Gwain🦋
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Gwain🦋
@59thgwain.bsky.social
· Nov 26
I also miss Valorant and really wanna get back into it, but now is such a bad time because I have a tendency to gasp when I get shot.
And then I have a tendency to accidently get saliva stuck in my throat.
And coughing makes it feel like stitches are gonna pop open😭
And then I have a tendency to accidently get saliva stuck in my throat.
And coughing makes it feel like stitches are gonna pop open😭
February 1, 2026 at 7:28 PM
I also miss Valorant and really wanna get back into it, but now is such a bad time because I have a tendency to gasp when I get shot.
And then I have a tendency to accidently get saliva stuck in my throat.
And coughing makes it feel like stitches are gonna pop open😭
And then I have a tendency to accidently get saliva stuck in my throat.
And coughing makes it feel like stitches are gonna pop open😭
Recovery is a fucking bitch btw.
I can only sleep on my back and that's really uncomfortable for me and it hurts every time I have to get up and im so tired of it😭
I can only sleep on my back and that's really uncomfortable for me and it hurts every time I have to get up and im so tired of it😭
February 1, 2026 at 7:26 PM
Recovery is a fucking bitch btw.
I can only sleep on my back and that's really uncomfortable for me and it hurts every time I have to get up and im so tired of it😭
I can only sleep on my back and that's really uncomfortable for me and it hurts every time I have to get up and im so tired of it😭
Ah, but actually then there's no good reason that Aemeath hasn't been added to ascension planner.
Mornye and Lynae were added ahead of 3.0 so the non-existent mats shouldn't be a problem.
Mornye and Lynae were added ahead of 3.0 so the non-existent mats shouldn't be a problem.
Omg, im an idiot. I completely missed that we're already getting a new weekly boss😭
Why does Kuro refuse to tell us what weekly boss drops Aemeath needs?😭
February 1, 2026 at 7:23 PM
Ah, but actually then there's no good reason that Aemeath hasn't been added to ascension planner.
Mornye and Lynae were added ahead of 3.0 so the non-existent mats shouldn't be a problem.
Mornye and Lynae were added ahead of 3.0 so the non-existent mats shouldn't be a problem.
Omg, im an idiot. I completely missed that we're already getting a new weekly boss😭
Why does Kuro refuse to tell us what weekly boss drops Aemeath needs?😭
February 1, 2026 at 9:17 AM
Omg, im an idiot. I completely missed that we're already getting a new weekly boss😭
Why does Kuro refuse to tell us what weekly boss drops Aemeath needs?😭
February 1, 2026 at 7:40 AM
Why does Kuro refuse to tell us what weekly boss drops Aemeath needs?😭
I feel like the light really washes out the color, but I swear they look good and theyre Aemeath themed!
February 1, 2026 at 12:06 AM
I feel like the light really washes out the color, but I swear they look good and theyre Aemeath themed!
Also, im working on making some Aemeath inspired nails.
Remaking these along with a purple nail polish i bought for this set🤩
Remaking these along with a purple nail polish i bought for this set🤩
January 31, 2026 at 3:51 PM
Also, im working on making some Aemeath inspired nails.
Remaking these along with a purple nail polish i bought for this set🤩
Remaking these along with a purple nail polish i bought for this set🤩
But yesterday I also went to my friend's place and her toxic boyfriend was also at home and we were talking about my old boss.
I used to work with my friend and her bf also used to work there.
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I used to work with my friend and her bf also used to work there.
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January 31, 2026 at 3:37 PM
But yesterday I also went to my friend's place and her toxic boyfriend was also at home and we were talking about my old boss.
I used to work with my friend and her bf also used to work there.
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I used to work with my friend and her bf also used to work there.
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Okay so I picked up my phone yesterday and im very happy🤩
January 31, 2026 at 3:27 PM
Okay so I picked up my phone yesterday and im very happy🤩
So, my phone is finally repaired and I can't help but feel like this comment was unnecessary😅
It sounds vaguely condescending.
I know it's not. Also by anime theme, he means the fact that I have Elyzerda art as my lock screen, home screen and cover screen🙃
It sounds vaguely condescending.
I know it's not. Also by anime theme, he means the fact that I have Elyzerda art as my lock screen, home screen and cover screen🙃
January 29, 2026 at 12:54 PM
So, my phone is finally repaired and I can't help but feel like this comment was unnecessary😅
It sounds vaguely condescending.
I know it's not. Also by anime theme, he means the fact that I have Elyzerda art as my lock screen, home screen and cover screen🙃
It sounds vaguely condescending.
I know it's not. Also by anime theme, he means the fact that I have Elyzerda art as my lock screen, home screen and cover screen🙃
I feel like a lot of people are glazing Bruno Mars and his new album.
