Pillows
@whisperpills.bsky.social
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I wanted to do art in this but I wont
November 11, 2025 at 3:07 AM
I wanted to do art in this but I wont
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i love my rabbit bro!!!!!!!!!!!!
December 5, 2024 at 9:43 PM
i love my rabbit bro!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes I think I should leave, like it would be better for me and for everyone. But I never do.
November 3, 2025 at 4:55 PM
Sometimes I think I should leave, like it would be better for me and for everyone. But I never do.
Nature is one of the things I feel utmost connection too, yet I do nothing to stay in it, maybe i am afraid I'll lose connection to it as the yearning for its presence disappears, and it will become a thing I blankly stare into like a empty canvas
November 3, 2025 at 4:44 PM
Nature is one of the things I feel utmost connection too, yet I do nothing to stay in it, maybe i am afraid I'll lose connection to it as the yearning for its presence disappears, and it will become a thing I blankly stare into like a empty canvas
Sorry for anyone who's followed this thinking its gonna be art or anything.
It gives me some level of permanence when I complain, cause then I am atleast thinking, and not constantly empty.
I used to listen to stuff to drown out my head with thoughts, now I do it to fill my head with anything.
It gives me some level of permanence when I complain, cause then I am atleast thinking, and not constantly empty.
I used to listen to stuff to drown out my head with thoughts, now I do it to fill my head with anything.
November 3, 2025 at 4:28 PM
Sorry for anyone who's followed this thinking its gonna be art or anything.
It gives me some level of permanence when I complain, cause then I am atleast thinking, and not constantly empty.
I used to listen to stuff to drown out my head with thoughts, now I do it to fill my head with anything.
It gives me some level of permanence when I complain, cause then I am atleast thinking, and not constantly empty.
I used to listen to stuff to drown out my head with thoughts, now I do it to fill my head with anything.
I feel often like I am tricking people with my art, with my introspection, that I am even a person. I feel guilt for waisting peoples time. I bait people with flirting, my art, and seeming deep with questions. I listen to people but I can't actually say anything in return.
November 3, 2025 at 4:11 PM
I feel often like I am tricking people with my art, with my introspection, that I am even a person. I feel guilt for waisting peoples time. I bait people with flirting, my art, and seeming deep with questions. I listen to people but I can't actually say anything in return.
I often hate my artwork cause I can see what it isnt. In many causes it feels like the only thing I can share, its the only thing that gives me permanence. But theres nothing deeper to it anymore besides shallow desires now. I only revel on the surface, no deeper.
November 3, 2025 at 3:49 PM
I often hate my artwork cause I can see what it isnt. In many causes it feels like the only thing I can share, its the only thing that gives me permanence. But theres nothing deeper to it anymore besides shallow desires now. I only revel on the surface, no deeper.
Sometimes I feel like I have a brain tumour or degenerative brain disorder cause I used to have ideas as a kid.
I used to have so many ideas I'd get tired from them, I literally couldn't write them down fast enough. Nowadays my head is empty, I only think about what I lack.
I used to have so many ideas I'd get tired from them, I literally couldn't write them down fast enough. Nowadays my head is empty, I only think about what I lack.
November 3, 2025 at 3:16 PM
Sometimes I feel like I have a brain tumour or degenerative brain disorder cause I used to have ideas as a kid.
I used to have so many ideas I'd get tired from them, I literally couldn't write them down fast enough. Nowadays my head is empty, I only think about what I lack.
I used to have so many ideas I'd get tired from them, I literally couldn't write them down fast enough. Nowadays my head is empty, I only think about what I lack.
Mental ill rating off the charts lol this downswing is killing me lol
November 1, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Mental ill rating off the charts lol this downswing is killing me lol
Brains at that point again, but now i dont even have distractions or problems, procrastinations in relation. No excuses for my misery i am in except for the obvious.
August 21, 2025 at 4:10 AM
Brains at that point again, but now i dont even have distractions or problems, procrastinations in relation. No excuses for my misery i am in except for the obvious.