zhyv0n
@zhyv0n.bsky.social
they/them.
"𝐼𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒."
"𝐼𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒."
"But the parts of me that are slowly healing end up holding those other parts of me, and although that makes it okay, it also takes most of my emotional and cognitive energy. That’s why it’s so hard to do anything sometimes.
But I guess that means I am doing something. I’m healing."
But I guess that means I am doing something. I’m healing."
April 12, 2025 at 2:29 AM
"But the parts of me that are slowly healing end up holding those other parts of me, and although that makes it okay, it also takes most of my emotional and cognitive energy. That’s why it’s so hard to do anything sometimes.
But I guess that means I am doing something. I’m healing."
But I guess that means I am doing something. I’m healing."
Final word, write it down; say no more, move along.
There's something beautifully strong about being able to shatter without falling apart. Letting them see you in your fractured state, healing before their very eyes.
Check it once, check it twice; check it again, check it thrice.
There's something beautifully strong about being able to shatter without falling apart. Letting them see you in your fractured state, healing before their very eyes.
Check it once, check it twice; check it again, check it thrice.
March 31, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Final word, write it down; say no more, move along.
There's something beautifully strong about being able to shatter without falling apart. Letting them see you in your fractured state, healing before their very eyes.
Check it once, check it twice; check it again, check it thrice.
There's something beautifully strong about being able to shatter without falling apart. Letting them see you in your fractured state, healing before their very eyes.
Check it once, check it twice; check it again, check it thrice.
Correctly placing one's legitimate rage in the appropriate bucket instead of turning it all inward is such a powerful thing.
March 27, 2025 at 1:46 PM
Correctly placing one's legitimate rage in the appropriate bucket instead of turning it all inward is such a powerful thing.
The psychic backlash from throwing it all away. The twisting of the real world into what we see today. The brave faces over reality torn in two, the protestation of happiness so blatantly untrue. Lives narrowed to a single point are lived in fear of all.
March 20, 2025 at 11:32 AM
The psychic backlash from throwing it all away. The twisting of the real world into what we see today. The brave faces over reality torn in two, the protestation of happiness so blatantly untrue. Lives narrowed to a single point are lived in fear of all.
I stopped carrying around other people's disappointment today, and then I realized it's the key to approaching life openly. Everything feels different this time.
March 17, 2025 at 9:38 PM
I stopped carrying around other people's disappointment today, and then I realized it's the key to approaching life openly. Everything feels different this time.
Just a boy (45) and their dog. 😍
March 1, 2025 at 3:58 AM
Just a boy (45) and their dog. 😍
In chatting to random people about snowboarding, fielding questions about the closed bar at the show (ppl always think I'm staff for some reason 😂) and testing out local game stores, I've felt teenage me saying "What, we can be a whole person existing in the world?!" & I love showing them that. ♥️
February 25, 2025 at 12:27 PM
In chatting to random people about snowboarding, fielding questions about the closed bar at the show (ppl always think I'm staff for some reason 😂) and testing out local game stores, I've felt teenage me saying "What, we can be a whole person existing in the world?!" & I love showing them that. ♥️
I have a day trip snowboarding on Thursday, then seeing TUSK (the Fleetwood Mac tribute band) on Friday evening.
Spent this past three-day weekend doing so much stuff that I got through about two weeks of self-asks and important life tasks.
Absolutely loving all my new decor and room arrangements.
Spent this past three-day weekend doing so much stuff that I got through about two weeks of self-asks and important life tasks.
Absolutely loving all my new decor and room arrangements.
February 18, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I have a day trip snowboarding on Thursday, then seeing TUSK (the Fleetwood Mac tribute band) on Friday evening.
Spent this past three-day weekend doing so much stuff that I got through about two weeks of self-asks and important life tasks.
Absolutely loving all my new decor and room arrangements.
Spent this past three-day weekend doing so much stuff that I got through about two weeks of self-asks and important life tasks.
Absolutely loving all my new decor and room arrangements.
Sitting in my newly renovated (and still improving) crafts & computer corner (all the c's hehehe) listening to Florence on the big speakers. Reminds me of being 17 laying on my bed with the stereo cranked to block out the world. Weaving a connective fabric back to teenage me is complex & necessary ♥️
February 14, 2025 at 11:01 PM
Sitting in my newly renovated (and still improving) crafts & computer corner (all the c's hehehe) listening to Florence on the big speakers. Reminds me of being 17 laying on my bed with the stereo cranked to block out the world. Weaving a connective fabric back to teenage me is complex & necessary ♥️
Teenage me wanted tattoos so bad, and always felt like they were things that weren't available to me for various reasons. Fast forward to bantering with the staff at the tattoo shop booth this past weekend, and it's no wonder I feel deeply at peace today. ♥️
February 10, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Teenage me wanted tattoos so bad, and always felt like they were things that weren't available to me for various reasons. Fast forward to bantering with the staff at the tattoo shop booth this past weekend, and it's no wonder I feel deeply at peace today. ♥️
Clear communication might be the thing I need above all else in any situation. Removing ambiguity and just being straightforward is such a beautifully short path to resolution, and saves so much time vs, for example, trying to get X to work when moving on to Y was the answer all along.
February 10, 2025 at 2:30 PM
Clear communication might be the thing I need above all else in any situation. Removing ambiguity and just being straightforward is such a beautifully short path to resolution, and saves so much time vs, for example, trying to get X to work when moving on to Y was the answer all along.