Isn't he still a zionist? Also, idk, I haven't heard a whole song from his new album, but what I have heard sounds exactly like all his other songs to me🤨
Isn't he still a zionist? Also, idk, I haven't heard a whole song from his new album, but what I have heard sounds exactly like all his other songs to me🤨
January 29, 2026 at 8:09 AM
I feel like a lot of people are glazing Bruno Mars and his new album.
Isn't he still a zionist? Also, idk, I haven't heard a whole song from his new album, but what I have heard sounds exactly like all his other songs to me🤨
Isn't he still a zionist? Also, idk, I haven't heard a whole song from his new album, but what I have heard sounds exactly like all his other songs to me🤨
Yoooo, my mom texted me if she should stop by a store and buy something for me and asked if she would look for the buldak noodles and she effin' found some!
There was one packet left, but actually it was the same brand store as I'd been in. It's like they're discontinuing it.
There was one packet left, but actually it was the same brand store as I'd been in. It's like they're discontinuing it.
Also, idk what's going on, the store near me usually has carbonara Buldak noodles, but now it doesn't anymore😭
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
January 28, 2026 at 6:34 PM
Yoooo, my mom texted me if she should stop by a store and buy something for me and asked if she would look for the buldak noodles and she effin' found some!
There was one packet left, but actually it was the same brand store as I'd been in. It's like they're discontinuing it.
There was one packet left, but actually it was the same brand store as I'd been in. It's like they're discontinuing it.
I ate the first pancake, then had two bites of the stack and felt sick again😀👍
Very unsatisfying considering I'd been looking forward to eating pancakes😭
So yeah, I still can't really eat. My stomach is apparently a bit messed up🥲
Very unsatisfying considering I'd been looking forward to eating pancakes😭
So yeah, I still can't really eat. My stomach is apparently a bit messed up🥲
Also, tell me why I thought spicy food would be good for a sore throat😭😅
While looking for noodles, I bought pancake mix tho, so I'll eat that... As pancakes... Not the mix by itself😂
While looking for noodles, I bought pancake mix tho, so I'll eat that... As pancakes... Not the mix by itself😂
Also, idk what's going on, the store near me usually has carbonara Buldak noodles, but now it doesn't anymore😭
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
January 28, 2026 at 6:28 PM
I ate the first pancake, then had two bites of the stack and felt sick again😀👍
Very unsatisfying considering I'd been looking forward to eating pancakes😭
So yeah, I still can't really eat. My stomach is apparently a bit messed up🥲
Very unsatisfying considering I'd been looking forward to eating pancakes😭
So yeah, I still can't really eat. My stomach is apparently a bit messed up🥲
Help, I just watched the trailer for You for the first time.
Ive seen it a handful of times, but in the trailer they say it's from the executive producers of fucking RIVERDALE💀💀💀
Ive seen it a handful of times, but in the trailer they say it's from the executive producers of fucking RIVERDALE💀💀💀
January 28, 2026 at 12:10 PM
Help, I just watched the trailer for You for the first time.
Ive seen it a handful of times, but in the trailer they say it's from the executive producers of fucking RIVERDALE💀💀💀
Ive seen it a handful of times, but in the trailer they say it's from the executive producers of fucking RIVERDALE💀💀💀
ALSO! It was so fucking cute, my friend who studies medicine and does shifts at hospitals came to see me after the operation🥹
Last we were together we talked about what days she had shifts at the hospital where I was having my surgery.
Last we were together we talked about what days she had shifts at the hospital where I was having my surgery.
January 28, 2026 at 10:44 AM
ALSO! It was so fucking cute, my friend who studies medicine and does shifts at hospitals came to see me after the operation🥹
Last we were together we talked about what days she had shifts at the hospital where I was having my surgery.
Last we were together we talked about what days she had shifts at the hospital where I was having my surgery.
Also, tell me why I thought spicy food would be good for a sore throat😭😅
While looking for noodles, I bought pancake mix tho, so I'll eat that... As pancakes... Not the mix by itself😂
While looking for noodles, I bought pancake mix tho, so I'll eat that... As pancakes... Not the mix by itself😂
Also, idk what's going on, the store near me usually has carbonara Buldak noodles, but now it doesn't anymore😭
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
January 28, 2026 at 10:38 AM
Also, tell me why I thought spicy food would be good for a sore throat😭😅
While looking for noodles, I bought pancake mix tho, so I'll eat that... As pancakes... Not the mix by itself😂
While looking for noodles, I bought pancake mix tho, so I'll eat that... As pancakes... Not the mix by itself😂
Also, idk what's going on, the store near me usually has carbonara Buldak noodles, but now it doesn't anymore😭
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
January 28, 2026 at 10:35 AM
Also, idk what's going on, the store near me usually has carbonara Buldak noodles, but now it doesn't anymore😭
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
The store where I bought the nongshim shin noodles didn't have it either😭😭
Granted it was the same store, but much bigger in a huge mall🥲
Oh also, at the hospital i had 2 really nice nurses and one of my surgeons was a woman, which doesn't make a difference, but I like mentioning😊
January 28, 2026 at 9:54 AM
Oh also, at the hospital i had 2 really nice nurses and one of my surgeons was a woman, which doesn't make a difference, but I like mentioning😊
Imma make a rundown of what happened at the hospital (everything went according plan so it's not very interesting) because I just need to write it out.
