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thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
wildest dreams
@thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
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i write as wildestdreams on ao3 🤍
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anxiousangel.bsky.social
I finished reading this story a couple of days ago and I really wanted to do something to express my love for it. (someday I'll learn to draw or at least learn how to work with photoshop, but for now..) book cover for the story of a salt breeze of love that hurts and heals
book cover for "for you i would ruin myself" by wildestdreams (salt air, the beach in august, two people in love)
May 11, 2025 at 11:43 AM
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fckingfreakshow.bsky.social
have u wondered what happens after they met? well, now u don't have to. <3

out sunday, march 30th
thank you for waiting | 24k complete
March 28, 2025 at 5:30 PM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
am I allowed to tweet controversial takes here???
March 27, 2025 at 3:10 PM
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handle.invalid
ZAYN SINGING NIGHT CHANGES IN 2025 🥹
March 26, 2025 at 3:22 AM
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larrysmomfics.bsky.social
Surprise! Chapters 7-8 are up a little early because I’m in my feelings. 🥲🔮✨

archiveofourown.org/works/638207...
March 26, 2025 at 1:29 PM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
every time I reread everything to lose by @stylinsoncity.bsky.social I fall more and more in love with it
March 26, 2025 at 6:04 PM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
wip: you make me wanna make you fall in love

🏷️: friends to lovers, accidental pregnancy, romantic comedy, alpha harry, omega louis
March 23, 2025 at 7:48 PM
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handle.invalid
you were so sweet and deserved so so so much better than you got. i miss you every day.
March 1, 2025 at 11:26 PM
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thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
🐚for you, i would ruin myself🐚

🐚110.4k | explicit

Harry’s unrequited crush on Louis turns into a summer romance, only to leave him heartbroken in the end. Years later, Harry's forced to confront his past and the one person he was running from.

archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532
February 16, 2025 at 6:31 PM
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handle.invalid
louis tomlinson with a cinnamon swirl hairstyle
February 20, 2025 at 11:39 AM
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staybeautifulfics.bsky.social
//we're in the backseat, you're touching my skin and i think i might be making you sick//
February 21, 2025 at 12:37 AM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
🐚for you, i would ruin myself🐚

🐚110.4k | explicit

Harry’s unrequited crush on Louis turns into a summer romance, only to leave him heartbroken in the end. Years later, Harry's forced to confront his past and the one person he was running from.

archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532
February 16, 2025 at 6:31 PM
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liminalkitty369.bsky.social
yall are not prepared!!!
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social wildest dreams @thelavenderhaze.bsky.social · Feb 12
for you, i would ruin myself; part three

coming soon 🐚

archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532
February 12, 2025 at 4:40 PM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
for you, i would ruin myself; part three

coming soon 🐚

archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532
February 12, 2025 at 4:33 PM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
guys I just realized I wrote 100k+ words for my august/cardigan/betty au all within 5 months 🫢 that’s kinda insane tbh
February 10, 2025 at 3:09 AM
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stylinsoncity.bsky.social
Posted this snippet on tumblr from the next thrill chp!
Harry pushes his wet boots off at the door and hears Louis’ shoes hit the floor a moment later. He doesn’t actually watch him step inside. Or rather, he can’t. In the kitchen, Harry gets a can of cat food from the cupboard above the microwave. He goes about cracking it open, emptying it into Collette’s dish. And for a little while, he pets her as she eats while pretending he isn’t aware at all times of Louis’ breathing, his heart beating, his scent. He’s also aware of his own heart racing, his panic mounting. When Louis steps into the kitchen after several minutes of silence, Harry forces himself to stand and takes a step in the opposite direction, shoving his hands into the pocket of his sweatshirt. “Do you want a drink or something?” Harry asks, his voice a flurry, hardly intelligible. “Harry,” Louis says. Harry looks at him. He notes the diminishing distance between them. But he’s in the corner of the kitchen already. There’s nowhere left for him to retreat to. “I’m not afraid of you,” Louis says. “Alright?” Harry releases a heavy sigh and as he does so, his eyes slip closed. “I think you should be,” he says. “Maybe you should try being a bit more menacing, then,” Louis suggests. “I think you’re the one who’s afraid.” Harry scoffs, but he still can’t even meet Louis’ gaze. He looks down at his damp socks instead. A moment later, he sees Louis’ socked feet enter his field of vision, the toes slightly damp from rainwater soaking through his trainers. He feels him closer than he’s been in days. And then he can’t help but look at him, at his mouth, at least. Close enough to kiss. “You’re right,” he says quietly. “I am.” “This probably sounds like a joke,” Louis says, “but I’m not going to hurt you.” Harry presses the heels of his palms into his eyelids until it hurts. He’s sick of crying. He doesn’t know what else to do but cry. He wants to rewind to two weeks ago when this all felt simpler. Still impossible, still doomed, but simpler. Back when he felt guaranteed to Louis’ touch for however long it lasted. That’s all he wants now. Then, Louis touches Harry’s wrists. He closes his fingers loosely around them. He gently pulls Harry’s hands away from his face. A shiver runs through Harry’s body when Louis presses a kiss to one palm, then the other. The only way this makes sense is if Harry is dreaming. He doesn’t have a ton of good dreams anymore. He should probably make the most of this one.
January 11, 2025 at 4:50 AM
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blueskiesrry.bsky.social
wildflower / 110k

coming in february for bottom harry fic fest
January 10, 2025 at 4:48 PM
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1dlyricsbot.bsky.social
we took a CHONCE
January 7, 2025 at 9:40 PM
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liminalkitty369.bsky.social
do yourselves a favor and read this. i’m so in love with this fic omg
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social wildest dreams @thelavenderhaze.bsky.social · Dec 18
the first kiss in 'for you, i would ruin myself' 🐚

read parts 1&2 here: archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532
January 4, 2025 at 11:00 PM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
hiii! I need a beta who can help me with tone/pacing for a current wip. ideally, i’d like to post the fic by the end of this month and total word count is looking like 90-100k. please let me know if you or anyone you know would be up for it 🤍🌊🐚
January 3, 2025 at 5:21 AM
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jaywriteshome.bsky.social
His smile’s so soft, and his eyes are so pretty, and I love him with all my heart 😭
A cropped photo of Louis Tomlinson from 2022 smiling at the camera with a gentle gaze
December 24, 2024 at 9:41 AM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
the first kiss in 'for you, i would ruin myself' 🐚

read parts 1&2 here: archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532
December 18, 2024 at 4:34 PM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
is a 2 page snippet too long?
December 17, 2024 at 10:23 PM
thelavenderhaze.bsky.social
harry and louis' first meeting in my fic 'i love you (it's ruining my life)'

🍒 read it here 🍒archiveofourown.org/works/56397256
December 15, 2024 at 9:22 PM