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Pinning this again due to my ongoing situation of which I'd prefer to not overshare.

Please don't feel pressured to give anything, but it is necessary to swallow my pride and ask gently at this time.
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Pinning this again due to my ongoing situation of which I'd prefer to not overshare.

Please don't feel pressured to give anything, but it is necessary to swallow my pride and ask gently at this time.
ko-fi.com/airendal
Support loomie
Support loomie
ko-fi.com
December 17, 2025 at 11:58 PM
Reposted by loomie
CAN I PLEASE GRT ONE SINGLE DONATION TODAY IM ATRUGGLING MY PHYSICAL HEALTH IS DECLINING MY MENTAL HEALTH IS DECLINING I'M ABOUT TO LOSE EVERYTHING
ive been kind of ok for a couple of weeks, but these feelings don't last forever. the future, my future, is very bleak. i don't really think there's anything I can do to get out of this mess that the worst people in the world have put me and the rest of us in.

please share & donate.
if you have the means to make sure a struggling trans musician has enough money stocked for groceries (esp before SNAP goes away), please share and donate:

ko-fi: livinginjeopardy
cashapp: $livinginjeopardy
venmo: blissbella512
paypal: livinginjeopardy@gmail.com

bellabliss.bandcamp.com
December 17, 2025 at 5:08 PM
I just want to see her again, what's the point if I can't see her again, I didn't even have the time to say good bye
This is what i wake up to next to my pillow these days
December 17, 2025 at 4:34 AM
How much do I have to let go of in this life? why do I not get to have anything? Why is everything I love taken from me? I just want to see my cat again I could do it if it was just her.
December 17, 2025 at 4:18 AM
People talk a lot about shadow work but then when I go do it my shadow is just a massive baby that wants encouragement and doesn't understand why people hurt her. Anyone else experience this?
December 16, 2025 at 7:03 PM
It is my sincere wish for everyone to find moments of peace where you feel able to meet yourself with tenderness and care, to forgive yourself for all your pain.
December 16, 2025 at 3:09 PM
Does anyone fuck with people w/o any sense of identity whatsoever?
December 15, 2025 at 7:29 PM
I'm in need of a fake identity, or "mask" as people usually call them, can someone help me?
December 15, 2025 at 6:22 PM
I want you to be happy, I want you to be safe
December 14, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Alternatively I get instant karma for my self-doubt and cruelty towards myself (I fell my tailbone on the ice).
December 14, 2025 at 12:06 AM
I was given views I was not ready for, the seed was planted too young and it's been sprouting uncontrollably since. Now the only way forth is to tend to the tree, give it proper soil, and to purge all the branches constraining me. I know where I must go, but I lack the guidance to succeed.
December 13, 2025 at 10:58 PM
I want you to be happy, I want you to be safe
December 13, 2025 at 7:49 PM
There is no one around me who shares my views and priorities in life. As such I feel desolate, I don't know what to do. The only me that is liked is the addicted, broken me, as such I feel trapped, I don't know what to do.
December 13, 2025 at 7:06 PM
I am addicted to learning. I have lost my sense of self. I have nothing to give anyone but my virtue. I continue to flow away, lost in cascading rivers of influences. People seek for me, but they find no one. Only when the attention is on you can I keep the illusion alive.
December 13, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Reposted by loomie
ive been kind of ok for a couple of weeks, but these feelings don't last forever. the future, my future, is very bleak. i don't really think there's anything I can do to get out of this mess that the worst people in the world have put me and the rest of us in.

please share & donate.
if you have the means to make sure a struggling trans musician has enough money stocked for groceries (esp before SNAP goes away), please share and donate:

ko-fi: livinginjeopardy
cashapp: $livinginjeopardy
venmo: blissbella512
paypal: livinginjeopardy@gmail.com

bellabliss.bandcamp.com
Bella Bliss
buy my stupid ass music
bellabliss.bandcamp.com
December 11, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Anyways I am a dork
December 10, 2025 at 8:12 PM
To an extent I feel like I gotta start being so bluntly honest about myself when interacting with people that most are likely to end up seeing me as entirely out of reach, but this is also the only method through which one can be reached to begin with.
December 10, 2025 at 8:09 PM
no job for me I guess, oh well, I tried
She said she'll call back tomorrow if I get 2nd interview
Work interview soon, my first one ever at the ripe age of 26 and a half, yay.
December 5, 2025 at 11:31 PM
Everyone just thinks my name is Ada, mby I should just start going by that😭
December 4, 2025 at 4:35 PM
She said she'll call back tomorrow if I get 2nd interview
Work interview soon, my first one ever at the ripe age of 26 and a half, yay.
December 4, 2025 at 2:20 PM
>watch YT video "how to be charismatic even if u r quiet"
>I already do all the advice
>realize it already works
>I'm popular
Waddahell ._.
December 4, 2025 at 1:53 PM
Work interview soon, my first one ever at the ripe age of 26 and a half, yay.
December 4, 2025 at 12:52 PM
Reposted by loomie
I think we're well past the point with like seeing "the world is ending" or "capitalism is destroying life" posts. We all know how bad the problem is. I really want the narrative to shift to "this is how i'm helping myself" or "this is what we can do for each other"

Don't let the doom overwhelm you
December 3, 2025 at 10:32 PM
Either way I've been doing really well lately, I have great community that I feel motivated to contribute to and I just feel such a strong drive and love towards life. Which is why it's so scary that it might all just be taken away from me just cause one person decided to fuck me over big time.
December 3, 2025 at 9:19 PM
The specter of mental illness haunting me is far more scary than living it ever was.
December 3, 2025 at 5:49 PM