Actually Lai
@actuallylai.bsky.social
There's nothing left to save.
All posted characters belong to me unless stated otherwise. Most of the art is old.
I gain nothing from posting this stuff since nobody will be my friend apparently.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/actuallylai
All posted characters belong to me unless stated otherwise. Most of the art is old.
I gain nothing from posting this stuff since nobody will be my friend apparently.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/actuallylai
January 30, 2026 at 5:40 PM
I was hoping to not solicit money this time but I might not have a choice...again. I didn't want to take anyone's money last time but it was the only reason I got this far. And that was before I was losing 700 a month, so.
January 30, 2026 at 5:39 PM
I was hoping to not solicit money this time but I might not have a choice...again. I didn't want to take anyone's money last time but it was the only reason I got this far. And that was before I was losing 700 a month, so.
January 30, 2026 at 5:30 PM
As you can imagine, this has been the worst 3 months of my life. I have severe depression and PTSD. I am alone. Posting old art into the void in desperation. I just want something to matter.
January 30, 2026 at 5:28 PM
As you can imagine, this has been the worst 3 months of my life. I have severe depression and PTSD. I am alone. Posting old art into the void in desperation. I just want something to matter.
I saved up money for 3 months and moved out, only for the landlady to literally do illegal shit to me. So now I owe her for a 12 month lease and I'm stuck taking care of my dad again. Same shit but I lose 700 a month instead of 0. Great. So moving out made things worse. No escape.
January 30, 2026 at 5:26 PM
I saved up money for 3 months and moved out, only for the landlady to literally do illegal shit to me. So now I owe her for a 12 month lease and I'm stuck taking care of my dad again. Same shit but I lose 700 a month instead of 0. Great. So moving out made things worse. No escape.
I live with my dad, because I have nowhere else to go. He's 84 and probably has dementia. On my birthday, he fought me all day. I confided in someone, they spread that information around, and my best friend stopped talking to me. I felt abandoned, and I lashed out. Everyone's gone.
January 30, 2026 at 5:24 PM
I live with my dad, because I have nowhere else to go. He's 84 and probably has dementia. On my birthday, he fought me all day. I confided in someone, they spread that information around, and my best friend stopped talking to me. I felt abandoned, and I lashed out. Everyone's gone.
i guess i'm posting again because i want to make new friends. but last time i opened up some pretty bad things happened. i have thin skin and people take advantage of me. but there has to be more than working at target every day and having all my money taken away. there has to be something.
January 30, 2026 at 5:21 PM
i guess i'm posting again because i want to make new friends. but last time i opened up some pretty bad things happened. i have thin skin and people take advantage of me. but there has to be more than working at target every day and having all my money taken away. there has to be something.
January 30, 2026 at 5:19 PM
January 30, 2026 at 5:16 PM
January 30, 2026 at 5:12 PM
January 30, 2026 at 5:11 PM
I need friends. I went to a furry meetup and just kind of sat there for 40 minutes. There has to be more in my life than my dad, my dad sucks. I don't know what to do.
January 30, 2026 at 4:02 AM
I need friends. I went to a furry meetup and just kind of sat there for 40 minutes. There has to be more in my life than my dad, my dad sucks. I don't know what to do.
January 30, 2026 at 3:53 AM
January 29, 2026 at 10:46 PM
(Sahash are by: Lingrimm)
This one is still a bit of a wip, I wasn't really sure what to do with patterns u_u
This one is still a bit of a wip, I wasn't really sure what to do with patterns u_u
January 29, 2026 at 10:28 PM
(Sahash are by: Lingrimm)
This one is still a bit of a wip, I wasn't really sure what to do with patterns u_u
This one is still a bit of a wip, I wasn't really sure what to do with patterns u_u
it's kinda fucked that i'm being forced to take care of the man who caused me to lose my best friend and i'm also in a legal battle with a landlady stealing 700 dollars a month from me and -
January 29, 2026 at 9:35 PM
it's kinda fucked that i'm being forced to take care of the man who caused me to lose my best friend and i'm also in a legal battle with a landlady stealing 700 dollars a month from me and -
January 29, 2026 at 7:11 PM
i keep trying and failing to meet people. to find anyone i can just. watch something with, or something. image unrelated
January 29, 2026 at 3:09 AM
i keep trying and failing to meet people. to find anyone i can just. watch something with, or something. image unrelated
I'm sure people must be tired of me vanishing and reappearing. I have a panic disorder and bad things seem to always be happening to me. I don't feel welcome, or like I belong. The few people who are my emotional anchors abandon me. Then I leave. To my credit, I came back faster this time.
January 28, 2026 at 5:12 PM
I'm sure people must be tired of me vanishing and reappearing. I have a panic disorder and bad things seem to always be happening to me. I don't feel welcome, or like I belong. The few people who are my emotional anchors abandon me. Then I leave. To my credit, I came back faster this time.
more old art of snake people
January 28, 2026 at 5:10 PM
more old art of snake people
hyper dragon lady
January 28, 2026 at 4:49 PM
hyper dragon lady
