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Trev
@trev.club
· Nov 4
Nothing is quite as terrifying or vulnerable as sincerely trying to clear the bar of Making Good Art.
Starting over with my follows because my timeline has gotten way too doomer and way too scoldy. I get my news from the news. Can't really afford to do the staring into the void thing on every social media. Nothing personal.
August 19, 2025 at 7:16 AM
Starting over with my follows because my timeline has gotten way too doomer and way too scoldy. I get my news from the news. Can't really afford to do the staring into the void thing on every social media. Nothing personal.
No more "personal brand". This profile will just be me from now on, for better and for worse. Let's get a little weird with it.
August 5, 2025 at 8:41 PM
No more "personal brand". This profile will just be me from now on, for better and for worse. Let's get a little weird with it.
I keep having these 2am thoughts of "no one likes me" but that isn't true. A lot of the people who interact with me like me. What's true is that I don't have any fans, because I'm not creating anything.
July 29, 2025 at 9:09 AM
I keep having these 2am thoughts of "no one likes me" but that isn't true. A lot of the people who interact with me like me. What's true is that I don't have any fans, because I'm not creating anything.
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one of my biggest quality of life increases was realizing that for people whose only interaction with me was to tell me all the things I could be doing differently, i could simply not spend time with them and they could do that by themselves without me involved at all.
July 24, 2025 at 1:44 AM
one of my biggest quality of life increases was realizing that for people whose only interaction with me was to tell me all the things I could be doing differently, i could simply not spend time with them and they could do that by themselves without me involved at all.
Splitgate 2 out here like: Fuck you *unlaunches your game*
July 22, 2025 at 7:13 PM
Splitgate 2 out here like: Fuck you *unlaunches your game*
Wish "overstatement of harm as justification for revenge" weren't so par for the course on the left-leaning internet
July 1, 2025 at 1:26 PM
Wish "overstatement of harm as justification for revenge" weren't so par for the course on the left-leaning internet
I think I am old enough now that I can accept that I don't really want to be too social or too famous. I always put my damn foot in my mouth. Even when I haven't yet, it feels stressful.
I can only say "this time, it's gonna be different" so many times before I stop believing it
I can only say "this time, it's gonna be different" so many times before I stop believing it
June 5, 2025 at 3:44 PM
I think I am old enough now that I can accept that I don't really want to be too social or too famous. I always put my damn foot in my mouth. Even when I haven't yet, it feels stressful.
I can only say "this time, it's gonna be different" so many times before I stop believing it
I can only say "this time, it's gonna be different" so many times before I stop believing it
Passed my professional licensing exam, lost the project bid, but got an offer from an interview three and a half months ago. Never been so happy to switch gears.
May 29, 2025 at 10:03 PM
Passed my professional licensing exam, lost the project bid, but got an offer from an interview three and a half months ago. Never been so happy to switch gears.
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if youre looking for a rational, useful thing to do i would recommend comparing your appearance to that of curated and edited images online of people who are attractive on a professional basis. this will profit you immensely
May 10, 2025 at 9:55 PM
if youre looking for a rational, useful thing to do i would recommend comparing your appearance to that of curated and edited images online of people who are attractive on a professional basis. this will profit you immensely
Can I be honest? Both my Discover timeline and my What's Hot timeline are boring as shit right now. Just the same reheated stuff. It's not really a great sign.
April 19, 2025 at 2:53 PM
Can I be honest? Both my Discover timeline and my What's Hot timeline are boring as shit right now. Just the same reheated stuff. It's not really a great sign.
what if I were more fearless about making jokes not everybody will get? how would that play out, I wonder
April 17, 2025 at 2:59 AM
what if I were more fearless about making jokes not everybody will get? how would that play out, I wonder
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It's just a bad day, not a bad life.
March 31, 2025 at 11:53 PM
It's just a bad day, not a bad life.
Don't know why there's a chip on my shoulder about never sticking with an Internet presence or creative endeavor long enough to become popular when my real life is about as comfortable as it could be. Aside from the loneliness, I guess.
March 31, 2025 at 6:03 AM
Don't know why there's a chip on my shoulder about never sticking with an Internet presence or creative endeavor long enough to become popular when my real life is about as comfortable as it could be. Aside from the loneliness, I guess.
Hot take: Don't hate the new Discord update. It let me go even more compact than before. I crave the information density
March 25, 2025 at 10:13 PM
Hot take: Don't hate the new Discord update. It let me go even more compact than before. I crave the information density
I would love to make, like, one or two new close friends. I know I'm crazy busy and older than most of the Internet, but it'd be cool to have some new folks in my circles.
March 22, 2025 at 6:24 PM
I would love to make, like, one or two new close friends. I know I'm crazy busy and older than most of the Internet, but it'd be cool to have some new folks in my circles.
I was *just* getting my sleep cycle right, and then getting sick fucked me over again.
March 22, 2025 at 7:36 AM
I was *just* getting my sleep cycle right, and then getting sick fucked me over again.
Recrystallizing my sense of personality, and understanding more wholly what I am about.
March 17, 2025 at 9:06 AM
Recrystallizing my sense of personality, and understanding more wholly what I am about.
I have officially reached old man status with my "Jazz and Classical public radio while doing desk work" phase
March 13, 2025 at 12:35 PM
I have officially reached old man status with my "Jazz and Classical public radio while doing desk work" phase
I'm gonna stick it out for 2025. I'm going to pursue the furthest educational attainment that is prudent and reasonable, and I'm going to give putting my body back into "decent" shape before 40 one last try. But I have no idea what I'm going to do next.
March 8, 2025 at 9:24 AM
I'm gonna stick it out for 2025. I'm going to pursue the furthest educational attainment that is prudent and reasonable, and I'm going to give putting my body back into "decent" shape before 40 one last try. But I have no idea what I'm going to do next.
How meaningful is it to help people who are, in the long run, beyond help? Why do I feel bad for not wanting to win over people who don't want to like me anyway? What am I even aiming to do after I'm done with this stage of my life? Where does my effort go?
March 8, 2025 at 8:54 AM
How meaningful is it to help people who are, in the long run, beyond help? Why do I feel bad for not wanting to win over people who don't want to like me anyway? What am I even aiming to do after I'm done with this stage of my life? Where does my effort go?
I want to believe all the time and effort I'm putting in is going to go somewhere, but as uncertain as the world is right now, and as little difference as I make in the world now, hiding from my past self, I just don't know. Maybe no one will care what I accomplished.
March 8, 2025 at 8:41 AM
I want to believe all the time and effort I'm putting in is going to go somewhere, but as uncertain as the world is right now, and as little difference as I make in the world now, hiding from my past self, I just don't know. Maybe no one will care what I accomplished.
Monthly Check In:
* 4.0 in grad school still (two of six "quarters" in)
* Two first interviews and a second this month
* Pushed down to 1800 cal/day to make April goal weight, and very, very gradually easing running into my 90 active minutes a day
* 4.0 in grad school still (two of six "quarters" in)
* Two first interviews and a second this month
* Pushed down to 1800 cal/day to make April goal weight, and very, very gradually easing running into my 90 active minutes a day
March 6, 2025 at 7:49 AM
Monthly Check In:
* 4.0 in grad school still (two of six "quarters" in)
* Two first interviews and a second this month
* Pushed down to 1800 cal/day to make April goal weight, and very, very gradually easing running into my 90 active minutes a day
* 4.0 in grad school still (two of six "quarters" in)
* Two first interviews and a second this month
* Pushed down to 1800 cal/day to make April goal weight, and very, very gradually easing running into my 90 active minutes a day