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@a5table.bsky.social
he/him, 18. lobcorphead freak
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https://astable.straw.page
i should make an rpgmaker game with my agents......
February 10, 2026 at 1:06 PM
purse owner 2...... tatsuya....... so me....
February 9, 2026 at 3:25 PM
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(oc) mordred having a breakdown and eating a burger
February 6, 2026 at 10:20 PM
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mama mo renpy
February 6, 2026 at 12:50 PM
finally changed my strawpage layout after who knows how long. a great weight has been lifted off my shoulders
February 6, 2026 at 5:39 AM
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(oc) gawain
February 5, 2026 at 7:39 PM
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1 layer background challenge
February 5, 2026 at 2:17 AM
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Give a man a fish, he'll eat for a day. Give an artist any way to draw, they will draw anything they want.

Honestly I have no idea how people draw here. The stylus works in the new demo but it still feels weird.
#epicbattlefantasy
February 3, 2026 at 9:09 PM
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( #oc ) cleaned up a little and coloured that Laertes and Gareth doodle cause i love them
February 3, 2026 at 12:47 PM
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对吗?对的对的。啊...不对不对。
February 3, 2026 at 7:10 AM
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February 2, 2026 at 4:05 PM
played the matt's hidden cats demo! why is lance getting gay with me. i don't mind but it's just scary
February 3, 2026 at 7:00 AM
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(oc) gareth adopted post canto
February 2, 2026 at 11:57 PM
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(oc) some gawains also
February 3, 2026 at 12:03 AM
ok i cried about it. maybe. i love my ocs. it's perfectly normal to cry about the little people in your head who feel real to you. yep.
February 2, 2026 at 5:43 AM
post-yap catholic guilt set in. man whatever (smoking fake cigarette)
February 2, 2026 at 5:13 AM
asghdsjdjf mikael... mikael i'm so fond of you i care about you so much dude... he's actually my goat. i love this guy
February 2, 2026 at 5:01 AM
– and even if everyone hates him, what can he do? his life is over. there's no hope in doing anything when you're just used up over and over and over. it's better to play the stereotype of an awful, self-absorbed person than to let people see how miserable he really is.
February 2, 2026 at 4:57 AM
the only person who he thought wanted him before LCorp was a lying sack of shit who only used him to boost his own ego. of course it's how he'd think after all that time. he's never been wanted in any other way. so he made himself undesirable and unpalatable in spite of his want for love. –
February 2, 2026 at 4:54 AM
and then when he *does* manage to get a position as an agent. he's still nothing special. he was "hired" as fodder in most loops, including the final one. in his mind, to others, he can only be useful or liked if someone is using him and throwing him away. he's never wanted for who *he* is.
February 2, 2026 at 4:51 AM
– he does, then someone might like him. he's just wanted to be liked but his reputation was ruined before working for LCorp so now he has to run away because he's just being a burden to his UCorp shareholder parents who he's only disappointed until now.
February 2, 2026 at 4:47 AM
his parents never acknowledged him and even when they did they tore him down despite his best efforts. he couldn't find meaning so he takes to substances to *feel* like he can experience happiness like a "normal" person. he's alienated and still trying his best to fit in because he thinks that if –
February 2, 2026 at 4:45 AM
i'm actually so. in love with how i've developed him over the years because i didn't know anything about PDs or mental illness past "depression and anxiety exist" way back then. and now he's actually way better than just "awful irredeemable person" ... he's so much more complicated than that now.
February 2, 2026 at 4:42 AM
guy who is around the wrong people for most of his teen years and is horribly scarred because of it but he Heals and it's beautiful and heartwarming and learns to find value in himself and having healthy relationships ,,, been thinking about this guy for like 4-5 years now i'm so obsessed with him,,
February 2, 2026 at 4:38 AM
bless my beautiful wonderful life i love my ocs so much!!!!!!!! i needto talk about mikael i love him so so so very much!!!! my beautiful wonderful handsome gorgeous stunning npd/aspdling AGHH
February 2, 2026 at 4:36 AM