⚔️ Kellophane, but venting ⚔️
@voidkellophane.bsky.social
She/Her • Neurodivergent • Disabled • 35+ • LGBTQIA+ Friendly • Medicinal Stoner • Taken • Gaming account: @kellophane.bsky.social • Banner: Honeybear, my cat • BLM • Trans Rights are Human Rights • 🇵🇸🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈🇺🇦 • pfp: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1787745
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This will be the account I try to use to post my non-gaming thoughts on.
Things might get a bit rant-y & overall the tone may be darker.
You are not at all required to follow me, even if you follow me on @kellophane.bsky.social.
Blocking will be used liberally & without explanation.
This will be the account I try to use to post my non-gaming thoughts on.
Things might get a bit rant-y & overall the tone may be darker.
You are not at all required to follow me, even if you follow me on @kellophane.bsky.social.
Blocking will be used liberally & without explanation.
Any time there's an engagement game, I don't bother.
Why would I?
I'm lucky to get a single response on them, let alone enough to make it to the end for the ones that have 20+ questions.
I just... I don't get it? I engage a lot with others but just feel overlooked.
Maybe everyone has me muted...
Why would I?
I'm lucky to get a single response on them, let alone enough to make it to the end for the ones that have 20+ questions.
I just... I don't get it? I engage a lot with others but just feel overlooked.
Maybe everyone has me muted...
December 7, 2025 at 9:55 PM
Any time there's an engagement game, I don't bother.
Why would I?
I'm lucky to get a single response on them, let alone enough to make it to the end for the ones that have 20+ questions.
I just... I don't get it? I engage a lot with others but just feel overlooked.
Maybe everyone has me muted...
Why would I?
I'm lucky to get a single response on them, let alone enough to make it to the end for the ones that have 20+ questions.
I just... I don't get it? I engage a lot with others but just feel overlooked.
Maybe everyone has me muted...
One of the things that upsets me about social media is having over 200 followers, but rarely getting more than 3-4 interactions on my posts on my main account.
How can there be so many ppl following but so extremely few interactions to the point I consistently feel invisible? 😮💨
How can there be so many ppl following but so extremely few interactions to the point I consistently feel invisible? 😮💨
December 7, 2025 at 9:52 PM
One of the things that upsets me about social media is having over 200 followers, but rarely getting more than 3-4 interactions on my posts on my main account.
How can there be so many ppl following but so extremely few interactions to the point I consistently feel invisible? 😮💨
How can there be so many ppl following but so extremely few interactions to the point I consistently feel invisible? 😮💨
Also very tired of people thinking that being asked for clarification is somehow an attack on them or their actions.
I'm literally trying to prevent any misunderstandings and it's causing misunderstandings.
Not a great system, tbh
I'm literally trying to prevent any misunderstandings and it's causing misunderstandings.
Not a great system, tbh
November 29, 2025 at 5:35 AM
Also very tired of people thinking that being asked for clarification is somehow an attack on them or their actions.
I'm literally trying to prevent any misunderstandings and it's causing misunderstandings.
Not a great system, tbh
I'm literally trying to prevent any misunderstandings and it's causing misunderstandings.
Not a great system, tbh
I am still so tired but my body is in too much pain to sleep comfortably. 😮💨
November 29, 2025 at 5:25 AM
I am still so tired but my body is in too much pain to sleep comfortably. 😮💨
Thoughts
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November 28, 2025 at 9:01 AM
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November 20, 2025 at 1:35 AM
It is incredibly frustrating to try my hardest to help those I care about only to have them not listen to me, not make changes, and then suffer from the same misery over and over again because of it.
If any of you stupid fucks would just LISTEN TO ME, we could all be spared this repeated suffering.
If any of you stupid fucks would just LISTEN TO ME, we could all be spared this repeated suffering.
November 12, 2025 at 9:13 PM
It is incredibly frustrating to try my hardest to help those I care about only to have them not listen to me, not make changes, and then suffer from the same misery over and over again because of it.
If any of you stupid fucks would just LISTEN TO ME, we could all be spared this repeated suffering.
If any of you stupid fucks would just LISTEN TO ME, we could all be spared this repeated suffering.
Niiiiiiiice.
Lived much longer than he should have given the blood on his hands, but still a good way to start a Tuesday.
Lived much longer than he should have given the blood on his hands, but still a good way to start a Tuesday.
Former Vice President Dick Cheney has died, his family said in a statement. He was 84 abcnews.go.com/Politics/for...
November 4, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Niiiiiiiice.
Lived much longer than he should have given the blood on his hands, but still a good way to start a Tuesday.
Lived much longer than he should have given the blood on his hands, but still a good way to start a Tuesday.
