Jessi
@abandonedjessi.bsky.social
26 🏳️⚧️ he/him 🏳️🌈 autistic chronically ill emo, passionate about fighting for change ✨ #YoshiOnTour 🦖
i have a silly little hat and i love it
November 20, 2025 at 3:42 PM
i have a silly little hat and i love it
went on a spooky photo taking walk and there was a strange cryptid lurking in the shadows
October 31, 2025 at 8:06 PM
went on a spooky photo taking walk and there was a strange cryptid lurking in the shadows
it's so shit having to be stuck on antipsychotics that make you feel shit because you're not allowed to lower it and stopping taking it isn't an option.
October 23, 2025 at 4:14 PM
it's so shit having to be stuck on antipsychotics that make you feel shit because you're not allowed to lower it and stopping taking it isn't an option.
i really need my antipsychotic lower, how it makes me feel physically (like shit) is already making me avoid taking it at the time of night that i should, not allowing me to lower it doesn't bode well
October 23, 2025 at 4:13 PM
i really need my antipsychotic lower, how it makes me feel physically (like shit) is already making me avoid taking it at the time of night that i should, not allowing me to lower it doesn't bode well
at the end of my appointment today i asked for everyone (2 staff plus my dad) to let me take my time reading this out
my voice shook but i said every word, and every word from 4 months ago is STILL just as true
my voice shook but i said every word, and every word from 4 months ago is STILL just as true
i wrote this at the start of june and every word is just as true now
they're still denying therapy after making me write page after page explaining all of my trauma
"To deny help by telling someone they are doing well is manipulation into convincing them that your denial is just and fair"
they're still denying therapy after making me write page after page explaining all of my trauma
"To deny help by telling someone they are doing well is manipulation into convincing them that your denial is just and fair"
something no one points out when they make you do a safety plan is that even if you do notice early warning signs, there's no point mentioning it cause it doesn't change anything
you stay quiet, no one helps
you reach out, no one helps because "we don't really know what we can offer"
you stay quiet, no one helps
you reach out, no one helps because "we don't really know what we can offer"
October 23, 2025 at 4:09 PM
at the end of my appointment today i asked for everyone (2 staff plus my dad) to let me take my time reading this out
my voice shook but i said every word, and every word from 4 months ago is STILL just as true
my voice shook but i said every word, and every word from 4 months ago is STILL just as true
that was, in a word, Bullshit
they team point blank won't allow me to reduce my antipsychotic even though i've requested to because it makes my palpitations a lot worse
still no therapy after i plead my case again, with my dad in the room too
they want to discharge me
they team point blank won't allow me to reduce my antipsychotic even though i've requested to because it makes my palpitations a lot worse
still no therapy after i plead my case again, with my dad in the room too
they want to discharge me
cmht this afternoon
there aren't enough words to convey how much i don't wanna face it
there aren't enough words to convey how much i don't wanna face it
October 23, 2025 at 4:08 PM
that was, in a word, Bullshit
they team point blank won't allow me to reduce my antipsychotic even though i've requested to because it makes my palpitations a lot worse
still no therapy after i plead my case again, with my dad in the room too
they want to discharge me
they team point blank won't allow me to reduce my antipsychotic even though i've requested to because it makes my palpitations a lot worse
still no therapy after i plead my case again, with my dad in the room too
they want to discharge me
cmht this afternoon
there aren't enough words to convey how much i don't wanna face it
there aren't enough words to convey how much i don't wanna face it
October 23, 2025 at 11:54 AM
cmht this afternoon
there aren't enough words to convey how much i don't wanna face it
there aren't enough words to convey how much i don't wanna face it
day 12 out of ?
(i forgot to post it here yesterday)
(i forgot to post it here yesterday)
October 11, 2025 at 12:38 PM
day 12 out of ?
(i forgot to post it here yesterday)
(i forgot to post it here yesterday)
first ever wheelchair accessible gig LFG
October 6, 2025 at 5:29 PM
first ever wheelchair accessible gig LFG
he looks so twinkly i'm gonna cry he's so cute
September 27, 2025 at 4:53 PM
he looks so twinkly i'm gonna cry he's so cute