I've been kinda gaslighting myself into thinking it wasn't that a big a deal.
Then they gave me all the pain meds and the port for the anesthesia and then I fucking started crying😅
Then they gave me all the pain meds and the port for the anesthesia and then I fucking started crying😅
SURGERY TODAY!!!!!!
January 27, 2026 at 11:08 PM
Imma make a rundown of what happened at the hospital (everything went according plan so it's not very interesting) because I just need to write it out.
I've been kinda gaslighting myself into thinking it wasn't that a big a deal.
Then they gave me all the pain meds and the port for the anesthesia and then I fucking started crying😅
Then they gave me all the pain meds and the port for the anesthesia and then I fucking started crying😅
January 27, 2026 at 9:28 AM
I've been kinda gaslighting myself into thinking it wasn't that a big a deal.
Then they gave me all the pain meds and the port for the anesthesia and then I fucking started crying😅
Then they gave me all the pain meds and the port for the anesthesia and then I fucking started crying😅
SURGERY TODAY!!!!!!
kermit the frog is standing in front of a red curtain on a stage .
ALT: kermit the frog is standing in front of a red curtain on a stage .
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January 27, 2026 at 6:37 AM
SURGERY TODAY!!!!!!
I'm also not allowed to eat after 2am tonight, but they also recommend eating a "light meal" before then.
Whatever the hell that means.
I had a small serving of scrambled eggs at midnight, but now I'm scared of having an attack because they usually come at night🙃
Whatever the hell that means.
I had a small serving of scrambled eggs at midnight, but now I'm scared of having an attack because they usually come at night🙃
January 26, 2026 at 11:35 PM
I'm also not allowed to eat after 2am tonight, but they also recommend eating a "light meal" before then.
Whatever the hell that means.
I had a small serving of scrambled eggs at midnight, but now I'm scared of having an attack because they usually come at night🙃
Whatever the hell that means.
I had a small serving of scrambled eggs at midnight, but now I'm scared of having an attack because they usually come at night🙃
I just wrote a teeny tiny bit, but I should go to sleep now. My surgery is at 9:30am and I'm not allowed to drink anything 2 hours prior.
And they recommend drinking something with sugar before them. So I have to get up at 7:20am and drink some apple juice😆
And they recommend drinking something with sugar before them. So I have to get up at 7:20am and drink some apple juice😆
My way of dealing with writer's block:
Not writing, but thinking a lot about how to continue "the scene" without actually making any progress🫠
Not writing, but thinking a lot about how to continue "the scene" without actually making any progress🫠
January 26, 2026 at 11:34 PM
I just wrote a teeny tiny bit, but I should go to sleep now. My surgery is at 9:30am and I'm not allowed to drink anything 2 hours prior.
And they recommend drinking something with sugar before them. So I have to get up at 7:20am and drink some apple juice😆
And they recommend drinking something with sugar before them. So I have to get up at 7:20am and drink some apple juice😆
Oh yeah, it was kinda funny too, I wanted to check the movie out on Imdb and I saw that Elsie Lovelock (Lynae's eng VA) is in it, so that'll be kinda fun😄
Still, he lives kinda far away in the city he works in so I don't see him too often. But this weekend I randomly get a message from him that says "OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD! IRON LUNG HAS COME TO DENMARK!" And he had bought 2 tickets so we could see it together. So we're seeing it on Saturday🥰
January 26, 2026 at 11:30 PM
Oh yeah, it was kinda funny too, I wanted to check the movie out on Imdb and I saw that Elsie Lovelock (Lynae's eng VA) is in it, so that'll be kinda fun😄
My way of dealing with writer's block:
Not writing, but thinking a lot about how to continue "the scene" without actually making any progress🫠
Not writing, but thinking a lot about how to continue "the scene" without actually making any progress🫠
January 26, 2026 at 11:05 PM
My way of dealing with writer's block:
Not writing, but thinking a lot about how to continue "the scene" without actually making any progress🫠
Not writing, but thinking a lot about how to continue "the scene" without actually making any progress🫠