currently at reha and playing stardew valley, made a "femboy farmer" named cye and i have moderate amounts of (horny) brainrot. guy never wears work-appropriate clothing and gets dirt and scratches everywhere from farming in hot pants and rubber boots and nothing else.

i feel like i'm playing the baldurs gate act 3 quests in the wrong order lmao it's not super bad bad but i feel like i keep doing it which is a little wonky when it comes to gaming experience lmao

i watched blue eye samurai with some friends and ever since we have been discussing the show cause all of us watched it without any info on it whatsoever and had the queerest reading of it when it turns out that was not intended by the show runners lmao

while we're here .... i missed my tav

"all of nature's bounty pales next to you." omg halsin 😳

my dnd character yuru went to see his parents today after not seeing them for a long time, during which the love of his life got murdered and he, a changeling, lost control over his changeling powers and pretty much got stuck on his dead boyfriends body. 🙂
the entire table was fine 🙂

had a bad 3 days (i dont wanna make a habit of complaining too much about being mentally ill on here so i'll leave it at that, reminder to myself)

so i hope dnd tomorrow will fix me, fingers crossed. last session before rehab with that group so augh

ALSO the other fandom situation taking up more ram space in my head is old zosan. i read 2 good old zosan fics recently and now i'm obsessed.

man. man my brain is constantly occupied by league of legends kayn. especially heartsteel kayn. (heartsteel in general) i'm suffering. hes just a special little guy. hes THE rotisserie chicken in my mind

i rly wanna play a dnd character who has like the most unhinged ex-thing going on with another player character. divorced but theres still some like weird sexual tension. they have insiders. they bicker like an old married couple. i think that would be hilarious

this is gonna be a ramble account. potentially nsfw.