wish I could ressurect him just to kill him myself

I really hope it tore him up inside I hope he sat up and night and thought about what he did and wanted to blow his brains all over the wall about it god I hate him I hate him so fucking much I hope he suffers I hope he pays for what he did !

I hope it tormented him every single day when he was still alive until he fucking kicked the bucket and I hope he's in hell forever and ever and it haunts him every day and it never ends because that's what it's fucking like for me !

I think especially my last doctor would fucking throw a party if I killed .yself

like genuinel6 shucm of thr earth type terrible awful should be fuckiny killed kind of person

I can't stop fucking thinking about it I can't stop

it's fine it's fine it'll all be okay soon

feeling fucking insane might od a little hehe

absolutely sick and twisted that I can't end my own life without doing what I did during it , hurting people!