it’s DnD night until the GM pings you 20 mins before.

Ernest Periwinkle is born. Utterly insane barbarian who’s violence mostly springs from confusion as he has dementia.
Poor Dandy has become the target for Ernest’s confusions with comical results.

I just had a thinky thought about how very different my life would have been had i never learned to read.
The worlds i wouldn’t know. The characters who would never have broken or healed my heart!
I think I just found my own personal idea of first world hell.
Literacy should be a human right.

So far i am really loving the vibe of this place. So creative, friendly and chill.

Also tonight was DnD night and damn! Boddynock’s poor beard took a beating. The party is not doing well against these bloody orcs!

November 20th, TDOR.
We must remember our dead and be the beacon for our youth.
May next year’s list be shorter.

To quote an Alexander James Adams song “Grant me a beacon of light that can’t fade.
For the death of my kin is the price I have already paid!”

Someone needs to invent nose gloves cos my nose is cold.

<sarcastic voice>

Oh no, how awful, it’s a snow day. I am forced to stay curled up in my bed and read a book.

Oh the torture!

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