Alexander
@alexanderthexv.bsky.social
This is the more personal account of Hatsune Marvin. 25, He/Him, Bi, 18+ only please, CW heavy topics.
I also have to work
November 15, 2025 at 2:53 PM
I also have to work
I just felt very emotionally overwhelmed yesterday. I felt like I was about to explode.
November 7, 2025 at 1:48 PM
I just felt very emotionally overwhelmed yesterday. I felt like I was about to explode.
Then my older brother decided to visit and what was a wholesome visit turned into us learning that not only have he and his wife separated now for 5 months, they're getting a divorce because my brother had an affair. An affair he revealed nochalantly like it wasn't a big deal.
November 7, 2025 at 1:47 PM
Then my older brother decided to visit and what was a wholesome visit turned into us learning that not only have he and his wife separated now for 5 months, they're getting a divorce because my brother had an affair. An affair he revealed nochalantly like it wasn't a big deal.
So like yesterday morning I learned that my younger brother got into a heated argument with my mother that devolved into effectively verbal abuse. Like my mother is easy to deal with when you don't directly confront her like that but I had to spend the first hour of my morning being her counselor.
November 7, 2025 at 1:46 PM
So like yesterday morning I learned that my younger brother got into a heated argument with my mother that devolved into effectively verbal abuse. Like my mother is easy to deal with when you don't directly confront her like that but I had to spend the first hour of my morning being her counselor.
I need to get home and just work on my model kits, I need new friends to put on my desk
October 26, 2025 at 7:10 PM
I need to get home and just work on my model kits, I need new friends to put on my desk
I don't know why I even bother to keep going if everything is just gonna get worse and worse
October 26, 2025 at 6:21 PM
I don't know why I even bother to keep going if everything is just gonna get worse and worse
Please just make it stop
October 26, 2025 at 5:32 PM
Please just make it stop
I can't handle 3 more years of this assuming it even lasts only 3 more years. I can't handle the uncertainty or people just going mask off every other day. It's just to much
October 26, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I can't handle 3 more years of this assuming it even lasts only 3 more years. I can't handle the uncertainty or people just going mask off every other day. It's just to much
I need help
I feel like I'm about to explode
I feel like I'm about to explode
October 26, 2025 at 5:30 PM
I need help
I feel like I'm about to explode
I feel like I'm about to explode
I wanna say it's bri's ex whose name alludes me at the moment
October 23, 2025 at 4:57 AM
I wanna say it's bri's ex whose name alludes me at the moment
Something just like stung, when one of em described that to like lie to someone about being a friend with them is like the worst thing someone could do, which is almost exactly what that person who hurt me did.
I just don't know what to say to that.
I just don't know what to say to that.
September 30, 2025 at 4:10 AM
Something just like stung, when one of em described that to like lie to someone about being a friend with them is like the worst thing someone could do, which is almost exactly what that person who hurt me did.
I just don't know what to say to that.
I just don't know what to say to that.
It just feels like I'd be the asshole if I left the group cause one of em hurt me and I don't really want to leave the others to begin with either.
September 30, 2025 at 4:06 AM
It just feels like I'd be the asshole if I left the group cause one of em hurt me and I don't really want to leave the others to begin with either.
It's bad enough feeling like an outlier in a group but it especially feels bad in a nefarious way when one of em hurt you but they're best friends with a good number of that group. I can't escape being reminded of them constantly
September 30, 2025 at 4:05 AM
It's bad enough feeling like an outlier in a group but it especially feels bad in a nefarious way when one of em hurt you but they're best friends with a good number of that group. I can't escape being reminded of them constantly
I'm just having a hard time dealing with lingering bad feelings chat I'm not in danger tonight chat
I'm just tired
I'm just tired
September 30, 2025 at 4:03 AM
I'm just having a hard time dealing with lingering bad feelings chat I'm not in danger tonight chat
I'm just tired
I'm just tired
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The demons are coming back
September 30, 2025 at 3:31 AM
The demons are coming back
Good news of getting an awesome wip for a ref followed shortly after by a falling out that put ne in a depressive spiral for 3 months
September 9, 2025 at 12:23 AM
Good news of getting an awesome wip for a ref followed shortly after by a falling out that put ne in a depressive spiral for 3 months
Moods been kinda dipping as I realized it's coming up on the anniversary of when my life threatened to fall apart last year.
September 9, 2025 at 12:21 AM
Moods been kinda dipping as I realized it's coming up on the anniversary of when my life threatened to fall apart last year.
Hope you enjoyed me using this account to not have suicidal ideation for once cause my main is free now
September 6, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Hope you enjoyed me using this account to not have suicidal ideation for once cause my main is free now
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self love ❤️
for: @doormattfe.bsky.social
for: @doormattfe.bsky.social
September 5, 2025 at 10:28 PM
self love ❤️
for: @doormattfe.bsky.social
for: @doormattfe.bsky.social
Silly cabbit with a heart of gold(pic unrelated I think)
September 6, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Silly cabbit with a heart of gold(pic unrelated I think)
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September 5, 2025 at 11:35 PM
He was the whale guy
September 5, 2025 at 8:17 PM
He was the whale guy
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Featuring Set and a bird.
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September 5, 2025 at 7:38 PM
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