Seasonal depression, can you at least wait until it's no longer in the 80s/90s before you decide to show up?
It's the least you could do if you're going to insist on showing up every year uninvited. -_-
It's the least you could do if you're going to insist on showing up every year uninvited. -_-
November 2, 2025 at 8:00 AM
Seasonal depression, can you at least wait until it's no longer in the 80s/90s before you decide to show up?
It's the least you could do if you're going to insist on showing up every year uninvited. -_-
It's the least you could do if you're going to insist on showing up every year uninvited. -_-
Always fun to spiral because a joke I thought was hilarious didn't land.
Whew
Whew
October 27, 2025 at 1:58 AM
Always fun to spiral because a joke I thought was hilarious didn't land.
Whew
Whew
Gods I hope people in Jamaica and Haiti will be okay and Hurricane Melissa doesn't do as much damage as they're predicting.
October 27, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Gods I hope people in Jamaica and Haiti will be okay and Hurricane Melissa doesn't do as much damage as they're predicting.
I need a shock collar that will zap me any time I start bitching or complaining.
Nothing changes and there's nothing I can do to change that.
The best thing would just for me to be silent rather than continue talking to walls.
Nothing changes and there's nothing I can do to change that.
The best thing would just for me to be silent rather than continue talking to walls.
October 25, 2025 at 4:50 AM
I need a shock collar that will zap me any time I start bitching or complaining.
Nothing changes and there's nothing I can do to change that.
The best thing would just for me to be silent rather than continue talking to walls.
Nothing changes and there's nothing I can do to change that.
The best thing would just for me to be silent rather than continue talking to walls.
I wish I could survive without human contact.
October 21, 2025 at 6:04 AM
I wish I could survive without human contact.
I'm so tired of feeling like I'm invisible.
Kellophane continues to be the most apt moniker I've ever given myself...
Kellophane continues to be the most apt moniker I've ever given myself...
October 13, 2025 at 12:25 AM
I'm so tired of feeling like I'm invisible.
Kellophane continues to be the most apt moniker I've ever given myself...
Kellophane continues to be the most apt moniker I've ever given myself...
Highly annoyed to get a text from CVS telling me I need to get the HPV vaccine.
1.) I got the vaccine back in 2006 when it was first approved
2.) You do not have my full vaccine records and therefore have no way of knowing which vaccines I do or do not need.
Stay in your fucking lane, CVS.
1.) I got the vaccine back in 2006 when it was first approved
2.) You do not have my full vaccine records and therefore have no way of knowing which vaccines I do or do not need.
Stay in your fucking lane, CVS.
October 11, 2025 at 3:36 PM
Highly annoyed to get a text from CVS telling me I need to get the HPV vaccine.
1.) I got the vaccine back in 2006 when it was first approved
2.) You do not have my full vaccine records and therefore have no way of knowing which vaccines I do or do not need.
Stay in your fucking lane, CVS.
1.) I got the vaccine back in 2006 when it was first approved
2.) You do not have my full vaccine records and therefore have no way of knowing which vaccines I do or do not need.
Stay in your fucking lane, CVS.
Sometimes I feel like untangling all of my trauma and learning how to function in a healthy way is a lot like trying to climb Mount Everest while still learning how to walk.
It'll be worth it in the long run, I believe this with my whole heart, but it sure does feel absolutely overwhelming, too.
It'll be worth it in the long run, I believe this with my whole heart, but it sure does feel absolutely overwhelming, too.
October 11, 2025 at 2:43 PM
Sometimes I feel like untangling all of my trauma and learning how to function in a healthy way is a lot like trying to climb Mount Everest while still learning how to walk.
It'll be worth it in the long run, I believe this with my whole heart, but it sure does feel absolutely overwhelming, too.
It'll be worth it in the long run, I believe this with my whole heart, but it sure does feel absolutely overwhelming, too.
Sometimes I can definitely see how lonely I am and how desperately I crave connection with like-minded people, but I have absolutely no fcking idea how to achieve that.
I either freeze up completely and roadblock myself or I break like a dam and flood the other person with too much too fast. :/
I either freeze up completely and roadblock myself or I break like a dam and flood the other person with too much too fast. :/
September 29, 2025 at 10:38 PM
Sometimes I can definitely see how lonely I am and how desperately I crave connection with like-minded people, but I have absolutely no fcking idea how to achieve that.
I either freeze up completely and roadblock myself or I break like a dam and flood the other person with too much too fast. :/
I either freeze up completely and roadblock myself or I break like a dam and flood the other person with too much too fast. :/
Sometimes cuddling Honey is the best part of the day.
