Coast Ghostin'
@808ghost.bsky.social
wandering hawaiian ghost existing in unknown spaces // immersion break (bpd/c-ptsd/adhd/amnesiac)
im honestly happy i've been making vent art again... cuz all the stress in my head and heart are bleeding out into my lines
and honestly its worth it. i wish i was not this weak
and honestly its worth it. i wish i was not this weak
July 17, 2025 at 9:04 AM
im honestly happy i've been making vent art again... cuz all the stress in my head and heart are bleeding out into my lines
and honestly its worth it. i wish i was not this weak
and honestly its worth it. i wish i was not this weak
Reposted by Coast Ghostin'
June 10, 2025 at 4:11 PM
oh did i mention that I made pride art last week?
I was so happy that I made it, until I found out a close friend of mind has been doubting my "authenticity" of being a "real" asexual.
This is the same one who said they supported me for being non-binary. i wish i was kidding
I was so happy that I made it, until I found out a close friend of mind has been doubting my "authenticity" of being a "real" asexual.
This is the same one who said they supported me for being non-binary. i wish i was kidding
June 10, 2025 at 2:01 AM
oh did i mention that I made pride art last week?
I was so happy that I made it, until I found out a close friend of mind has been doubting my "authenticity" of being a "real" asexual.
This is the same one who said they supported me for being non-binary. i wish i was kidding
I was so happy that I made it, until I found out a close friend of mind has been doubting my "authenticity" of being a "real" asexual.
This is the same one who said they supported me for being non-binary. i wish i was kidding
the more i look at photos from the past, i feel happy and angry at the same time.
angry at myself and the people in those pics.
before i know it the disassociative amnesia kicks in and i start to forget why i look at those pictures
angry at myself and the people in those pics.
before i know it the disassociative amnesia kicks in and i start to forget why i look at those pictures
June 10, 2025 at 1:59 AM
the more i look at photos from the past, i feel happy and angry at the same time.
angry at myself and the people in those pics.
before i know it the disassociative amnesia kicks in and i start to forget why i look at those pictures
angry at myself and the people in those pics.
before i know it the disassociative amnesia kicks in and i start to forget why i look at those pictures
yknow when i think about it. the closer i find myself to happiness, the easier it is to sink back into depression again.
now hearing a lot of shit about me behind peoples backs (hell even in front of me) + family issues all over again
i gotta know if i'm making the right decisions
now hearing a lot of shit about me behind peoples backs (hell even in front of me) + family issues all over again
i gotta know if i'm making the right decisions
June 10, 2025 at 1:58 AM
yknow when i think about it. the closer i find myself to happiness, the easier it is to sink back into depression again.
now hearing a lot of shit about me behind peoples backs (hell even in front of me) + family issues all over again
i gotta know if i'm making the right decisions
now hearing a lot of shit about me behind peoples backs (hell even in front of me) + family issues all over again
i gotta know if i'm making the right decisions
I'll be careful with who I lend my heart to
May 26, 2025 at 11:57 PM
I'll be careful with who I lend my heart to
I sometimes wonder if i'm just a good creator.
I don't work hard enough to be creative nor skillful enough to make it my living. Not even the people i make art gifts for care about them that much because it doesn't "match their quality"
I hate making heartfelt things that people throw to the side
I don't work hard enough to be creative nor skillful enough to make it my living. Not even the people i make art gifts for care about them that much because it doesn't "match their quality"
I hate making heartfelt things that people throw to the side
May 26, 2025 at 11:56 PM
I sometimes wonder if i'm just a good creator.
I don't work hard enough to be creative nor skillful enough to make it my living. Not even the people i make art gifts for care about them that much because it doesn't "match their quality"
I hate making heartfelt things that people throw to the side
I don't work hard enough to be creative nor skillful enough to make it my living. Not even the people i make art gifts for care about them that much because it doesn't "match their quality"
I hate making heartfelt things that people throw to the side
i can go out and do things that i have never done in years but god it feels like im forever alone in a place that i should be familiar with.
am i able to be myself again?
am i able to be myself again?
February 26, 2025 at 12:44 AM
i can go out and do things that i have never done in years but god it feels like im forever alone in a place that i should be familiar with.
am i able to be myself again?
am i able to be myself again?
