Also updating my name here to match my NSFW side elsewhere

NSFW
In other news, learning to draw mixing with horny brain leads me to designing the dick of a new sona I guess. Might work on it more later but im happy with how it's turned out so far. Idea behind it was to just combine a few things I thought would be hot. Nothing painful, just stimulating~

I finally remembered to reset my password for here. Totally didnt completely forget about it, nope, not at all

My version is like a chart with shorthand. Rows show what kind of vore (OV, AV, UB, etc.), and columns count the specifics (Endo, digestion, modifier for micro). Have a total count at the bottom. I just like numbers though, but it hasn't failed to get results.

These posts are monthly i guess

More teasing fun: if you have a prey or pred you like to RP with consistently, consider keeping a tally of everything you do! Then, randomly, remind them of just how many times you did "X". It'll fluster at least one of you, and probably make the pred want to do more

Teasing somebody by just drinking water on a voice call is always a fun time. Even better when there is a camera on and you can see their reaction, although the sounds they make are just as good. Stopping for a moment so they can recover, before getting the mic close for the last gulp is perfect.

Still kinda sucks liking both the really hard and super soft sides of vore at the same time about equally, but wanting to be cautious to not put things on others feeds that they wouldn't like.
Then again, this is my lil corner. I should do what I'm comfortable with. This'll be the year of me.

Oh fuck, new year, still the same barely active account...
Maybe I should mix it up this time. Do more. Actually interact with people or something...
Do what I wanna do, tag it right, and hope that the cool creatures who might not like it still stick around.

I've been using RP and kinks and other such things to help explore those aspects of myself more, and it feels.. comforting. Being an anthropomorphic character, being a living suit, being something mechanical, being not-me. But also finding comfort in being myself, and all those parts rolled into one

IRL
Yeah, I'm gonna rant about this here rather than main. Identity, sexuality, and everything else are weird. Like, not feeling either, or any gender. Not feeling even human at times. But also sometimes I do feel one way or the other, and at least mostly human to some extent.

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At the same time, I do kinda want to indulge in soft / reform stuff too...
But I'm weird about not wanting to upset others in my space. Some of the endo-"only" beans are pretty chill.

Vore
Curating this account more towards endo for my vorny interests has been really comfy. Like yeah, I'll still do not-that outside of public facing places with people I feel comfortable doing it with, but it's nice to look here and just smile at cozy vibes.

Lewd

I have the need for someone to just grab my chest from behind me, whisper sweet praises into my ears, and just aaaa.

I haven't actually felt properly horny in a while, and it feels good to have that back, and to WANT it. Both my dominant and submissive sides.

But now I'm wondering, is she going to go and look it up now? Am I going to have to provide sources myself if she's curious? Who would I even pick as the examples?
Or I'm over thinking and we'll just talk about other things next time.

I had the wonderful experience of introducing my therapist to vore yesterday. Trying to explain such an expensive topic briefly is pretty hard, but relating it to things like dom/sub stuff helps bridge the gap, I think. But also the cozy side of it, and how it's just comfort and trust for a lot.

I think I'm just gonna do everything myself, and put proper content warnings on everything. Might not repost things on here as much, but might ramble more.

Now I have the dilemma again. Do I just follow one side of the vorny spectrum (Endo / not-endo)? Or do I just follow everyone?