Yay, my cast has been changed, best of all, there's no pain anymore, and I'll allowed to fully sit up, meaning i can move my desk back and do pc stuff like normal.

Maybe streaming will be possible earlier, just not long ones, well we'll see, I still need to make changes

Okay, the pain blockers wore off, so pain is surfacing, but it feels more like like muscle soreness and pulsations, nothing i can't handle. Going home tomorrow so finally I can be relaxed, comfortable and more.

Surgery is done. I think it went really well. I can see my toenails again, although my foot is slightly tilted to the left still in the cast, and the cast itself is an elephant.....

Now, it's just recovery, i'll not be 100% bedridden but able to walk slightly after 2-3 weeks.

Last few hours before I get taken to the surgery room for what could possibly be life changing surgery, allowing me to walk normally again.

Pray for me that it goes well, because i hope so.

Okay, last weekend before my super big surgery that'll determine if i'll be able to walk normally in the future, i hope so much that this one actually goes well

Hmmm, I wonder when my sleep schedule is going to return to normal, only problem...... even if I'm feeling dead tired, body says otherwise

I just realized something, I totally need to re-calibrate and fix my audio before i stream again, since i have been told by my friends that it glitches out sometimes 😅

I completely forgot I had a throne, I added some clothing, both cosplay and some more adult ones since i am lewd at times :)

Today, might've been the happiest i've been in a while, hopefully as i received a message today that i'm going to finally be accepted into a "close" by gender clinic for evaluation, possibly leading to hrt 😌😌🥲

Dual post cuz why not :)

I see a lot more of people i know getting onto bsky, I don't use social media that often anymore due to just feeling overwhelmed by stuff in life right now, but I'll try to keep up with people on here too

I just complete forget that bluesky is a thing considering i don't use social media often. but hopefully i can stream more often soon, stream planning is a b

God, I'm having so many issues with my projects all of a sudden, and my hobby business project, emails not working, site updates not working, etc

Istg, aaaaaaa, I'm going crazy, brain's a mush.. at this rate I'll just leave it again and procrastinate smfh

Oh yeah, I'm on bsky now, I forgot, Hey people I'm Zesilina,

I'm your neighbourhood comfy, cozy VStreamer, trying to make a comfortable environment and community where everyone feels safe and happy

If you know me from Twitch or other platforms, then Hiya old friends <3