I've been able to get back on this account again after figuring out how to get back in via laptop. holy fuck, it's been exhausting. i've been back home for four days and I'm already wanting to go home soon. I don't know what to do other than cry and isolate.
i feel so alone. idk what to do now
i feel so alone. idk what to do now
February 26, 2025 at 12:37 AM
I've been able to get back on this account again after figuring out how to get back in via laptop. holy fuck, it's been exhausting. i've been back home for four days and I'm already wanting to go home soon. I don't know what to do other than cry and isolate.
i feel so alone. idk what to do now
i feel so alone. idk what to do now
imma finna crash tf out brooooooo
i cant do dis shit anymore. i'm never gonna be enough for anyone, and i'll never be the me that i needed growing up.
i wish this didnt feel like shit but the inevitable always comes up. agh 💀
i cant do dis shit anymore. i'm never gonna be enough for anyone, and i'll never be the me that i needed growing up.
i wish this didnt feel like shit but the inevitable always comes up. agh 💀
February 7, 2025 at 2:34 AM
imma finna crash tf out brooooooo
i cant do dis shit anymore. i'm never gonna be enough for anyone, and i'll never be the me that i needed growing up.
i wish this didnt feel like shit but the inevitable always comes up. agh 💀
i cant do dis shit anymore. i'm never gonna be enough for anyone, and i'll never be the me that i needed growing up.
i wish this didnt feel like shit but the inevitable always comes up. agh 💀
I'll be 100% honest fam. I thought that I'd get better by now.
I'm not. worrying over internal family matters, wondering if i'm good enough to be an artist-- hell even a content creator, losing friends again in the process over my mental health and identity... i got no one to blame but myself. f me
I'm not. worrying over internal family matters, wondering if i'm good enough to be an artist-- hell even a content creator, losing friends again in the process over my mental health and identity... i got no one to blame but myself. f me
February 7, 2025 at 2:28 AM
I'll be 100% honest fam. I thought that I'd get better by now.
I'm not. worrying over internal family matters, wondering if i'm good enough to be an artist-- hell even a content creator, losing friends again in the process over my mental health and identity... i got no one to blame but myself. f me
I'm not. worrying over internal family matters, wondering if i'm good enough to be an artist-- hell even a content creator, losing friends again in the process over my mental health and identity... i got no one to blame but myself. f me
After everything that has happened, I'm being knocked down again and being told that *i'm* the problem and it's *my* fault for putting myself into this stressful new year?
Miss me with that bullshit. The only thing I did was return shitty energy back to people who think rules don't apply to them
Miss me with that bullshit. The only thing I did was return shitty energy back to people who think rules don't apply to them
January 9, 2025 at 6:06 PM
After everything that has happened, I'm being knocked down again and being told that *i'm* the problem and it's *my* fault for putting myself into this stressful new year?
Miss me with that bullshit. The only thing I did was return shitty energy back to people who think rules don't apply to them
Miss me with that bullshit. The only thing I did was return shitty energy back to people who think rules don't apply to them
But yeah... 2025 is my year alright....
My year to be in horrendous stress
My year to be in horrendous stress
January 8, 2025 at 8:17 PM
But yeah... 2025 is my year alright....
My year to be in horrendous stress
My year to be in horrendous stress
So... we have a power outage, we made sure my in laws were safe (they are in the evac zone), I'm still on bpd derealization, on recovery from a flu--- oh did I mention someone robbed my husband during his work hours AND my mom might be homeless because of the landlord?
This happened since Jan 1
This happened since Jan 1
January 8, 2025 at 8:16 PM
So... we have a power outage, we made sure my in laws were safe (they are in the evac zone), I'm still on bpd derealization, on recovery from a flu--- oh did I mention someone robbed my husband during his work hours AND my mom might be homeless because of the landlord?
This happened since Jan 1
This happened since Jan 1
Reposted by Coast Ghostin'
it's a new year and i already wanna skip it.
i'm hella crashing out and i just don't want to exist in spaces where I make people sad.
i get it. voice is loud and clear. i won't get in anyone's way anymore
i'm hella crashing out and i just don't want to exist in spaces where I make people sad.
i get it. voice is loud and clear. i won't get in anyone's way anymore
January 4, 2025 at 9:52 PM
it's a new year and i already wanna skip it.
i'm hella crashing out and i just don't want to exist in spaces where I make people sad.
i get it. voice is loud and clear. i won't get in anyone's way anymore
i'm hella crashing out and i just don't want to exist in spaces where I make people sad.
i get it. voice is loud and clear. i won't get in anyone's way anymore
Reposted by Coast Ghostin'
im usually excited for christmas and celebrating the holiday spirit but this year im not? its really sad. lately with all the stress thats been going on i can feel my wrists hurting more frequently, i kinda cope on sweet drinks (hot and cold)
i havent even finished my christmas card this year ;;
i havent even finished my christmas card this year ;;
December 1, 2024 at 11:05 AM
im usually excited for christmas and celebrating the holiday spirit but this year im not? its really sad. lately with all the stress thats been going on i can feel my wrists hurting more frequently, i kinda cope on sweet drinks (hot and cold)
i havent even finished my christmas card this year ;;
i havent even finished my christmas card this year ;;
Tfw you feel so seen by your cousins when they step up and defend your enby identity ;w;
Omg it's so lovely
Omg it's so lovely
November 29, 2024 at 4:14 AM
Tfw you feel so seen by your cousins when they step up and defend your enby identity ;w;
Omg it's so lovely
Omg it's so lovely
gentle(?) reminder that people suffer with seasonal depression/holidays may be rough for a lot of people.