I hope she knows how much I love and adore her.
She is the color in my world. 💗
I hope she knows how much I love and adore her.
She is the color in my world. 💗
September 18, 2025 at 5:56 AM
Sometimes cuddling Honey is the best part of the day.
I hope she knows how much I love and adore her.
She is the color in my world. 💗
I hope she knows how much I love and adore her.
She is the color in my world. 💗
It sure is depressing seeing this country become a dictatorship in real time, with free speech actively being silenced.
Can you imagine the freak out these people would have had if a certain Pres had sicc'd the FCC and others on F*x News and their cronies?
The double standards are outrageous.
Can you imagine the freak out these people would have had if a certain Pres had sicc'd the FCC and others on F*x News and their cronies?
The double standards are outrageous.
September 18, 2025 at 1:51 AM
It sure is depressing seeing this country become a dictatorship in real time, with free speech actively being silenced.
Can you imagine the freak out these people would have had if a certain Pres had sicc'd the FCC and others on F*x News and their cronies?
The double standards are outrageous.
Can you imagine the freak out these people would have had if a certain Pres had sicc'd the FCC and others on F*x News and their cronies?
The double standards are outrageous.
I feel like all the progress I made just evaporated.
I just want to rot in bed and pretend I dont exist.
I just want to rot in bed and pretend I dont exist.
September 16, 2025 at 7:19 PM
I feel like all the progress I made just evaporated.
I just want to rot in bed and pretend I dont exist.
I just want to rot in bed and pretend I dont exist.
When the high helps you have an epiphany that's not really good or healthy and you get sad and it's like... man, I was a lot happier before I just had that thought.
I don't like being hyper aware all the time.
I want a break.
😮💨🙃
I don't like being hyper aware all the time.
I want a break.
😮💨🙃
September 16, 2025 at 2:13 AM
When the high helps you have an epiphany that's not really good or healthy and you get sad and it's like... man, I was a lot happier before I just had that thought.
I don't like being hyper aware all the time.
I want a break.
😮💨🙃
I don't like being hyper aware all the time.
I want a break.
😮💨🙃
I think the world would be a better place if there were MORE autistic people in it, not less.
Neurotypicals are the ones who are dishonest in what they say/mean and often only think about themselves to the detriment to those around them.
Just sayin...
Neurotypicals are the ones who are dishonest in what they say/mean and often only think about themselves to the detriment to those around them.
Just sayin...
September 5, 2025 at 11:06 PM
I think the world would be a better place if there were MORE autistic people in it, not less.
Neurotypicals are the ones who are dishonest in what they say/mean and often only think about themselves to the detriment to those around them.
Just sayin...
Neurotypicals are the ones who are dishonest in what they say/mean and often only think about themselves to the detriment to those around them.
Just sayin...
Honey is totally fine.
I did what research I could since we dont have Vet money and her symptoms were in line with allergies.
Did a warm compress for her gunky eye and gently cleaned her ears and she's back to her beautiful and vibrant self.
Incredibly thankful.
I did what research I could since we dont have Vet money and her symptoms were in line with allergies.
Did a warm compress for her gunky eye and gently cleaned her ears and she's back to her beautiful and vibrant self.
Incredibly thankful.
August 31, 2025 at 1:12 AM
Honey is totally fine.
I did what research I could since we dont have Vet money and her symptoms were in line with allergies.
Did a warm compress for her gunky eye and gently cleaned her ears and she's back to her beautiful and vibrant self.
Incredibly thankful.
I did what research I could since we dont have Vet money and her symptoms were in line with allergies.
Did a warm compress for her gunky eye and gently cleaned her ears and she's back to her beautiful and vibrant self.
Incredibly thankful.
Praying for insurance to not be a dick and will approve the Cobenfy for me.
I really don't want to go back to the psych ward. 😭
I really don't want to go back to the psych ward. 😭
August 28, 2025 at 4:53 AM
Praying for insurance to not be a dick and will approve the Cobenfy for me.
I really don't want to go back to the psych ward. 😭
I really don't want to go back to the psych ward. 😭
I'm worried Honey may have an ear infection but Idk how we can afford the vet and the idea of not taking her to the vet is also deeply upsetting.
Gods I hope she's okay and I hope we can find the money to get her checked out. ;w;
Gods I hope she's okay and I hope we can find the money to get her checked out. ;w;
August 26, 2025 at 3:07 AM
I'm worried Honey may have an ear infection but Idk how we can afford the vet and the idea of not taking her to the vet is also deeply upsetting.
Gods I hope she's okay and I hope we can find the money to get her checked out. ;w;
Gods I hope she's okay and I hope we can find the money to get her checked out. ;w;