Never actually calculated anything, but if I had to guess what has likely reached that or close, probably Dragon Age and Mass Effect games. Also Skyrim.

Love you🫂💜

I was at my first dr appointment after having my daughter, sitting in the waiting room. The volume was off and for some reason I didn't process what I had seen till later that night. To be fair I was in a weird headspace with possible postpartum depression & and stress from an abusive ex.

We've planned a shirt for Christmas. There's plenty of those. It's just the way he loves playing with his toys, oh man. Just picturing him with his kitchen play set and a Gordon Ramsey toy cracks me up

Honestly nope. I have characters that I "hate" but only because they are well written villains, or beautifully tragic characters. Off the top of my head I cannot think of any character I actually genuinely hate. Except the spiders 😅

Thank you, and thank you for reaching out to me on ig. My mind was going to a pretty bad place, but it helped to feel the love from people who care. It truly means more than I can fully express.

I always seem to fuck everything up regardless of where my heart is. Im just so tired.

I know everyone means well but I don't get to invalidate how I made my daughter or anyone else I ve hurt feels. I really tried but I still always seem to hurt people I care about. I know this will pass but for now it's all just so heavy and I have no one one im close enough to to bother comfortably.

Omg i hope you will be ok. Please try take care. 🫂

I can be the best person i can possibly be now but I can't undo how I've made people feel before. Bad enough for my ex to spread insecure lies & ppl believe it enough to tell me to unalive. Bad enough for my daughter to hate & disown me over her bf. I fuck everything up.

I ruin everything

I have a be kind or be blocked rule. I've only had to use it a couple times, but life is hard enough. Don't need random douche nozzles trying to get me to waste energy on them.