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· Oct 20
Intro bc why not #caterpillarsky 18+ moots only
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• Ednos/arfid
• I never know what to put on these things
• Not certain I really exist
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• 32
• Ednos/arfid
• I never know what to put on these things
• Not certain I really exist
I’m trying to weigh myself less frequently so I don’t stress out at day to day differences (I didn’t follow it today and it said I’m up 4 lbs and I want to die, all over a single serving of French fries - I hate sodium fluctuations)
June 22, 2025 at 6:09 PM
I’m trying to weigh myself less frequently so I don’t stress out at day to day differences (I didn’t follow it today and it said I’m up 4 lbs and I want to die, all over a single serving of French fries - I hate sodium fluctuations)
Halfway thru today’s workout and I swear tea is the only thing keeping me going. 30/60
June 21, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Halfway thru today’s workout and I swear tea is the only thing keeping me going. 30/60
So just updating bc why not. Found out my back pain is bc I have a spinal abnormality (tldr my L5 and S1 one have a natural fusion so everything above and below is overworking) and my pain has gotten significantly worse since. It’s bad enough that it hurts to chew so I’ve been on soft foods for
June 21, 2025 at 5:18 AM
So just updating bc why not. Found out my back pain is bc I have a spinal abnormality (tldr my L5 and S1 one have a natural fusion so everything above and below is overworking) and my pain has gotten significantly worse since. It’s bad enough that it hurts to chew so I’ve been on soft foods for
I forgot blue sky existed but I’m alive
June 21, 2025 at 5:00 AM
I forgot blue sky existed but I’m alive
Sick bc of my period, I’m going to try to up my intake so I don’t keep having to worry about passing out.
January 12, 2025 at 8:23 PM
Sick bc of my period, I’m going to try to up my intake so I don’t keep having to worry about passing out.
Today’s body checks no waist trainer and yes I need to clean my mirror.
January 12, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Today’s body checks no waist trainer and yes I need to clean my mirror.
So my family did Christmas today and my mother bought me an insane amount of candy. It’s really funny how her envy comes out by trying to trigger me to binge.
December 25, 2024 at 12:49 AM
So my family did Christmas today and my mother bought me an insane amount of candy. It’s really funny how her envy comes out by trying to trigger me to binge.
Fell off on working out, shooting for 30 minutes everyday for a week, then I’ll double it. 2/7
December 21, 2024 at 12:30 PM
Fell off on working out, shooting for 30 minutes everyday for a week, then I’ll double it. 2/7
Mmmm have been doing that thing where I shut down 100% socially and lock tf in, I’m alive tho
December 21, 2024 at 3:32 AM
Mmmm have been doing that thing where I shut down 100% socially and lock tf in, I’m alive tho
I don’t know what happened this week but I snapped and I know how to get back in the mindset I was before, I don’t like who I am when I’m like that. I’ve given up everything to be skinny so far, what’s one more facet of myself?
November 30, 2024 at 10:28 PM
I don’t know what happened this week but I snapped and I know how to get back in the mindset I was before, I don’t like who I am when I’m like that. I’ve given up everything to be skinny so far, what’s one more facet of myself?
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good afternoon edsky
November 22, 2024 at 4:35 PM
good afternoon edsky
I don’t know how people function with physical jobs being sober.
November 23, 2024 at 3:38 PM
I don’t know how people function with physical jobs being sober.
Honestly making content where my body is recorded is one of the biggest motivators to keep losing weight, I hate the way I look on camera.
November 22, 2024 at 9:06 PM
Honestly making content where my body is recorded is one of the biggest motivators to keep losing weight, I hate the way I look on camera.
Am I using substances to make myself sick to get back on track? Yes, yes I am.
November 21, 2024 at 12:06 AM
Am I using substances to make myself sick to get back on track? Yes, yes I am.
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November 21, 2024 at 12:01 AM
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No energy and so much to do and can’t seem to push myself to start
November 20, 2024 at 6:51 PM
No energy and so much to do and can’t seem to push myself to start
Everytime I eat out even if it’s low cal I feel like a failure who just wasted money
November 17, 2024 at 5:56 PM
Everytime I eat out even if it’s low cal I feel like a failure who just wasted money
Did my hour workout today now that my tattoo is healed enough to take the saniderm off. God I missed working out.
November 12, 2024 at 8:49 PM
Did my hour workout today now that my tattoo is healed enough to take the saniderm off. God I missed working out.
It’s always funny when my mom’s friends kid comes over and thinks he understands the world so well (he’s like 18) and tells me his philosophy on life and how black and white it is. While I don’t argue since idc about his beliefs, I do ask him what makes him believe he’s an authority on how others
November 11, 2024 at 9:09 PM
It’s always funny when my mom’s friends kid comes over and thinks he understands the world so well (he’s like 18) and tells me his philosophy on life and how black and white it is. While I don’t argue since idc about his beliefs, I do ask him what makes him believe he’s an authority on how others
I’m sharing these tips and things based off what people have told me that make me come off as “aggressive” or “intimidating”. If they can help even one other afab person feel more confident/protect them then I’m happy to share them!!
November 10, 2024 at 5:57 PM
I’m sharing these tips and things based off what people have told me that make me come off as “aggressive” or “intimidating”. If they can help even one other afab person feel more confident/protect them then I’m happy to share them!!
Afab ppl tips: get prominent tattoos, esp face tattoos, big prominent face tattoos. I have two of them myself, since getting them men have been less mouthy with me or because they don’t find me attractive they’re upfront about what they’re seeking.
November 10, 2024 at 5:54 PM
Afab ppl tips: get prominent tattoos, esp face tattoos, big prominent face tattoos. I have two of them myself, since getting them men have been less mouthy with me or because they don’t find me attractive they’re upfront about what they’re seeking.
More afab tips: If you can’t get your hands on pepper spray for whatever reason or want a sneakier way to carry it, carry alcohol based perfume to spray in an attackers eyes. They’re more likely to get an infection and it won’t draw attention to you. Plus it’ll be easier to identify the attacker.
November 10, 2024 at 5:52 PM
More afab tips: If you can’t get your hands on pepper spray for whatever reason or want a sneakier way to carry it, carry alcohol based perfume to spray in an attackers eyes. They’re more likely to get an infection and it won’t draw attention to you. Plus it’ll be easier to identify the attacker.