Me: trying to build friends in the gay world
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Realizing that unless I look more white and get a perfectly ripped muscle body, next to no guys are actually interested in friendship.

Zero sugar cheesecake pudding, zero sugar coolwhip, plain Greek yogurt, pineapple in juice, mandarins orange in juice, shredded coconut, and pecans. Coffee Cup brought to you by Palestinian Coffee Company.

I make greens more similar to Brazilian style, not Southern style. My Sweet potato pie used Splenda instead of sugar. My pecan walnut pie had a spiced date custard base and didn’t need any added sugar, however 1c of wine & 4 shots of rum were in it. My selfie me not feeling it at the gym

Since my physique’s been changing, dudes who ignored me once upon a time (even for just friendly exchanges) all of a sudden are super nice to me. The shift in treatment is super noticeable.

After the shift I just had… by the gods, I need a cocktail or 20. A hot totty sounds legit right now

Where I started. 2020 300lbs 40+ inch waist (don’t really know wore stretchy pants), diabetic level A1C

2023 225lbs 33 inch waist, high prediabetic A1C

Where I am 245lbs 33 inch waist, low prediabetic A1C

This week’s hiking pics #griffithpark #losangeles #quietspaces

Most recent body pics #progress #bodybuilding #aspiringmusclebear #gay #gym