DJDHDBDNDN
maybe he likes the audience

for what its worth

he was my second "need to pause and process the catastrophic meltdown happening in my brain" moment

me and the friend i recently got interested in ateez (and stray kids by accident) were both crashing the fuck OUT yesterday about it

im going to be on a plane in 20 minutes to fly over there and hIT YOU

also for the record san is becoming more of a problem lately than i anticipated and tHIS VIDEO ISNT HELPING,,,

LAUREN. LAUREN. IM LOSING MY MIND. I WATCHED IT THREE TIMES BEFORE REMRMBERING I HADNT EATEN ALL DAY AND NEEDED TO MAKE FOOD.

I LITERALLY HAD TO PAUSE THE VIDEO TO PROCESS IT BECAUSE IT MADE MY BRAIN JUST. COMPLETELY SHORT CIRCUIT.

this is why i consider him an honorary member of the demon line THIS IS WHY

im going insane. im going insane. im gnawing at the bars of my enclosure.

these lyrics are going to HAUNT ME

rly tho i did the same mostly cause i deleted my twitter. but. ive now fallen down the rabbit hole again. *and* added a new group to my fav list. SIGHS.

howve things been wit u over here

*fear noises*

👀👀 lemme add that to my playlist for tomorrow

i fear im so goddamn out of the loop on kpop fronts these days cjdjfbdnmd. losing my access to all the update and official accounts on twitter is my one regret for deleting my account there

IM SO UPSET LIKE GENUINELY I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED. 😭 now im stuck at the mercy of hoping my support ticket gets a response.

HI HI IVE BEEN ON TUMBLR AGAIN MAINLY im back here now cause my account has vanished for NO REASON!! and no i havent

b u t
i successfully dragged another friend of mine into becoming an atiny in the meantime

ARRIVES 3 DAYS LATE WITH COFFEE HELLO