If you've never seen "The Crow" then this won't make a lot of sense (even with the clip, there's the whole rest of the context of the movie that's missing) but I'm discovering that 2025 is, emotionally and mentally, my "can't rain all the time" year.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Fi7...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Fi7...
The Crow - "It can't rain all the time."
YouTube video by ScarredRomeo
www.youtube.com
February 9, 2025 at 3:49 PM
If you've never seen "The Crow" then this won't make a lot of sense (even with the clip, there's the whole rest of the context of the movie that's missing) but I'm discovering that 2025 is, emotionally and mentally, my "can't rain all the time" year.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Fi7...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Fi7...
Me buying a travel sewing kit in the convention hotel gift shop to use a clothes pin as a toothpick.
a man wearing a suit and tie is making a funny face
Alt: Mr Bean- a man wearing a suit and tie is making a funny face
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February 8, 2025 at 3:25 AM
Me buying a travel sewing kit in the convention hotel gift shop to use a clothes pin as a toothpick.
Tonight I drove to a game store and watched some Commander games happen. Didn't actually talk to anyone because it took all my emotional bandwidth to even get there and go inside, but I'm happy I did that much. Surprised myself with how calm I felt. Maybe next week I'll be able to engage! 😂
February 5, 2025 at 2:16 AM
Tonight I drove to a game store and watched some Commander games happen. Didn't actually talk to anyone because it took all my emotional bandwidth to even get there and go inside, but I'm happy I did that much. Surprised myself with how calm I felt. Maybe next week I'll be able to engage! 😂
I've been playing Hello Kitty Island Adventure since the Steam release. The devs gated the content and specifically designed the game to break if you time travel, and it's honestly been so freeing to have a "slow game" to check in with. It's helping me to have games as a hobby instead of an escape.
February 4, 2025 at 2:44 PM
I've been playing Hello Kitty Island Adventure since the Steam release. The devs gated the content and specifically designed the game to break if you time travel, and it's honestly been so freeing to have a "slow game" to check in with. It's helping me to have games as a hobby instead of an escape.
Okay well, it seems like friends, creators, and most non-Facebook socials users are finding a footing here, so UwU hewwo, here's part of a room makeover I did dis weekend. More later in the week when some stuff arrives! 😍
(Replaced two cracked/yellowed outlets with shiny new ones along the way!)
(Replaced two cracked/yellowed outlets with shiny new ones along the way!)
February 2, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Okay well, it seems like friends, creators, and most non-Facebook socials users are finding a footing here, so UwU hewwo, here's part of a room makeover I did dis weekend. More later in the week when some stuff arrives! 😍
(Replaced two cracked/yellowed outlets with shiny new ones along the way!)
(Replaced two cracked/yellowed outlets with shiny new ones along the way!)
It's interesting feeling at peace with myself regardless of whether I'm happy or sad. Thinking about the future without it crushing the present. Recognizing my wants and needs without the emptiness winning. Loving those important to me without the insecurities. Didn't know this was possible!
January 30, 2025 at 1:57 PM
It's interesting feeling at peace with myself regardless of whether I'm happy or sad. Thinking about the future without it crushing the present. Recognizing my wants and needs without the emptiness winning. Loving those important to me without the insecurities. Didn't know this was possible!
Oh hi, I forgot this existed! 🤭 Reading some stuff I posted here a year ago, all I can say is, wow, so much changes in a year in such a good way. 🥰
October 19, 2024 at 1:22 PM
Oh hi, I forgot this existed! 🤭 Reading some stuff I posted here a year ago, all I can say is, wow, so much changes in a year in such a good way. 🥰
A doggo for your consideration!
December 23, 2023 at 12:30 AM
A doggo for your consideration!
Gotta catch 'em all!
*Retrofuture synth plays*
*Retrofuture synth plays*
November 30, 2023 at 1:39 PM
Gotta catch 'em all!
*Retrofuture synth plays*
*Retrofuture synth plays*
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Things have escalated with Beetle
November 12, 2023 at 1:31 AM
Things have escalated with Beetle
Draw a series of boxes inside each other. Yourself is in the center. Lines can connect and overlap, boxes almost merge entirely, but you're still you in the center, a coherent whole. I used to think this would be isolating, but it's so rewarding to see me, and be who I am in the world.
November 14, 2023 at 4:48 PM
Draw a series of boxes inside each other. Yourself is in the center. Lines can connect and overlap, boxes almost merge entirely, but you're still you in the center, a coherent whole. I used to think this would be isolating, but it's so rewarding to see me, and be who I am in the world.
Got myself the new skate backpack from 50/50! I had their old boxy one for years, it was getting close to falling apart after me scraping it up a bunch of times, so this comes in clutch! The side straps to mount the skates is what makes it a skate backpack. 👍
November 12, 2023 at 3:11 PM
Got myself the new skate backpack from 50/50! I had their old boxy one for years, it was getting close to falling apart after me scraping it up a bunch of times, so this comes in clutch! The side straps to mount the skates is what makes it a skate backpack. 👍
Finding outlets for creative expression is great! 👌
November 10, 2023 at 7:12 PM
Finding outlets for creative expression is great! 👌
Having one of those "The show is called 'Sex and The City'" days.
November 9, 2023 at 2:39 PM
Having one of those "The show is called 'Sex and The City'" days.