helllllll yeah!!!

oh i should update that this got cleared up really easily, thank goodness

yaaay im glad!! happy birthdayyy <333

i thiiiink it just kinda hangs loose all the time. like its always extruded.

lucy stay winning!!!!

i have a lot of large birthmarks that protrude significantly from my body so im PRETTY sure the thing hanging off the bottom of my left tit is just another one of those? but truly who can say.

the SHOT COMPOSITION!!!

but yeah the like. framing of that first shot here. it mkaes me want to MAKE THINGS.

oh these shots FUUUUUCK. speaking of amazing movies ziva makes you watch did i tell you we watched tampopo last thursday night. such a funny movie i had a lot of fun.

give! me! the blood!

BIG OOF

IT SUUUUCKS

GOOD LUCK!!!! CHEERING FOR U

GUYS WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK. IM MAKING YOU ALL WATCH THE SEASON 1 REBOOT.

I'VE LITERALLY GONE "I HOPE THEY MAKE WORLD TRIGGER BROTHERHOOD IN TWENTY YEARS" AS A *JOKE*

so who the fuck knows if ill be able to sleep TONIGHT. jesus. i think i must be some kind of sick but thats extremely bitter comfort.

emeto// but then TODAY i barely managed to eat anything thru some nasty gas-based indigestion, and when i thought it had FINALLY calmed down enough for me to take my sleep meds my stomach responded "you buffoon, you fool, why did you do that obviously incorrect thing, vomit out your entire stomach."

so last night i had some of the worst insomnia of my life and just. completely failed to sleep at all. eventually went "ugh whatever this isnt working, i give up, ill just get an early night tonight and itll be fine"

i feel fucking exhausted until i lie down and close my eyes at which point i completely stop feeling tired even a little bit. what the fuck is worng with me.