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the desire to make cool games but no code skill to do so...

yeah I get you.
I'm always worrying about how I sound when I'm writing replies, and it makes it way harder to feel like I'm befriending ppl.

for example, I rewrote even this reply a few times.

new job is always good to hear.
gl dude

it appears this is the first drawing I finished in 2 months.
wow. bad.

this is actually the first traditional drawing I did in nearly a decade with a full background, and I gotta say I'm proud of myself here.

I have so much background work for this...

send help

Isn't that exactly what you were sent last time?

for anyone interested it's subbing out an augur secrets for umbral vitality and an arcane bellicose (I have umbral intensify on aswell).

The buff from the umbral set bonus and the bellicose add up to 29, as opposed to the measly 24 the augur secrets gives me

Me.
Technically I could get it back but it's a bureaucratic headache and I really don't wanna deal with that shit.