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velrosebunny.bsky.social
🌹 Vel's Roses 🌹
@velrosebunny.bsky.social
Artist (sometimes) Writer (sometimes) Player of Video Games (a lot of the time)
My health still plagues me, but, pretty alright considering it actually.
May 14, 2025 at 12:14 PM
And for a few short hours of that, it leaves me drained for days. This is why I can't stream. As much as I really want to, I just don't have anything left in me to push for it.
You might see me less, or you might just see me being different, idk. But I felt like everyone should know.
Have a good day
April 15, 2025 at 7:55 PM
What effect that will be, I cannot say for certain, but as it is I am already drained. Picking myself up for the REPO, or even just being in discord vc is taking absolutely everything I have to just be myself, like taking the 1% of myself that's still happy and confident and pushing it up.
April 15, 2025 at 7:55 PM
While not all were this same bad situation, I've had 12 visits to the hospital. Along with the normal ones, the severity and the frequency of the pain has had me actually going mad, and losing a few memories. So before it gets even worse, I have to try stronger things that will have an effect on me.
April 15, 2025 at 7:55 PM
I hate that I have the comparison, but 90% of my migraines have felt worse than when I was shot, and those happen basically every other day. Those severe ones, unimaginably worse. I've had to be restrained by 3 people while they medicate me, all while I can't even hear my own screaming.
April 15, 2025 at 7:55 PM
I'll be real, and I've been keeping this *mostly* to myself, I've been losing my god damn mind since mid Jan. Having repeated episodes of severe migraines that have my roommates take me to the hospital, or when I'm alone, using my phone for SOS, as I cannot see, hear, or even think. Which is scary.
April 15, 2025 at 7:55 PM