be fucking nice or fafo because i can guarantee you that we will stop talking when 2025 comes around
be fucking nice or fafo because i can guarantee you that we will stop talking when 2025 comes around
November 28, 2024 at 12:05 AM
gentle(?) reminder that people suffer with seasonal depression/holidays may be rough for a lot of people.
be fucking nice or fafo because i can guarantee you that we will stop talking when 2025 comes around
be fucking nice or fafo because i can guarantee you that we will stop talking when 2025 comes around
Reposted by Coast Ghostin'
🌟 MEGA STICKER SHEET GIVEAWAY! 🌟
As my way of showing thanks to everyone who followed me here I'm giving away bundles of my Pokemon sticker sheets, 34 designs in total!
To enter:
❣️ Like/Share this post
❣️ Must be following me
FOUR random winners will be selected DECEMBER 2nd!
(More deets in thread)
As my way of showing thanks to everyone who followed me here I'm giving away bundles of my Pokemon sticker sheets, 34 designs in total!
To enter:
❣️ Like/Share this post
❣️ Must be following me
FOUR random winners will be selected DECEMBER 2nd!
(More deets in thread)
November 27, 2024 at 10:35 PM
🌟 MEGA STICKER SHEET GIVEAWAY! 🌟
As my way of showing thanks to everyone who followed me here I'm giving away bundles of my Pokemon sticker sheets, 34 designs in total!
To enter:
❣️ Like/Share this post
❣️ Must be following me
FOUR random winners will be selected DECEMBER 2nd!
(More deets in thread)
As my way of showing thanks to everyone who followed me here I'm giving away bundles of my Pokemon sticker sheets, 34 designs in total!
To enter:
❣️ Like/Share this post
❣️ Must be following me
FOUR random winners will be selected DECEMBER 2nd!
(More deets in thread)
After today, I'm going to slowly donate all my feminine clothing to shelters. I don't feel happy anymore
November 22, 2024 at 8:50 PM
After today, I'm going to slowly donate all my feminine clothing to shelters. I don't feel happy anymore
Tried a new method for my skin recently to help with my symptoms.
Unfortunately, I'm feeling sleep af ;; and I'm super gender and body dysphoric rn.
Unfortunately, I'm feeling sleep af ;; and I'm super gender and body dysphoric rn.
November 22, 2024 at 8:49 PM
Tried a new method for my skin recently to help with my symptoms.
Unfortunately, I'm feeling sleep af ;; and I'm super gender and body dysphoric rn.
Unfortunately, I'm feeling sleep af ;; and I'm super gender and body dysphoric rn.
im so freaking tired... not in a "im stressed way" but in the "i've existed for so long and I wonder if i did ok enough" kind of tired.
i just hope im doing ok
i just hope im doing ok
November 17, 2024 at 1:07 PM
im so freaking tired... not in a "im stressed way" but in the "i've existed for so long and I wonder if i did ok enough" kind of tired.
i just hope im doing ok
i just hope im doing ok
Reposted by Coast Ghostin'
The fundraiser is now live! 🦊☕
From the initial idea to the demo, I'm ready to take Tailside to the next level. Thank you so much for trusting me and my little cozy cafe game. 🧡
I can't wait to show you what's in store for the future! WE GOT THIS! #pixelart #indiegame #vtuber #cute #cozy
From the initial idea to the demo, I'm ready to take Tailside to the next level. Thank you so much for trusting me and my little cozy cafe game. 🧡
I can't wait to show you what's in store for the future! WE GOT THIS! #pixelart #indiegame #vtuber #cute #cozy
October 23, 2024 at 7:00 PM
The fundraiser is now live! 🦊☕
From the initial idea to the demo, I'm ready to take Tailside to the next level. Thank you so much for trusting me and my little cozy cafe game. 🧡
I can't wait to show you what's in store for the future! WE GOT THIS! #pixelart #indiegame #vtuber #cute #cozy
From the initial idea to the demo, I'm ready to take Tailside to the next level. Thank you so much for trusting me and my little cozy cafe game. 🧡
I can't wait to show you what's in store for the future! WE GOT THIS! #pixelart #indiegame #vtuber #cute #cozy